Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

I hate being so tired, ugh. And the dark at 7:15 AM doesn't help matters!

[MWF]

I can't wait to kick my best friend out of my house.

I wish I were better

Crying in public. Great.

[nothereanymore]

I'm gonna be pissed if they hold onto my Percocet when I get it because they don't trust me not to kill myself with it. They shouldn't but that's the thing. I wish they'd fucking let me. one, two, three, four, five, six medications at least all around my room. Maybe these will work where the last ones didn't.

Please let me do well in November

[nothereanymore]

I'm so sick of being jealous

Jeez, I don't even know what to say to that

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Forever alone.....

[Kate*]

Today was bad and I have 5 more before I get a day off.

I feel overwhelmed. I kind of want to die. I don't want to take the test on the 1st because I will probably fail like the fucking loser that I am.

[nothereanymore]

Death is sitting on my desk

[Kate*]

Thank God it's a short shift with help, but I have a ton of other shit today

Everything is happening so fast. I know it's all good stuff but I feel overwhelmed. A test this past week and I don't have the results. A test next week and I have no idea what is going to be on it. If I don't pass either it isn't the end of the world. This shows that I can get a job.

I also have to get that letter from my doctor and I feel like shit doing that.

Kind of want to die. Kind of want to cut. I think I'll try and distract by reading a chapter or two of my book.

[Kate*]

6 days in a row is killing me, I'm only half way done, I go back to 6 hour shifts for the rest of them, I'm pretty sure I'm getting sick, and I'm freezing!

Thinking more and more about walking away. Maybe I truly am no good at any of this.

[Kate*]

Just one more thing it caused me to give up. Didn't ruin my life my fucking ass!

I don't feel well tonight!

I feel like shit.

I wonder if you realize the truth. I wonder if you care or you are just lying to yourself.

[nothereanymore]

Maybe one day I'll meet someone who will value me for more than my vagina.

When your boyfriend breaks up with you for not having sex with him, you reach out to a friend, she agrees with him, and then gets mad at you for getting mad at her...

I hate when people make stupid and stereotypical comments

Also fucking so nervous about Wednesday.

[TheAtomicBlade]

I hate myself and everything about me.

[Celyn]

Sleep paralysis for the second night in a row. Woke up with a sore throat. Feel like crap.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

No one will ever love me. I'm too fat and ugly and disgusting.

[Kate*]

6 days in a row is WAY too many. I've had more than enough already and I still have 2 days to go before I get 1 day off.

I wish it weren't so hard to breath.

[Thinking]

There is no more hope.

I want to die

[Kate*]

I will NEVER work 6 days in a row again; I am about to fucking lose it and I still have to come back tomorrow!

It figures, they're finally good for something and the contract ends.

I am so frustrated. Tell them no! I'm tired of having to deal with this.

[nothereanymore]

Soooo let me get this straight - me having fun experimental consensual sex is not okay and neither is coming to terms with being asexual, but my boyfriend breaking up with me for not having sex with him and my abuser living with me is. Coooool. You're fucking crazy.

I do not feel well today. Hopefully a nap will help

[MsNobleEleanor]

Tired. Can't sleep.
Seems like a long night is ahead of me...

Do something instead of leaving it all on me.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Once a failure, always a failure.....

[nothereanymore]

"I don't want you if you don't want to have sex with me. Also, be my friend or else you're abandoning me." WHAT.

[MWF]

I don't know where else to put this, but why are people so obsessed with Halloween? I don't understand it at all.

[Kate*]

I get it, you HATED retail, but that doesn't mean you need to "warn" me against it! I've done worse, and I like my job. I will no longer defend my bosses to you just because I have a right to complain! When will I learn?!

I hate waking up early

[Kate*]

After my 90 days and when I'm not ready to snap from too many days in a row, I want to ask about switching to overnights. That's what I wanted grom the beginning and I am SICK TO DEATH of being ABANDONED every single weekend and randomly without my knowledge because other people get to work them!

I feel so stressed out about tomorrow