Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[nothereanymore]

When your relationship fails I'll still be here. I'm so petty but from what you told me you deserve more than her. So I'll still be here. I'll wait.

even though we've broken each other's hearts a million times

Why can't something about this fucking trip go right?

[Kate*]

Can't sleep, but have to function and too tired to get up.

And those had been up for YEARS, now they're suddenly all gone. What gives?!

I told you so, I knew I'd prove you wrong.

And now I'm sick out of nowhere for literally no reason. Please don't let this be the flu, I actually have to do stuff soon.

I wanted to believe it was all going to be okay, but I cured an incurable optimist. You can be the one to tell my parents that I'm never going to amount to anything and my life and "potential", and "intelligence", etc. are all wasted. Not everyone gets a happy ending, I told you so.

This was taken care of 9 days ago, why the FUCK are we being threatened with FORECLOSURE?! Because you didn't read the directions for paying the last house payment and it's been hell trying to pay it off ever since. Good fucking job.

I've gone from wanting to give up over being emotionally drowned to wanting to give up because there is literally no fucking point. I'm ending up EXACTLY like the rest of them, doing nothing or ending up dead, and I didn't even have to try.

[.Brittany.]

I am so tired, all I want to do is sleep..

[Chuuya]

I'm so alone.

[.Brittany.]

I don't want to go back to work.. I don't want to work with the people who dislike me..

[daisy_jam]

Im so alone and nothing scares me now

[MWF]

Fuck you Tomi Lahren, you useless piece of shit

[nothereanymore]

Yeah, you're right, Dad. I totally didn't know you guys don't want animals here. I didn't process the million times you've said it throughout my life. And thanks for informing me that I need an income to take care of a cat. I didn't think of that. I'm not sure I ever would have had you not told me.

Dickhead. Way to shoot me down. I was happy about the idea and now I don't want to think about it because I feel fucking stupid. You took me for a fool and that hurts.

[Calaer]

I'm so tired of always having to bite my tongue around you. You clearly don't deserve it, and it's just frustrating.

[nothereanymore]

Can't constantly whine for new friends when you don't deliver to the ones you've got.

[MWF]

Im so tired...

[Chai.]

Can my mind stop over thinking for a minute, please?

[Calaer]

I really hate that I have to be 'this guy' but you're an ass, and I don't want my brother around you anymore.

[Chai.]

My head hurts and I can't think!

[MWF]

Ugh. I crushed a kid in Taikwondoe earlier in front of the entire class. I feel super guilty...

[Calaer]

It's frustrating that you act the way you do. You're childish, and hateful, and no one likes you. So please, just go away and never come back. You'd make my life so much easier.

[Kate*]

I get told that my only 2 options are the last things I want to do, and that multiple people with the same disability have failed at both. Why the fuck do I exist if I will never be able to function?!

My fault I suppose, I engaged the troll, but attacking her by calling her "ignorant" and attacking me for defending her still make you the immature ones.

[nothereanymore]

Horrible horrible anxiety. I'm over it.
I hate him. And I hate her sometimes. I'm only doing this because what the fuck else would I be doing, staying here?

[Calaer]

I hate that the only reason this is happening, is because you want to see me suffer for the rest of the day. But that's okay, because at the end of the day, I'd do it for her again, and you'll still be the one looking like a fool when the sun comes up.

[nothereanymore]

Hey, did you consider that I took a year to do it because I was SICK, not because I was lazy like you made it sound? Bitch.

[Tigereyes]

College is killing me slowly. I need to withdraw from a class but I can't. I'm developing anxiety on top of the increasingly severe depression because of college.

[Moxie.]

I'm struggling to breathe. I'm on the verge of giving up.

[nothereanymore]

God, I hate Tumblr. Saw an author promote their book and the representation was their selling point. "Trans protagonist! POC main cast! Lesbian romance!" Thank you for representing. But NOTHING about the story. Nothing. Just "look at all the diverse identities". And give me shit for this if you think I'm wrong but the race, gender, and sexual orientation of a character aren't what makes a character. If your trans protagonist is as bland as a brick wall then your character's poorly written and that detracts the quality of writing overall. And if your story is just "look at all this representation" then... that's not a story. You didn't promote your story, just your representation, and that's not enough, but apparently on Tumblr it is.

Write trans and black and Asian and gay and ugly and out of shape and regular, non-special characters. Write outside the tropes of quirky, unique, pretty, talented people. Write non-white, non-straight, non-cis people. Write them fleshed out beyond that because there is more to every person than that. And write their story well.

Just. THERE WAS NOTHING AT ALL ABOUT THE STORY. Say exactly what you said - but say MORE.

tl;dr Tumblr SJWs piss me off.

[MWF]

Im gonna get a 10% on my fucking exam.
Also, my spine feels like its got about 7 vertebrae out of alignment.

I feel disgusting.

[Calaer]

I really don't like the way you act, but I also know there is nothing I can do about it. I just wish you were better.

[Jovial]

No, I don't want to speak to my fucking parents about depression, nor do I want them to ask why I'm all of a sudden wearing a long sleeved shirt. And fuck a therapist

[Kate*]

WHY do I still want what we know I'll never have?! It's killing me. I'm anticipating having what I've already lost. At this point it's just torturing me.

Maybe all these feelings are normal, maybe they aren't, or maybe there is no normal because this never happens and I just have to learn to live with it.

I still want my old life back.

[.Brittany.]

I'm so exhausted..

[daisy_jam]

I didn't get the job that I really wanted so it's back to applying 300 jobs per week and I'm so tired. So tired of life

[Calaer]

I just can't handle all the lies and the drama and the deception. I love you, but I don't love the person you've become.

[Everglow.]

I wish I could do just one of my modules. I love it so much but the others make me want to give up.

[Calaer]

I hate that you guys treat me like I'm an idiot. I'm so over it.

Headaches are no fun at all.

[.Brittany.]

I'm so depressed, I feel so alone. I just want a guy (or girl) to be interested in me for once and not ignore me. I hate myself...

im at work.. I want to cut so badly..

[nothereanymore]

I'm not okay

[Chai.]

This stress is killing me. I don't think I will make it to graduation without a mental breakdown.

[daisy_jam]

i want to cry
i want to cut so bad
i want to be happy

[.Brittany.]

I can't do this anymore..