Song/Quote of the day!

[.Brittany.]

But I stay up late night
Screaming at the street lights
All the cigarette smoke, filling up these hopeless lungs
Oh, and my head's like "What happened to, it's alright?"
(What’s happened?)
Baby, It's not alright
I feel like a closing window

[TheAtomicBlade]

have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
And I will find the enemy within
'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony

[hocus pocus]

I used to wear love like an army
I used to know nothing could harm me

—-

I really want to change my heart
cause i’m falling apart
these days

Here I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings
There you stood
Holding me
Waiting for me to notice you
But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Out screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life
The warmth of your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are I love you
And I have to believe in you
But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Out screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

This might hurt, it's not safe
But I know that I've gotta make a change
I don't care if I break,
At least I'll be feeling something
'Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of life
I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
Without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
What if I had given everything,
Instead of going through the motions?

[TheAtomicBlade]

I walk for an emptiness
In the shadow of a bleeding soul
Blackened dreams of endless peace
I'm tired and this walk is old
I'll keep walking on through the night
Through the wind and the rain

[TheEdenProject]

I keep falling out of line
I was drained and left behind
All will fade and petrify
Feed the hate and starve the lies

Falling in between
I am caught beneath

Light the way and let me go
Suffocate inside
I will break and watch you crawl
Bury me alive

[Storyteller.]

these skeletons won't sleep.

[Kintsukuroi.]

In the war of the mind
I will make my stand
In the battle of the heart
And the battle of the hand

We were made to be courageous
And we're taking back the fight
We were made to be courageous
And it starts with us tonight

The only way we'll ever stand
Is on our knees with lifted hands
Make us courageous
Lord, make us courageous

[Dawn.]

Your Body Is A Wonderland - John Mayer.

[Starseeker]

I can feel the thunder that’s breaking in your heart
I can see through the scars inside you
I can feel the thunder that’s breaking in your heart
I can see through the scars inside you
Can’t you see that you’re lost without me?

(Ghost - Cirice)

[TheEdenProject]

EDEN - crash

I was not mad at you
I was not trying to tear you down
The words that I could've used
I was too scared to say out loud
If I cannot break your fall
I'll pick you up right off the ground
If you felt invisible, I won't let you feel that now

Invisible
Invisible
Invisible
Invisible

You didn't get your way
And it's an empty feeling
You've got a lot to say
And you just want to know you're being hurt
But this is not black and white
There are no clear solutions
I'm just trying to get it right
And in spite of all I should've done

[Dawn.]

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park.

[Starseeker]

Lordi - Blood Red Sandman

He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him

[Kintsukuroi.]

I can't get to sleep;
I think about the implications
of diving in too deep,
and possibly the complications.
Especially at night
I worry over situations that
I know will be all right.
It's just overkill.

Forgiving does not erase the bitter past. A healed memory is not a deleted memory. Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember. We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future

[TheAtomicBlade]

Sexyback by Justin Timberlake

[Starseeker]

RHCP's Snow on violin.

When you’re always there for people they stop appreciating you because your favors are now an expectation.

There is no better exercise for your heart than reaching down and helping to lift someone up. -Bernard Meltzer

[Starseeker]

Take your time, hurry up
Choice is yours, don't be late

[TheEdenProject]

You know you need a fix when you fall down
You know you need to find a way
To get you through another day
Let me be the one to numb you out
Let me be the one to hold you
Never gonna let you get away

The shoulder you cry on
The dose that you die on

[Starseeker]

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one, and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone

(Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams)

[Storyteller.]

don't let the sunset steal your soul
you've faced your fears
& you're still in control

Remember the joy that would come without warning?
Opened your eyes, woke you up on a Saturday morning.
I remember running outside to a world with no fear,
wide open spaces and summers that lasted for years.
I remember it clear.

These days all I feel,
is a longing all too real.

There have been days that I wished would be over.
No margin to give, just the strength to roll over.
I remember thinking that all my best days were behind me.
Tomorrow would come rushing in like some kind of Price Charming.
I remember it clear.

But these days what I feel,
in the struggle, You are real.

You take my eyes off of the future.
You lead my heart out of the past
You are the promise here in the moment,
where I find my rest.

You are as good as it gets.

Your life left you high and dry,
You used to be sure of yourself,
But then your whole world went to hell,
And tomorrow looks just like today.

So you lie on your bed,
Won’t let the morning come in.
You hide in your room,
Feeding your fear and it’s killing you
Don’t you know that it’s killing me too?
Your heartbreak is breaking you.

Just because it hurts
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it
And even if it stings
It's just a temporary thing
I'm not saying that changing
Won't cost you love, won't make you cry,
But it will all make sense...
When the growing pains subside

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
And covered with a perfect shell,
Such a charming beautiful exterior.
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
And perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by,
But you're barely scraping by.


This is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places you have come to fear the most,
Is the places you have come to fear the most.



Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself,
And hidden in the public eye.
Such a stellar monument to loneliness.
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
And perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by, but you're barely scraping by.



This is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places you have come to fear the most,
Is the places you have come to fear the most.

[hocus pocus]

Won't admit what I already know.
I've never been the best at letting go.

[Storyteller.]

my answer was laughter, soft as i lowered my head.
"you're too late, i'm afraid, this flower's already dead."

The ugly naked truth:
She starves me of my youth,

And I stand alone until
You catch on.

I swear it's not by choice.
But Ana has this voice,
And it calms me down,
It gives me purpose.

[TheAtomicBlade]

Paranoid- Black Sabbath

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

[Virgil]

Kagerou Days (JubyPhonics trans.)

August 15, 12:30 at noon, I don't see a cloud above
The sun is shining down
What a pretty day
So sick of this summer heat, I can't beat away the haze
The rays are giving way
And spending all my time having conversations sitting next to you

Hey but I
Don't really like the summertime
And as you were petting on that cat
You said such a daring thing right from under your breath
Ah, and as that cat had ran away
You tried to chase it in the end
Jumping right out in front of a
Traffic light that poured a shade of red, bright red

Crashing in, and breaking you to bits
The truck heard a scream a little bit too late
Blood dripping everywhere and choking your scent of hair
I breathe in a gulp of air
And just can't take it
Are these lies, the heat is mocking me
"What you see is exactly what you're gonna get"
And with the blue of sky, I hear singing crickets cry
And fall right back into another dark sleep

[Starseeker]

We passed upon the stair
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone
A long long time ago
Oh no, not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the man who sold the world
I laughed and shook his hand
And made my way back home
I searched for form and land
For years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazeless stare
At all the millions here
I must have died alone
A long, long time ago
Who knows? Not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the man who sold the world
Who knows? Not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the man who sold the world

(Nirvana - The Man Who Sold The World, originally performed by David Bowie)

“We leave something of ourselves behind when we leave a place, we stay there, even though we go away. And there are things in us that we can find again only by going back there.”

-Pascal Mercier

And I've always liked that about me, that I know what I am fighting for.
And for this I'd go to war
Weapon in mind is my mind's skin,
Swallowed on the only body part,
That should matter—my heart.

What if I’ve always been
Good enough in my skin,
Good enough in my skin?

[Starseeker]

There's a lady who's sure
All that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for
...and she's buying a stairway to heaven

(Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven)