Song/Quote of the day!

[Storyteller.]

we are not our loaded guns that tremble
we are not the hurt that we see

Bleed like me by Garbage

[TheAtomicBlade]

close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way, oh
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in gray
And the sun will set for you
In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way, oh


Shadow of the day - Linkin park

[Clarent]

Another day rotting in vain.

[daisy_jam]

https://youtu.be/F6fQnTyEniM

Lip Up Fatty by Bad Manners

Catchy as heck, my favourite song that everyone seems to hate

[TheAtomicBlade]

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

[CrusadingAvenger]

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned
Its back on you
Give me a moment, please
To tame your wild, wild heart.

I know you feel like
The walls are closing
In on you
It's hard to find relief
And people can be so cold.

When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take anymore.

Let me be the one you call
If you jump, I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you
Into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend your broken heart
If you need to crash
Then crash and burn
You're not alone.

"Crash and Burn" by Savage Garden

[Clarent]

Defeatist by Hatebreed.

One hell of an opener to one hell of an album.

#AllPitNoShit

[daisy_jam]

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you


-- it still frickin hurts that he's not around anymore, linkin park <3

"Follow"

I'm losing sight
Don't count on me
I chase the sun
It chases me

You know my name
You know my face
You'd know my heart
If you knew my place
I'll walk straight down
As far as I can go!

[Chorus:]
I'll follow you if you follow me
I don't know why you lie so clean
I'll break right through the irony

Enlighten me
Reveal my fate
Just cut these strings
That hold me safe

you know my head
You know my gaze
You'd know my heart
If you knew your place
I'll walk straight down
As far as I can go

[Chorus]

Cure this wait
I hate this wait

[Chorus]

These words are knives that often leave scars, the fear of falling apart. And truth be told, I never was yours, the fear, the fear of falling apart.

-(when my dad is emotionally abusive)

I would give up all my tomorrows, for just one yesterday

-(when I have that one perfect day)

We were fire works that went off too soon

-(to my ex boyfriend)

[TheAtomicBlade]

Extremely triggering

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

[Kintsukuroi.]

Darling, our scars make us who we are
So when the winds are howling strong
And you think you can't go on
Hold tight, sweetheart

[Storyteller.]

if anybody asks:
yeah, i'm okay.
if anybody asks:
i'm fine.

Girl, you know I want your love
Your love was handmade for somebody like me
Come on now, follow my lead
I may be crazy, don't mind me
Say, boy, let's not talk too much
Grab on my waist and put that body on me
Come on now, follow my lead
Come, come on now, follow my lead

I'm in love with the shape of you
We push and pull like a magnet do
Although my heart is falling too
I'm in love with your body
And last night you were in my room
And now my bedsheets smell like you
Every day discovering something brand new
I'm in love with your body

[TheAtomicBlade]

Life it seems to fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly loss this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye
Goodbye


Fade to black- Metallica

[Kintsukuroi.]

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning and the breath before the phrase
"Have you ever felt this way?"

Triggering Sh:


I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"

Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me

Young Volcanoes- Fall Out Boy

[daisy_jam]

Turn it up, it's your favorite song
Dance, dance, dance to the distortion
Turn it up, keep it on repeat
Stumbling around like a wasted zombie
Yeah, we think we're free
Drink, this one is on me
We're all chained to the rhythm
To the rhythm to the rhythm

-- Chained to the Rhythm by Katy Perry

[Storyteller.]

i live by myself
i eat on my own
i don't take chances
just leave me alone
leave me alone

[TheAtomicBlade]

He's had enough
He couldn't take anymore
He found a place in his mind
And slammed the door
No matter how they tried
They couldn't understand
They washed and dressed him
Fed him by hand

Yeah! I've left the world behind
I'm safe here in my mind
I'm free to speak with my own kind
This is my life, this is my life
I'll decide not you

Withdrawn he sat there
Staring into space
No sign of life
Would flicker on his face
Until one day he smiled
It seemed as though with pride
The wind kissed him goodbye
And then he died

Yeah I've left the world behind
I'm safe here in my mind
I'm free to speak with my own kind
This is my life, this is my life
I'll decide not you

Keep the world with all its sin
It's not fit for livin' in
Yeah I will start again
It can take forever, and ever whatever, whenever, but I'll still win

How many like him
Are they still
Who to us all
Seem to have lost the will
They lie in thousands
Lank and lost
Is knowledge worth this bitter cost

Yeah I've left the world behind
I'm safe here in my mind
I'm free to speak with my own kind
This is my life, this is my life
I'll decide not you

Keep the world with all its sin
It's not fit for living in
Beyond the realms of death

[Dawn.]

I hate everything about you,
Why do I love you?

[Storyteller.]

it starts with pain
followed by hate
fueled by the endless questions
no one can answer

a stain covers your heart
tears you a p a r t
just like a sleeping cancer

i don't believe men are born to be killers
i don't believe the world can't be saved

how did you get here
& when did it start?
an innocent child
with a thorn in his heart

[daisy_jam]

In my shoes, just to see
What it'd be like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

[Dawn.]

I need to calculate what creates my own madness.

[Dawn.]

My weakness is that I care too much.

[Kintsukuroi.]

God, I'm only human
Trying to face it all
But I don't want to get emotional
Walking on a tightrope
Trying not to fall
But I don't want to get emotional

I'm driving back home through the canyon
There's only so much that I can't handle
Nobody knows it, nobody knows it
I've never shown it, I've never shown it
I'm supposed to be the girl that never does this
I'm supposed to be some party girl that stands for nothing
Nobody knows it, nobody knows it
I'm about to lose it, I'm about to l o s e it

[TheAtomicBlade]

Your tears dont fall
They crash around me
The consious calls
The guilty to come home

[Adele101]

If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you.

[Malcharion]

Sink into the peaceful sea
In blue become a shade
Years they sleep inside a moment
Wake upon a blade

Resistance - Gavin Dunne

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream?
Wake me up
I'm living a nightmare
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die I'll wait here for you
I feel alive when you're beside me
I will not die I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough?
Wake me up
I'm living a nightmare

[Kintsukuroi.]

Tell your heart to beat again
Close your eyes and breathe it in
Let the shadows fall away
Step into the light of grace
Yesterday's a closing door
You don't live there anymore
Say goodbye to where you've been
And tell your heart to beat again

[Dawn.]

When the lights go out,
You'll understand.

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fucking fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life

[Dawn.]

No you didn't have to stoop so low.

[Clarent]

Fate/Apocrypha opening.

Fantastic song, fitting a fantastic (so far) anime.

[Storyteller.]

now in this twilight,
how dare you speak of grace?

We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me, but
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't want to hear it anymore
I swear, I never meant to let it die
I just don't care about you anymore
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try
I just don't care about you anymore

[mrabused]

I am your pride
Agent of wealth
Bearer of needs
And you know it's right
'Cause I am your war
Arming the strong
Aiding the weak

Shepard of fire - Avenged Sevenfold