Song/Quote of the day!

[noise94]

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my wall

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

[Prozac]

Step out the door and it feels like rain
That's the sound on your window pane
Take to the streets but you can't ignore
That's the sound you're waiting for

If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me

Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
our fingers to our toes
We just can't get it right
But we're on the road

Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown

Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down

If ever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
That's when you'll find me

We all fall down, all fall down, all fall down

[Bibliophile]

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

It's been in my head all day. xD

[fresco]

Please stay, until I'm gone.
I'm here, hold on
To me I'm right here, waiting
And take
My one last breath,
And don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting

Blink 182, "Not Now"

I feel really lovey today. This song makes me so happy though. I have the polyphonic ringtone on my phone. I listen to it when I'm happy, sad, or whatever. Sooo good. There's always an occasion.

[Magical Forest.]

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently

[noise94]

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.

[SaveMe]

Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart

Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we're alright
But we're alright
We're alright

It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive

[Prozac]

We had written
We would sit down
And start again
From the beginning

It was finally time
To stop whining
And start doing
Anything, something
To make them believe we were living

And we kept on bleeding
Long after the signatures
Dried on the paper
I stole from
Melissa's Macbeth

And oh how I needed so much to believe in it
Isn't it sick how I thought that I knew you to death?

How romantic
Ushering in the new year
With our childish antics

And now soon after
The gullible glimmer of hope turned to sarcastic laughter

And we were intelligent people with eyes in our heads
It's astonishing, is it?
I thought you were just plain shy
Oh, quiet kind of guy

With the banner man waiting
Behind every corner
A delicate soldier, the loner
How lonely was I?

There is still time
We could still try
It's very difficult
When no one's there to
Catch you in the rye

You kept saying
That the black out of godsend
At least it made living worth hating
You kept taking the bad with the worst
Like some curse that your mother was making

Oh and isn't it funny years later
We'd look at it broken and shaking our heads laughing
If we had known back then what trouble it would bring

To actually want to create something beautiful
Now we've turned into those pitiful people
Too scared to touch
And drinking way too much

Oh, its typical isn't it?
Say it, you cynically asked for it
Didn't we ask for it?
Didn't we want to be lesser and lesser?
Didn't it, didn't it, didn't it..

There is still time
We could still try

[noise94]

Because I could see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I could see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass laying side by side

You could be my baby
When I look at my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love.

[Magical Forest.]

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[obelus]

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
And cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
A walk on part in the war,
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

[Storyteller.]

Or do you want revenge?
But that's childish, so childish...

[savealife723]

i'm wearing thin.
i couldn't tell you,
the city i'm in.
the streets and the buildings.
the places i've been.
or where the stars go,
when it's daylight again.
Or where the time went.

Oh, who can save me now?

[Storyteller.]

This one isn't even there
But I feel it more
Because you don't care.

[Lotus Eater]

I know, should realize
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it'll be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be all right.

[sammij95]

"I hear the water drip from the faucet
It's sweetly falling in tune
I'm gently closing the closet
I fall to the floor
And crawl to my room
The thought of ending it soon..."
-"Black Orchid" by Blue October

[Storyteller.]

I'm a war of head versus heart.

[Beth.]

slow down, lie down,
remember it's just you and me.
don't sell out, bow out,
remember how this used to be.

i just want you closer,
is that alright?
baby let's get closer tonight

grant my last request,
and just let me hold you.
don't shrug your shoulders,
lay down beside me.
sure i can accept that we're going nowhere,
but one last time let's go there,
lay down beside me

oh, i've found, that i'm bound
to wander down that one way road.
and i realize all about your lies
but i'm no wiser than the fool i was before.

i just want you closer,
is that alright?
baby let's get closer tonight

grant my last request,
and just let me hold you.
don't shrug your shoulders,
lay down beside me.
sure i can accept that we're going nowhere,
but one last time let's go there,
lay down beside me

oh, baby, baby, baby,
tell me how can, how can this be wrong?

[Magical Forest.]

I walk barefoot where the water drowns the sand
With you no longer here to hold my hand
I let go
I let go

The ocean makes my swollen heart feel small
With the sounds it makes, you won’t hear it, if I call
I let go
I let go

There’s a breeze in the air
There’s a boat anchored out here
There’s a calm under the waves
As I choose to sink

Your skin protected me from sunbeams
Your hands made sure I’d stay intact
I let go
I let go

You were always there to walk me home
With you not here, the streets I roam
I let go
I let go

There’s a breeze in the air
There’s a boat passing over there
There’s a calm under the waves
As I choose to sink

With your voice in my head
I could fall here instead
But there’s a calm under the waves
So I choose to sink

I’m tired now, I’ll see you when I wake up
I’ve heard it’s pretty where you are
I let go
I let go

[Spellbound]

And I'll be begging you, baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I'm dying

What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay?

You keep telling me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear
To love a man you have to share...

[Storyteller.]

The valentines I never knew,
The Friday night charades of youth,
Were spent on one more beautiful...

And those of us with ravaged faces,
Lacking in the social graces,
Desperately remained at home,
Inventing lovers on the phone
Who called to say, "Come dance with me",
And murmured vague obscenities...

[KoKoEm]

Good Day by Jewel

I say to myself
Self, why are you awake again? It's one a.m.
Standing with the fridge wide open, staring
Such a sight, florescent light
The stars are bright
Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit but
As it is, I might watch TV
Cause it's nice to see people more messed up than me
I say to myself, as I smile at the wall, just let myself fall

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be alright, cause I'm alright with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gotta be

I shiver, shut the door
Can't think standing here no more
I'm alone, my mind's racing, heart breaking
Can you be everything I need you to be?
Can you protect me like a daughter?
Can you love me like a father?
Can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, Just Way Hotter.

The point of it all
Is that if I should fall
Still you're name I'll call

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be OK, cause I'm OK with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be

As long as we laugh out loud
Laugh like we're mad
Cause this crazy, mixed up beauty is all that we have
Because what's love but an itch we can't scratch, a joke we can't catch
God, but still we laugh

Get back in bed, turn off the TV
You say "It'll be alright baby, just wait and see."

It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be okay
It's gonna be all right, just wait and see
Its gonna be all right, no matter what they say
Its gonna be a good day, just wait, just see
It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gonna be okay...
Uh oh, I'm awake again
It's one A.M.
Staring
Such a sight
Well, at least the stars are bright

[Bibliophile]

Running is something that we've always done well
And mostly I can't even tell what I'm running from
Run from their pity, from responsibility
Run from the country and run from the city
I can run from the law, I can run from myself
I can run from my life, I can run into debt
I can run from it all, I can run 'til I'm gone
I can run for the office and run for my cause
I can run using every last ounce of energy
I cannot, I cannot, I cannot run from my family

They're hiding inside of me, corpses on ice
Come in if you like but just don't tell my family
They'd never forgive me, they'd say that I'm crazy
But they would say anything if it would shut me up

[Spellbound]

I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you...

[Em0ti0nallyUNSTABLE]

I've always been able to relate to one song and one song only it's an Adema song. It's lyrics are actually about the lead singers drinking problems, and how he constantly gave in to his evil temptation. But to me 'giving in' was my dark side, my depressed and suicidal tendencies. This song has helped me a lot. The Lyrics are as follows:

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

(Oh fuck)

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks 'till I'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in, NO!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(i'm sick of all this pain)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you

[Storyteller.]

This is your show;
You're playing all by yourself.

Cinderella, are you really that happy?
Cinderella, are you really that lucky?
I wanna know, where is my happy end?

All I hear is what you want,
I wouldn't care but it's all I've got.

Why does it still snow in the spring?
Why don't you like the songs that I sing?
Why can't I get any satisfaction out of the things that should bring me happiness?

[Em0ti0nallyUNSTABLE]

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of folks

So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)

Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah yeah

Who are the stars?
Who are the stars that lie?

[Prozac]

well she won't leave this night alone
and she won't sleep at all
and all the sorrow that she takes out on herself
it comes around and leaves her bleeding on the floor
and she knows, yeah she knows that there's a lot of ugly things about this world

these street lights, they shine bright, as they illuminate the darkness of the pavement
they shine, as we try to write in on her arms, the love she longs to taste
and we'll find that inside, that she's a broken heart that anyone can save
it's alright, it's alright, it's alright

feeling worthless, self-destruction
try to take control of this
find a purpose, reconstruction
write it somewhere it will stick
and stars are hiding now
but there's something out there still
and she knows, yeah she knows that there's an awful lot of beauty in this world.

the stars are always there
but we miss them in the dirt and clouds
we miss them in the storms
remember hope
we have hope

[noise94]

I can't describe
I can't believe
How i feel inside
I know i just met you
The other night
But i've never
Felt anything
That's felt so right

I want you to
Take my Lips
And make them yours
Take my fears
And let my heart soar
Cause i've never felt
Like this before
So won't you
Take my lips
And make them yours

I can feel your body
Next to mine
Everytime i close my eyes
Everytime
I feel your breath up on my skin
I can't wait to be with you
Again and again

So won't you take my lips
And make them yours
Take my vision
And let my heart soar
Cause i've never felt
Like this before
So won't you
Take my lips
And make them yours

And I
O, I wanna take your body
So close to mine
I wanna take your body
And make love
Last for all time

I wanna make sweet love
To you, baby
So would you take my lips
Take my vision
I want my heart to soar
Cause i've never felt
Like this before
So take my lips
And make them yours

[Prozac]

Nobody told you that a heart is like a deep, deep freeze,
So many lies, so much of it broken.
And nobody told you deep within a well so cavernous,
That maybe I could shed some light on

Who would have thought, it could be this amazing?
Who would have thought, the tiny courageous?
Who would have thought, that love so belated,
Could save me, and bring me back to you.

And nobody told you there'd be days of silence that no one heard,
A river swells and overwhelms you.
And nobody told you deep within a heart so ravenous,
That maybe I, could spare a beat for

I had to find you, had to let you know,
That you aren't alone,
We didn't make the the rules,
I had to find you, had to get right back to you
It's always been you

[Perplexity]

Inside my heart is breaking
My make-up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on.

[noise94]

Hold your head up ,you silly girl, look what you've done.
When you find yourself in the thick of it
Help yourself to a bit of what is all around you
Silly Girl.

Take a good look around you
Take a good look you're bound to see
That you and me were meant to be for each other
Silly girl.

[Spellbound]

I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud
Now you're in, and you can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
It's so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby, baby

[Ghost On The Highway]

The real truth about it is there ain't no end to the desert I'll cross
I've really known that all along
Mama here comes midnight
with the dead moon in its jaws

[firecracker]

"I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean"

"I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong"

"If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave"

"I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And now you think this person really is me"

"When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are"

All Linkin Park.

[obelus]

Imagine a place you can always escape to
An island off the coast of nowhere
A new destination of your own creation
Just waiting till you choose to go there

Blue tree tops and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind
Oooo
This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far, far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to mystery

Imagine a city where everythings pretty
And you sir, you rule the kingdom
You call the shots you can do what you want to
Oh just imagine the freedom

Blue tree tops and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind
Oooo
This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far, far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to mystery

Blue tree tops and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind
Oooo

Imagine a room where the flowers they bloom
Through the cracks in the floor and the ceiling
Just you and the missus and roses scented kisses
My, what a wonderful feeling

Oooo
This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far, far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to mystery

This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far, far away
This is a time with no history
Feel no misery
Come and visit me
Welcome to mystery

[Prozac]

Don't do love, don't do friends
I'm only after a success
Don't need a relationship
I'll never soften my grip

Don't want cash don't want card
Want it fast want it hard
Don't need money
Don't need fame

I just wanna make a change
I just wanna change

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh no!

One track mind, one track heart
If I fail, I'll fall apart
Maybe it is all a test
Cause I feel like I'm the worst,
So I always act like I'm the best
If you are not very careful
Your possessions will possess you
TV taught me how to feel
Now real life has no appeal
It has no appeal

I'm gonna live I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna fail I'm gonna die

[Lotus Eater]

I'm falling for you
I wish I had an opportunity to not do
What I did to hurt you
And now I'm here living with regrets

I know that it was my fault
I know that I got caught
So please don't lose your thoughts
Of me loving you and you loving me

[razors_and_rosary]

Many things make me cry
The desolate rain
Clouds billow across my sky
The desolate rain

I can't remember
The sound of my own laugh
And I can't remember
The reason I had to smile
And I can't remember
Things that would make me happy
I've forgotten the feeling
What it's like to be...

A small flower grows
Pushing between paving stones
Petals wide open to drink in the sun
The sky is dark and all that comes
Is my desolate rain

I can't remember
The reason I had to smile
And I can't remember
Things that would make me happy
I've forgotten the feeling
What it's like to be...

Many things make me cry
A fleeting memory of smiles
The echoing, fading laugh
A longing for happiness
You make me cry

I can't remember
The reason I had to smile
And I can't remember
Things that would make me happy
I've forgotten the feeling
What it's like to be...

Happy.

[Bibliophile]

When you go
Can you come and find me?
Wanna be beside you
When you leave this town
I've been waving goodbye
Pretending not to cry
I want to be someone
If you take me away
All the pain will change
Into a memory
Of when we were amazing
When we were amazing