Song/Quote of the day!

[Storyteller.]

you're a liar
but i'm a coward

I been trying to do it right
(Hey) I been living a lonely life
(Ho) I been sleepin' here instead
(Hey) I been sleepin' in my bed
(Ho) I been sleepin' in my bed (hey ho)
so show me family
(Hey) all the blood that I will bleed
(Ho) I don't know where I belong
(Hey) I don't know where I went wrong
(Ho) but I can write a song (hey)
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart
I belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweet' (ho)

[Gwynbleidd]

"Half of love is just lo, which is how I feel."

"One day I’ll face the Hell inside me
Someday I’ll accept what I have done
Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I’ve become"

"And I cant go on
And I cant explain
When everyone's gone and I'm left holding the blame
And I can't rewind
And there's no escape
It's been so long and I just don't feel the same"

When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?But we're all right
We're all right

[Dawn.]

The Greatest - Sia.

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life,
Well I've had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

[Dawn.]

Love me like you do - Ellie Goulding.

[Storyteller.]

"Never love anything."
That's the lesson.

Love yourself. It is important to stay positive because beauty comes from inside out. - Jenn Proske

[Starseeker]

Hush, child, darkness will rise from the deep,
and carry you down into sleep, child.
Darkness will rise from the deep,
and carry you down into sleep.

Guileless son,
I'll shape your belief,
and you'll always know
that your father's a thief.
And you won't understand
the cause of your grief,
but you'll always follow
the voices beneath.

Loyalty
only to me

Guileless son,
your spirit will
hate her.
The flower who married
my brother the traitor.
And you will expose
his puppeteer behavior,
for you are the proof
of how he betrayed
her loyalty.

Guileless son,
each day you grow older,
each moment I'm watching
my vengeance unfold.
The child of my body,
the flesh of my soul,
will die in returning
the birthright he stole.

(Heather Dale - Mordred's Lullaby)

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

[Starseeker]

Bound to ride to Camelot
Heading for the throne
Pretending integrity
Too late one will know
Day by day at Arthurs side
Playing his role
Day by day at Arthurs side
Closer to his goal
Warrior with royal blood
Longing for the reign
Descended from a witches breed
Witchcraft in his veins

Leader of the underworld
Ruler of the night
Deceiver of kings
Deceiver of knights
Keeper of the secret reich
Keeper of the light
I am Mordred
King of the night

The nephew is a viper
No one realizes
His tongue spares the truth
His eyes hypnotyze
He injects the poison slowly
Starts to mesmerize
Gathering the troops around him
All are magnetized

Leader of the underworld
Ruler of the night
Deceiver of kings
Deceiver of knights
Keeper of the secret reich
Keeper of the light
I am Mordred
King of the night

(Grave Digger - Mordred's Song)

[Eternal]

I've slept for twenty years, but I've acted strong at least
if you're leaving again, then you're leaving again
and you're gone.
and i feel nothing anymore, so just keep walking away
thirty-thousand steps,
I'll watch you for every second and never feel alone

[Starseeker]

Thou art indeed a world, oh Rome;

and yet, were Love absent,
Then would the world be no world
then would e'en Rome be no Rome.


Johann Wolfgang von Goethe The First Roman Elegy
(translated by Edgar Alfred Bowring)

You shine like a star
You know who you are
You're everything beautiful
She's hot, hot like the sun
The loneliest one
Still everything beautiful
Well I'll be god damned
You're standing at my door
We stayed up in the city
Until the stars lost the war
So Friday night, holy ghost
Take me to your level
Show me the one I need the most
I need the most


I wish I knew you when I was young
We could've got so high
Now we're here it's been so long
Two strangers in the bright lights
Oh I hope you don't mind
We can share my mood yeah
Two strangers in the bright lights
I wish I knew you
I wish I knew you
Oh I wish I knew you when I was young

[Storyteller.]

ding dong.
pay the consequence.

I always knew that you'd come back to get me
And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start to see where it all began
Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends


You tried to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said "I'm nothing without you"
I'm nothing without you


Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside
Let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you


You always thought that I left myself open
But you didn't know I was already broken
I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad
But pulling away it took everything I had

[Starseeker]

There are two wayward daughters that I have to put up with: the Roman commonwealth and Julia.

I have learned now that while those who speak about one's miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more. - C.S Lewis.

[Storyteller.]

but i say: "the amount of fish
has never been in question."

If they don't appreciate your presence, perhaps you should try giving them your absence. -Tinku Razoria

[Eternal]

You can't wake up, this is not a dream.

[Starseeker]

The world is on fire
And you are here to stay and burn with me
A funeral pyre
And we are here to revel forever
The world is on fire
And we are tied as one eternally
A funeral pyre
And we are here to revel forevermore

Every human walks around with a certain kind of sadness. They may not wear it on their sleeves, but it's there if you look deep. - Taraji P. Hensen

[Kintsukuroi.]

I’ll take a step and it’s right behind me
Always fighting for control
There’s a war that’s raging inside me
I feel the battle for my soul
It’s like my shadow is dragging me around
And You are my only way out

God, help me get away
Break the chains and set me free
From the other side of me
I can’t fight this fight alone
I’ll never make it on my own
Lord Jesus, rescue me
From my own worst enemy

[Storyteller.]

every day i was alive, i wore nothing but black -
because black is the only thing that is honest.
it doesn't pretend to be something it isn't.
it doesn't desire, it doesn't weep, it doesn't exist.
and that's what makes it honest.
because when you are nothing, you can do no wrong.

[Dawn.]

Diamonds - Rihanna.

You fight about money, 'bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain't easy growing up in World War three
Never knowing what love could be, you'll see
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family

[Starseeker]

Lai Lai Hei

Hän katsoi maan reunalta tähteä putoavaa
Nyt kauniit kasvot neitosen peittää karu maa
Jokaisen täytyy katsoa silmiin totuuden
Sillä aika ompi voittoisa, mut' tämä maa on ikuinen

Lai Lai Hei



(Ensiferum - Lai Lai Hei)

[Storyteller.]

here's to hoping.
here's to coping.
here's to dying
on your knees.

[daisy_jam]

We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser God
Between heaven and hell
Heaven and hell

-- Kings and Queens by 30 Seconds to Mars

I’m not who I was before
No, I don’t have to fear anymore

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
'Stead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring me down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

[Eternal]

I close my eyes and it's still you in my bed
I need to drink your body out of my head

[Dawn.]

Say something - Justin Timberlake ft. Chris Stapleton.

[Storyteller.]

but sometimes
i wake up wishing i was someone else,
in a different circumstance,
with a different set of plans.
& i feel like the world expected someone else.
well i just wanna like what i see.
i just wanna like being me.

[Dawn.]

Look at me,
You were my best friend and companion,
Now you're nowhere near,
And it's killing me.

[Gwynbleidd]

I'm pushing away from you
And all the things you are
Don't need the memory
Already wear the scars

I gave you everything
And in return
You gave me nothing

I'm turning away from me
And all the things I've known
I don't need your help no more
I can do this on my own
I'm taking all the blame
Resent what I've become
I regret everything and
There's nowhere left to run
There is no yesterday
Tomorrow's far away

My Nemesis-FFDP

My Curse-KSE

[hocus pocus]

Your wings were ready but my heart was not.