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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 21st 2017, 05:32 AM
I don't belong anywhere
I will forever be upset that you fucking did that to me and I think I have the right to be because you would do it again without batting an eye. Fucking prick. You need help. It's not right that I've been working on myself only to have you push me back down every step of the way because you won't work on yourself. Both of you need to go to damn counseling.
Last edited by nothereanymore; September 21st 2017 at 06:40 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 21st 2017, 11:37 PM
Why won't you even try to see where I'm coming from? "A" meant the world to me. For sixteen months, she was my whole world until I decided to fuck it up one April day. I'm regretting it almost ten and a half years later.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 22nd 2017, 06:37 PM
So you're going to ghost on me, too, huh? I guess that's fine. I'm used to it by now. I just wish you would've done it after the first date, before I thought you might be someone special in my life. Before I thought maybe we could've been something.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 22nd 2017, 06:39 PM
I'm beyond tough love with this family. I swear I'm ready to start swinging (not really) Just REALLY want to. OTHER PEOPLE were available WHY is it always HER fucking job!?
I really wish I hadn't involved these people, just more hassle I don't need.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; September 22nd 2017 at 11:37 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 23rd 2017, 12:11 AM
I am so damn tired of this asthma flare up. I am struggling to breath and an inhaler is not working.
Also really frustrated with social security. I had an overpayment on my account. It was $25. I sent it in close seven days ago and they still haven't processed it. This happened last year when I sent them money to contribute to what I owed. They never processed it but they took out money each month so it wasn't a huge deal. Now that I am pulling from a different place they don't take out 10% so I have to pay it on my own, make a payment plan or get my benefits taken away until I pay it. I am willing to pay it but the overpayment number is ALWAYS busy so there is no way to talk to them. Call at nine they tell you to call back and disconnect. Call back an hour later and it is the same exact thing. I am going to call them on Monday and ask them what is going on and how I pay them. It will probably be futile to call them but I want to try that because maybe they can tell me if I can go into the office and pay it. If I can then I'll do that tuesday or wednesday. If I can't I'll still probably have to go down and explain to them that I am trying to pay it and it doesn't get processed and this has happened once before. I am not going to lose my benefits because they are incompetent and make their over payment system a fucking nightmare to utilize. Make it easier to contact them because I originally called to pay it over the phone.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 23rd 2017, 12:20 PM
I thought it would be a normal Saturday. A day off from school fucking eventually. But no, it all started in the morning, when I turned up at the psychologist's and they told me my counsellor was absent because of an illness. Well thank you, I guess calling me was too hard. I was really shocked because I absolutely need to talk to my counsellor before that fucking three day trip on Monday I don't wanna go on as hell. Then I had to go to this meeting and it WAS THE WORST. I don't want to remember it. I don't want to ever remember anything of it.
Re: Screaming thread. -
September 24th 2017, 02:14 AM
Why do I feel like shit? I hate feeling dizzy....
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die