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you called me selfish, but how is breaking my own damn heart selfish? i would have made the same decision even if i knew that four months later, i'd be sitting in my room drunk and tired and pissed off. you think i'm weak, but i did what needed to be done. you weren't willing to make the hard choice.
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Take me with you I start to miss you Take me home I don't wanna be alone tonight And I do want to show you I will run to you to you till I Can't stand on my own anymore I cross my heart and hope to die Cross my heart and hope to die Cross my heart and hope to.. |
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Shut the fuck up right now and let me breathe
Shut the fuck up right now, let me do my thing Slow down, slow down, slow down Quit hitting my phone up, quit hitting my phone up Quit hitting my phone, slow down |
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Desperate measures - Marianas Trench
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they thought that she was smiling but they misidentified because the clenching of her teeth was just her biting on the lie |
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When I’m standing on the mountain,
I didn’t get there on my own. And when I’m standing in the valley, I know I am not alone. PTL for friends that make me cry over songs like this because no matter what my ED drives me to do or say, they know & believe that that is not who I am. They promise to not leave me alone with my thoughts or obsessions. They love me, and I am not alone. |
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I'm awake, and trying
While you're sleeping like a babe beside him I'm on the ledge while you're so God damn polite and composed And I know you see me, And you're making it look so easy What comes and goes, I'd go without |
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And I do want to show you
I will run to you to you till I Can't stand on my own anymore I cross my heart and hope to die Cross my heart and hope to die Cross my heart and hope to.. |
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When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too much I'll be right beside you I'll be right beside you When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath And the space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless When you try to speak but you make no sound And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too much I'll be right beside you I'll be right beside you I will stay Here beside you Nobody will break you Yeah Trust in me, trust in me Don't pull away 'Cause I'm just trying to keep this together 'Cause I could do worse and you could do better Because I could do worse and you could do better Tears are spent on your last pretense And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too much I'll be right beside you Nobody will break you And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too much I'll be right beside you Nobody will break you |
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Stutter - Marianas Trench
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When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while And if your heart wears thin I will hold you up And I will hide you when it gets too much I'll be right beside you I'll be right beside you When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath And the space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless When you try to speak but you make no sound And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud |
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I can feel the thunder that’s breaking in your heart
I can see through the scars inside you I can feel the thunder that’s breaking in your heart I can see through the scars inside you A candle casting a faint glow You and I see eye to eye Can you hear the thunder? Can you hear the thunder that’s breaking? Now there is nothing between us From now our merge is eternal Can’t you see that you’re lost? Can’t you see that you’re lost without me? (Ghost - Cirice) |
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Is it just the weight?
'Cause the weight is what weighs me down again. The only way is to let go, get rid of all the fear, of not being perfect. My goal seems perfectly clear. I have to eat to become healthy. I have to accept that eating will cause me to gain weight. Gaining weight does not make me fat, unlovable, or worthless. |
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I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold Like a scene from a movie That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight And you pulled me close Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone I woke up in tears With you by my side A breath of relief And I realized No, we're not promised tomorrow So I'm gonna love you Like I'm gonna lose you I'm gonna hold you Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you Like I'm gonna lose you I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you |
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“You have never cured yourself if it, because you did not chose to. There was a small effort of the will that you were not ready to make. Even now, I am well aware, you are clinging to your disease under the impression that it is a virtue.” - George Orwell, Nineteen Eighty-Four
The damning part of a liberal education is that I’m taught to apply what I learn in one class to every other discipline, which often leads me to applying things to recovery. This book is entrancing and horrifying, and that line: “you are clinging to your disease under the impression that it is a virtue” is describing where I’m at with my eating disorder. |
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I have learned now that while those who speak about one's miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more. -C.S. Lewis
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what if this is reality
and out here is the dream? i don't even know |
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Betwixt birth and death
Every breath regret I pity the living Envy for the dead Emotionally stunned In defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care Than to be aware Be scared Anesthesia - Type O Negative |
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'Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.' - Carol Burnett
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She's not a kid anymore
She's not going through those hardships anymore Cuz guess what she's not the heart's bitch anymore And she won't care about the darkness anymore |
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No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path. -Buddha
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on this night of ritual
invoking our master to procreate the unholy bastard |
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He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned He was dedicated but most suckers hate it That girl was fine but she didn't appreciate him She calls him up She's trippin' on the phone now He had to get up And he ain't comin' home now He's tryin' to forget her That's how we come with him When he first met her When they first got together Everybody put up your hands Say I don't wanna be in love I don't wanna be in love Feel the beat now If you got nothing left Say I don't wanna be in love I don't wanna be in love |
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Bodies collected by the undead
They're dragged to the altar to be revived again Necromantic powers open their eyes Feral and sadistic, they embrace the night Mob of the unliving, stalking their prey They're forcing the living into digging their own graves Poisonous fumes emerge from their flesh And the stench of the holocaust emanates from hell |
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You never really wanted it
You'll settle for a bit of it We started with a big bang And now it's coming back again Hey, don't you feel it now? My shiny side down Hey, burning brighter still And you're getting sick And you're feeling it It'll wear you down and wear you down You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it Push It started with a handgun Loaded with excuses I started faking it And then we started breaking it All the pieces used to fit Using like it's going out of style Maybe just a little while And This will be the last time Every time's the last time Hey, don't you feel it now? My shiny side down Hey, burning brighter still And you're getting stuck And you fucked it up It'll wear you down and wear you down You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it Push I regreted it I regret a lot of things I regreted it I regret a lot of things |
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I'm bringing SexyBack
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Fear,
He is a liar. He will rob your rest, Steal your happiness. Cast your fear in the fire, Because fear, He is a liar. fear sounds an awful lot like my eating disorder. I refuse to be a slave to fear. |
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Eyes without a face - Billy Idol
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we focus on your death
we focus on your death you share not the blood of our-our-ours thus we focus on your death |
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"Fix Me"
All the times I tried to steal my best for you And I threw it up to keep it down And watch it burn I hate the sound I, I know just how you feel 'Cause I don't know how it ever got away 'Cause I still feel all the things I did before When you used to need it more Remember all the ways you fixed me? How will you fix me now? (Yeah) And if your ever feeling you're Bruised and battered, always sore And I wont tell no one Just breathe, breathe (Who are you now?) And I'd rip it out if that would make you feel it more And I know you hate to watch me pout And tear it off and scream it out I, I know that even though your breaking You'll get sick and terrified I still feel all the things I did before When you used to need it more Remember all the ways you fixed me? How will you fix me now (Yeah) And if your ever feeling you're Bruised and battered, always sore And I wont tell no one Just breathe, breathe You can have it all (You can have it all) You can take it all (You can take it) You can have it I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't mind (I don't mind at all) Oh, oh, oh, ohhhh Just take it all [x6] You can take it all! [x5] And if your ever feeling you're Bruised and battered, always sore And I wont tell no one If you fix you How do we fix you now? All the things you did before When you used to need it more Remember all the ways you fixed us? How do we fix this now? And if your ever feeling your Bruised and battered, always sore I won't tell no one Just breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe! |
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Wash the poison from off my skin,
And show me how to be whole again. |
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i don't know how to do this
i don't know how to do this i think i know, but i don't really know |
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I am the one lascivious
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But I sympathize
And I recognize And baby, I apologize That I got the good side The good side of things |
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These streets remind me of quicksand (quicksand)
When you're on it, you'll keep goin' down (goin' down) And there's no one to hold on to And there's no one to pull you out You keep on fallin' (fallin') No one can hear you callin' So you end up self-destructin' |
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my monsters crowd around me, i stare into a no-fun house of mirrors showing me all the angles i try to forget. my therapist says i can’t make the monsters disappear no matter how much i pay her. all she can do is bring them into the room, so i can get to know them, so i can learn their names, so i can see clearly their toothless mouths, their empty hands, their pleading eyes. |
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you're looking down & feeling so profound you're so impressed by your own false humility the sky descends, the ground is rising up an unhappy ending to your sense of deity you feel so safe inside the walls you fortified supremacy implied; who dares to overthrow? arrogance justified, self-importance amplified it's down you go when your walls fall like jericho |
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On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain I can see my life flashing before my eyes Did I fall asleep Is this all a dream? Wake me up I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die I'll wait here for you I feel alive when you're beside me I will not die I'll wait here for you In my time of dying On this bed I lay Losing everything I can see my life passing me by Was it all too much Or just not enough? Wake me up I'm living a nightmare |
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Never again,
Time will not take the life from me |
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Per aspera ad inferi
Per aspera ad inferi Per aspera ad inferi Per aspera ad inferi All your dreams will come true All your dreams will come true |
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