Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Adele101]

I just want to die.

[Calaer]

I hate how you treat people.

[Kate*]

Nothing about trying again is possible or makes any sense, but I can't let go of what I believe I'm supposed to have. So, maybe that means I'm supposed to have it after all...

I feel like it would be best if I died.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

My back hurts a lot, how am I going to dance and not have them know!!!!! I have to do this.

I wish she would say something about my e-mail!

[Kate*]

Figures, I try to deal with what never gets done and do it wrong. Now I feel like I'm in trouble and the manager is hovering. And I still can't get my schedule,
I'm out of medication because of the pharmacy, I'm exhausted, and I have to work 2 more days before I get a break. I HATE this

I feel stressed out and like it would be best if I died.

[London_grace]

Why do they fight so much!!

[Clarent]

I can't.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry everybody, I'm sorry my stupid self.

I can't go on like this any longer.

It's draining everything out of me.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I don't know what to do about my back. It hurts so much and I can't make it stop. My parents have spent out so much on dance, what do I do? Come on think. I can't dance Monday after school. I don't know what I am going to do. I'm so stressed and none of the cream is working.

[Kate*]

I officially hate my job and you're the reason I have stupid questions because somebody was supposed to tell me this stuff. I won't know otherwise!

[Kintsukuroi.]

It's past 3 in the morning and I'm still awake.

[Jordioa18]

I have to be good at everything and be able to do everything, don't I?

My mother will be pissed at me nonetheless and I doubt I'll survive. But fuck it, maybe I don't deserve to survive

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I need my back to stop hurting!!!!

[Everglow.]

Hate seeing all these posts from last year with the false hope that nana was getting better.

[London_grace]

Why do we fight!!

I feel like it would be better if I died.

Tomorrow is the last day of assessment. If I did not get a decent score on the typing test I am going to ask them to re-do it and explain that the program did not make it clear if I needed to do a single or double space after a sentence.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

How am I going to dance today!!!! I can't say that I am hurt. I have to figure something out.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I really need my back to stop hurting. And I don't know what to do. My parents are not going to get any of the money back that they spent on dance, I don't know if I'm going to be able to keep dancing with my back hurting like this.
I have to find a way to tell my parents about this and my dance teacher and team. Why do I keep dancing and making me hurt more. What is wrong with me.
I can't dance and have my back hurt like this. I said that I was sick today and I didn't have to dance, but what about tomorrow?

I wish I was dead.
I fucking hate people.
I can't believe how insensitive people are.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Breathe In and Out. It's going to be ok.

[Kate*]

I could've felt this good at least 11 years ago if I'd been open to it then. I wonder if that would've gone differently if I had been medicated and what life could've been like.

I feel sick!

[London_grace]

I've been tied all day. Need sleep!!

[Kate*]

Why do I suddenly feel like crap?! PLEASE tell me I'm not getting sick!!!! At least I'm off tomorrow too.

I'm anti-neurodiversity for a reason. At least for myself and based on the attitudes of the people who hold it, not the theory in general.

I really wanted to go to this because I think she'd like it, but considering how late we would get home and how early I'd have to get up and then work, I don't know if the price and lack of sleep would be worth it.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I don't know what to do.

[Concinnity]

Why is my dad the way he is and why did I ever have to know about it? Or maybe it's better/safer that I know. I don't know. But it's had me on edge and anxious about it and it's exhausting and I don't know what to do other than just sticking my head in the sand and pretending that it's not a problem. But that's not really a viable solution. So there's literally no solution.

My jaw hurts. I think I've been grinding it in my sleep again. The pain will probably subside in a week or two but it's really frustrating and gives me an even worse headache.

[London_grace]

I'm having a terrible day!!

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Come on little brain. You can learn this! Just breathe it'll be okay.

Holy shit I am a moron.

[Calaer]

I really wish my back would hurry up and heal. I'm so ready to be back to 100%

[Concinnity]

I don't know what to do!!! This such a gross social dilemma and I don't know how to handle it

[London_grace]

I feel so sad and upset. My parents have been fighting all day. I wish they would just stop and everything will be ok.

I feel suicidal. Think I will go read to see if I can distract myself.

[Starseeker]

Those fucking, fucking kilometres...

[Storyteller.]

I had a nap but I feel even worse now and I'm not sure what else to do.

[London_grace]

I don't feel well!

[Kate*]

Definition of a horrible day at work. It's days like these that I fear for my job. The fact that there are NO managers around to ask just makes it all worse. I shouldn't be saying no to things they ask me to do, but I legit have no clue what I'm doing! Just because they let me off the hook doesn't mean it's okay! And I know it.