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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 11:26 PM

I fucking hate you and that's how it's going to stay. You have NO right to speak to me like I'm a pile of trash and I'm not going to take it anymore. Just stay the hell away from me. End of story, goodbye. No more. I won't take it.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 12:38 AM

You're dying. Please don't leave me, not yet. Please. I will be lost without you. I don't want you to die. Don't slip away from me. Try to make it, at least until your birthday. I can't fix you.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 12:56 AM

Oh god where to start...

To his friends: I understand that you want to game with him, I also understand you want to talk to him during a nightly basis AND I even understand that you want him on xbox or in town within minutes of you saying "jump" and waiting for him to say "how high master?" BUT SERIOUSLY respect that he has a girlfriend, yes me! Of nearly THREE FUCKING YEARS! I live with him and he still spends more of his time talking to you than me... What? I get about say 12pm-4am and you lot have his attention from 4pm-1pn how is that fair?! Like today, he woke up at 2pm and you text him at 4 saying "dude get on xbox" At half 4 he was on... and its now *looks* 12.47am. I got 2.5 hours of "quality time" and yet its fair?! IS IT?!


For her - We have been friends since we were 14... I was with him first, it didnt work and like ALWAYS you go after my ex... you were in a relationship for 3 - 4 years and it wfairy tale ending ruinded because you couldnt stand that someone was interested in me for me rather than interested in you cos all you ever did was lie on your back.. What is 3 kids? 3 different fathers? yeah classy. BTW when you were pregnant with your first you didnt even know if it was his because you cheated on him 4 times within the week of conception. So when he found out he broke up with you and I confessed my feelings (still didnt get together til 3 years ago) but NO THAT WASNT GOOD ENOUGH EITHER you just NEEDED to go round telling people that he beat you and pushed you down the stairs while you were pregnant... If he did, why Didnt you fo to the police? WHere were the bruises? And why was your step dad covering for him more than you? You're a liar and cheap nasty whore.. I hate you. And I dont say that lightly. You even encouraged us to get together? but when we did you started telling MY family that he was beating me! And started hating on me saying im a horrible person.. So what is it? we belong together or you hate me? Do us all a favour and lie on your back and have another kid so i can say i told you so.

To him <3 - Why cant you realise that I have moved 600 miles away to be with you? Why cant you see how patient i am of being second best to a fucking console and group of friends WHO btw are more clingy than your bloody ex. 2-4 hours is not sufficient enough for you to say "But I've spent all day with you..." Considering you spend most of the day talking online with them in comparison to the time i had... I always wondered why we dont have sex as often as we used too.. I now see it, you'd rather fiddle with a control pad than me. Nice, by the time you'd come to bed you'd want to watch an episode or two of a show we watch then you'd complain that you're tired. We've discussed how it makes me feel and yet it seems to sort out for a few days before end up back where we were.. You're lucky I love you.
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 02:15 AM

Ugh! WHyy me?!?!
Whyy does food havee to alwayz on my mindd?? and school and no onee understands!!! Not my familyy at leastt. Whyy can't my scars go away and whyy am I such a freak??? Whyy can't I slowly disappear??.. :-/


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 04:46 AM

So tired of my life.
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 04:42 PM

Get away from me. I don't want to be anywhere near you.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 05:55 PM

WHY THE HELL ARE YOU COMING BACK NOW?? why did you ever even leave...? I dont fucking understand, and I cant play your games... but I dont even know what games you play. I guess I never really did know you, huh? I just trusted you, like the big, fat, dumb, stupid, hopeless bitch I am.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 05:55 PM

Don't you EVER treat me like that again! Just because I'm a volunteer and you're a staff member that doesn't mean I'm any less than you are. It means that you should treat me right because I give up my own time to essentially do YOUR job when I could be somewhere else every weekend.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 09:44 PM

Wait, I need to scream again.

How about you fucking help yourself? I've given you advice and helped you and now you need to help yourself. The more you just sit there and complain, the angrier I get with you.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 4th 2013, 11:18 PM

why the fuck are you trying to burn the fucking house down, you fucking retarded dumbass?? we fucking built this shit, and as much as I hate fire and have thought of burning it down myself, you dont have the fucking right to. its my job to make it look like you did it and kill us all, not you burn it down and we all fucking live. just shut up, go downstairs, and smoke some fucking weed.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 5th 2013, 06:25 AM

Gah, why can't I ever not be stressed?
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 5th 2013, 06:01 PM

Don't talk down to me like I'm stupid. I'm your kid, too. Did you forget that? Oh, wait. I have to be the perfect and flawless one. I guess I forgot that. Sorry!


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 5th 2013, 06:18 PM

i HATE FINALS, and the fact that tomorrow is my birthday is NOT HELPING. I am NOT one bit prepared for the one tomorrow, but at this point I DON'T CARE. I hate the material SO MUCH!

Okay fine, I will just bring you a hard copy of my test anyway, I hope my e-mail's working!


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 5th 2013, 06:25 PM

Why are you doing this to me? What the hell is your game, your purpose? Do you think its funny, turning my life upside down? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?
I cant take this... its tearing me apart..


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 6th 2013, 06:34 AM

Go ahead, ignore me. Leave me just like everyone who "is there for me" does. Because I don't matter. I'm nothing.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 6th 2013, 09:33 AM

You don't even see me! I'm standing here in the hall watching you scream your guts out and you don't notice me standing there, watching everything you say! I NEED YOU! Please be here for me Don't leave me like everyone else
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 9th 2013, 06:32 PM

For feck's sake, learn how to knock on the door if you want to come in.
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 9th 2013, 06:41 PM

I'm done. I'm just done. I can't do this anymore..


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 9th 2013, 07:13 PM

Fricken day from hell! And it all started 11.5 hours ago with that weird-ass dream.

Ready for it to end, but nooooo... over five hours till it's a decent time for bed.

Oh, yeah, then there's dinner out. Gotta stomach my awful appetite and force down a dinner. :/
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 9th 2013, 09:37 PM

It's the same damn thing, over and over again. I get up, I barely make it through the day with my stupid fake smile and happiness. I stay up half the night and I get 2-4 hours of sleep. And it's the same thing, like a broken fucking record. What's the point?

I'm never good enough. Ever. Right, I'm not needed or wanted. I'm not good enough. I'm so sorry.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 9th 2013, 11:07 PM

Is that the only reason you want to see me? For me to do your work for you?! I don't want to be around you. You need to learn to fucking help yourself.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 9th 2013, 11:24 PM

So.
I relapsed.
Been having mood swings.
Depression's back.
Great.
Fml.



So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
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Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 11th 2013, 06:57 AM

Yes, my parents are psychos, but no, I am not. At least, I am not psycho on the outside, therefore you cannot hate me or call me weird. Arghhhhh I hate you! Only thing is, technically I'm related to you, so I can't hate you.

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Re: Screaming thread. - May 11th 2013, 08:03 AM

Life just fucking sucks... Fuck you all. Emotionless mode activating, i dont have the nerves, nor the heart to put up with this shit...
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 13th 2013, 02:45 AM

Why call me if you're just gonna be singing on the phoooone.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 13th 2013, 04:40 PM

I just want to be thin. I want to look perfect.
I just want someone to say that i am beautiful and mean it.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 13th 2013, 04:45 PM

"Behind" doesn't even come CLOSE to how much work I'm behind on in school. And it's not just one class, its fucking all of them.

Really need to see a counselor before I fucking chop my arms off.
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 13th 2013, 05:22 PM

I feel like I could murder something.

This society we live in is so FUCKED. It's unbelievable and it seriously kills me. The messages sent to young, impressionable CHILDREN, YES FUCKING CHILDREN that they need to starve themselves to be beautiful. IT'S BULLSHIT. People are dying of eating disorders and yet that's somehow more acceptable than being slightly overweight? If you're fat and you starve yourself, oh that's fine says society, you have the weight to lose. NO THEY FUCKING DON'T STARVING IS STARVING AND FOOD IS A BASIC FUCKING HUMAN RIGHT AND THIS IS NOT RIGHT. GO FUCK OFF WITH YOUR "FAT IS DEADLY" BECAUSE I'M SICK OF HEARING IT, ACTUALLY IT'S MORE DEADLY TO BE FUCKING DYING OF STARVATION ACTUALLY REGARDLESS OF YOU'RE FUCKING WEIGHT AND IF YOU SIT DOWN A PERSON AND ACTUALLY GET THEM TO LISTEN TO AND SEE PAST THE FUCKING FAT PHOBIC STUFF AND JUST OH MY FUCKING GOD.

I hate society, I cry at the thought of young children feeling inadequate and thinking that being thin is more important than being a good person, that sticking their fingers down their throat will solve their problems. Society, in my head, is personified as a normal weight middle aged woman saying smugly how fat is bad and you must only eat fruit and how carbs are bad for you and how she lost her baby weight by starving and how HORRIBLE it would be to be MY GOD slightly overweight when actually someone's ideal weight can vary massively and so someone can be "overweight" (GOD FORBID) but still actually be normal for their own body and starving at a lower weight. I could kill something, I want to kill something, for all of you that feel inadequate, I could cry, you're all beautiful and society isn't letting you see it because society is a self conceited TWAT AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR IT.



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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 01:08 AM

Wish I was heard...
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 01:53 AM

Alright, for the fifty-thousandth time, I do not worship "Satan". "Satan" is YOUR stupid fucking idea, and I don't even believe in that idea! Sister, I will NOT "possess" your room. My pentacle necklaces are NOT "devil necklaces". Quit making dumbass jokes about MY religion, which is very serious and special to me. How would you feel if I joked about Christianity all the time? I bet it would make you feel really crappy. Put yourself in my shoes for once. I'm Pagan, and that doesn't mean I dance around fires naked and smoke pot or do shrooms or whatever is you think I do. So just STOP!


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 02:11 AM

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Why can I never do anything but sit here. I miss out on my life...
I feel your pain.



So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."


What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 02:12 AM

Bad things happen to my friends and people are rude to them and I really just want to rip horrible people's heads off.



So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."


What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 06:26 PM

I'm so fucking tired of being ignored all the time even by people who are supposed to be there for me and say they love me no matter what and that I am important to them.

AND THEN. I get accused of ignoring someone just because I wasn't looking at her when she was talking. I even repeated everything she said back to her to prove I was listening. She wasn't satisfied and I'm still left feeling like the bad guy...

I don't get it... I don't get life... and I don't know what to do anymore...


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 07:15 PM

Exhausted. Physically and mentally. I feel completely drained but I'm gonna deal with it because no one likes a whinge.



Take as long as you need.
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 14th 2013, 08:01 PM

I REALLY don't want to nag again, but I WILL. You should know that because I already did it once.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 15th 2013, 03:50 AM

Really? Who just lies about suicide because you drew on somebody else and got suspended for it? What does that have to do with suicide? And why would you say that other people should die? Glad you're not my friend anymore.. and why am I being brought into this drama.. do me a favor a leave me alone..

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Re: Screaming thread. - May 15th 2013, 05:01 PM

Trying not to get mad because she's straight up lying to me right now. Don't bullshit me with your 'i've been ill and in and out of hospital' when you're posting pictures on facebook of you at your boyfriends house. You'll enjoy catching up with the 7-10 essays we've been given since you've been off 'ill', although you probably wont do them. But whatever. If you get a good grade after not working your ass off like us, I'll be pissed at you because you deserve an E at best.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 15th 2013, 06:16 PM

You and your "I'm innocent" attitude can feck off. You did it, and I'll be laughing like a feckin' hyena when you get punished for it! You've had it coming to you! Hahahahahahahaha, ye bollix!!!

Reality check - you're too rich and popular for the school to punish you, no matter what you did. Oh well...

Oh, and Ms. C needs to stop assigning two hours of homework, but Ms. C's problem is that Ms. C doesn't realise that there's less than two weeks til we get our summer break, and nobody cares about Ms. C and her chemistry experiment write-ups and nobody's going to hand in Ms. C's homework because, even if Ms. C gets pissed off with them, their grade for the year can't be affected because they were marked on Monday, but Ms. C mustn't be too clued in...
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 15th 2013, 07:15 PM

Can barely talk. :|



So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."


What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 15th 2013, 07:35 PM

You FUCKING LIED TO ME, I told you I couldn't do this with her again and you said she wasn't teaching it and she IS now what the hell am I supposed to do?!? Avoid her again and delay myself because of you or torture myself and go through Hell again and risk failing for the second time for the same reasons and get thrown out of the program because she doesn't know how to teach? I could go in and yell at both of you and throw a fit, but I don't see how that's going to do any good. HELP ME


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