Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Kate*]

Why can nothing be easy?!
1. I answered you
2. I didn't want to do this shit in the first place
3. I hate using the fucking phone
4. You call at the crack of dawn
5. I'm seeing you in 2 days, it can't be urgent enough to call on a weekend
6. It's not that complicated
7. I want you to leave me alone

Maybe the sooner I accept that I'll be miserable instead of having the life I want the easier it will be. A part of me will always want it.

As much as part of me knew it would end this way, not only will I always want what I can't have, but the fact that I knew it would probably end badly doesn't mean I want this instead. I want so much more than this. I've lost all of my dreams and my soul. I don't think I'll ever get it back.

[Calaer]

I hate how much house work I have to catch up on. Bleh.

[Celyn]

I have a headache and still can't make a decision.

I'm holding myself back. Why? What am I so afraid of?

My head is hurting so badly, but I don't want to shut the music off because the silence is overwhelming.

[nothereanymore]

LITERALLY I HATE TEEN WOLF. GETTING ME ALL UP IN MY GAH DANG FEELS. AAAAAAAHHHH.

[MWF]

Why the fuck can't I have a SINGLE fucking roommate ever without some huge fucking embarrassment

[Celyn]

Stupid for not having a shower yesterday and now the water has gone off

[Everglow.]

Got to try and find time to take unpaid time off work to move. I can't afford to take unpaid time off. Thanks mum.

[Kate*]

I knew that was the right decision, when will I learn?

I'm NEVER going to like this because its what I need, not what I want.

There's a difference between right and okay. You were right, but what you put me through wasn't even almost okay.

What happened to "I'm going to buy a dryer."?! They can't install it tomorrow or Friday if you haven't even LOOKED yet! We're going to be out of clothes soon.

I think of a reply that doesn't sound patronizing and judgemental, and bam the thread is locked?! Missed opportunity, way to go Jenna. Way to go.

You're right. I'm fucking terrified.

I feel like a terribly person.

I just want the pain to stop.

[Kate*]

Maybe I should just be grateful that I'm not as bad as their other clients. Except for that whole life in shambles thing.

[Calaer]

I hate the way you act around me. You make it seem like I don't understand my mental health situation, or that even if I did, I wouldn't care enough to fix it. I've been fighting this battle for 15 years! I understand it perfectly well, and I've been trying my best to get the help that I need. I know what works for me, and for my family, and you don't. So keep your nose out of my business!

Holy shit! I was agreeing with the statement and then you choose to get argumentative. I chose to overlook the terribly problematic aspects of your review and point out the one thing you got right and you argue with me.

I don't want to work today, I don't want to do something I no longer have a passion for.

Actually, did I ever have it to begin with? I didn't go looking for this job three years ago.

[Calaer]

Don't think I don't see what's going on. You've clearly done something, and the truth always comes out in the end. You just wait.

Why am I still hungry after eating a decent lunch?!

I am freaking out. I would like to die.

[Calaer]

Ava is driving me insane! I have no idea how to handle her acting out.

[Kate*]

The dryer is now completely dead so everything is clean, but it's soaking wet and God knows when it will be dry.

[nothereanymore]

Think I should kill myself while I'm in Arizona.

[Chuuya]

You're only hurting yourself and everyone around you. I can't do this anymore. I never really could. Why did you think I got a job away from you?

[Kate*]

I finally got another good one, it better not take forever to get back into you again. I really wish we had scheduled before I left. Yes, I consider a month "forever." I thought you were going to talk to them about this.

This is what always happens, People want interviews and I talk myself out of them because I know I won't get them plus they are nowhere near the jobs I want. I'm only stuck doing this shit because I got completely fucking screwed and I can never do what I really want.

[roseegirl]

i just want to drown myself in the bathtub

[Celyn]

Feeling low and rough. I want to talk to you but I don't know if I should.

[Calaer]

Things are rough enough without you pressing on things and making it worse, thanks.

I anxious and it's causing me to want to self harm. Need to make it to August.

[Calaer]

I hate how you're treating me. Have I done anything wrong to you, or are you just ignoring me for no reason?

[Celyn]

I feel terrible. Exhausted, cramps, headache. Now this. I don't even know if I want a diagnosis, but I feel like I have something.

[Kate*]

I guess this is what I get for not going to the dentist for over 6 years. Hopefully, I'm just paranoid and I don't need a root canal.

But then why do I have a fever?!

I swear I'm done. If I'm not going to have a future worth having then there's no point in having one at all. After what I've been through I don't have anything left.

[Everglow.]

Struggling tonight. Not quite sure how I feel
but I feel like hurting myself anyway

So tired, I hope I get a lot of sleep tonight. I need it.

[nothereanymore]

I want to die

I am feeling super depressed and suicidal tonight. I have a plan. I could go through with it. I won't. I'll just sleep it off and tomorrow I will wake up feeling better.

Edit: Instead of being passive aggressive have the guts to say something to me. If you don't have the guts to say something or you are worried that what you are saying is going to be too rude then it's likely you are overreacting and need to refrain from making any comments.

[Everglow.]

Hate hate hate myself.

[Lionheart]

Im so sick of it. Its to much so why cant people fucking leave me alone. Stop expecting everything from me. Wheb I say I cant I dont do it to spite you. I just cant. Stop making everything about yourself! Just because I have a bad mood doesnt mean I hate you. Im suffering right now and all you care about is the things you want from me and that I apologize for being rude.
I have a life of my own that doenst revolve around you. And right now its crashing over my head and drowning me so just once for a change stop thinging about yourself and if you dont want to help at least leave me fucking alone and stop forcing yourself in the last spaces i have left to breath

[Everglow.]

Struggling tonight.

[Calaer]

I hate how stressed out I get about doing specific things. I also hate how I'm so anxious and worried about other people that I've put what I need aside in order to try and please other people.