Song/Quote of the day!

[Kintsukuroi.]

C r a c k e d walls caving in
Cobwebbed corners
Shivering shoulders
Backing down endless halls
Out of breath quick turn
Locked doors shoulda learned
They can walk through the walls
Face to face
Gone insane, gone insane
No escape, No escape
Spinning ’round
I go dancing with ghosts
Yeah they’re after my soul

[Eternal]

I feel like if I'm too kind then you will only change your mind
Take advantage of my heart and I'll go back into the dark
Love will never be forever, feelings are just like the weather

[Storyteller.]

I know that I'll save my soul
even if it breaks my heart.

[Astrophile.]

Always three sides to every story
There's yours and theirs mine
But we've been ignorin'
The truth it hides
Behind a clear disguise

Oh... I ain't bunin' bridges
I'm tryin' to mend them
I apologize
If I ever hurt your feelings
Got my own convictions n I got to live them
I ain't burnin' bridges
That ain't my intention

[Eternal]

All you want from me is someone just to entertain you
You keep me close enough but never close enough to date you
And I keep telling them that they don't know our situation
With everything that I know right now,
I'm still trying to figure out,
Why we're still hanging out
If you don't love me still then what you're doing here?
Why won't you make it clear (Won't you let me go)?

[daisy_jam]

Another night alone, a temporary dream
I came in through your window sleepwalking
Standing arm and arm, still so out of reach
Well, there's nowhere left to go
Stay with me, stay with me

[Calaer]

'There is enough heartache and sorrow in this life without our adding to it though our own stubbornness, bitterness, and resentment.' ~Dieter F. Uchtdorf

[Mismatched Socks]

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

(Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love)

[Jack Lowden]

I will promise myself I won't care
Distracting myself from your stare

& I've seen this mistake once before
With your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
& It's not gonna change

You ask for my heart
You know that I'm down
But not the way you lie to me
You tear it all apart & beg for me to stay
I've sailed off to sea
I'm not coming back

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
& It's not gonna change

Counting down
Make that sound
& You know it makes no sense
Counting down
'Till you mess around
& I know you can't ever change
When I'm trembling
Thrown overboard
& I'm ready to relive the past
Counting down
Make that sound
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her
I'll breathe
& I'll say she never hurt me
& Look at it as learning
& Laugh about the good & the bad
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together
I know I'll feel better
One day when I can make it through

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
& It's not gonna change

I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
& It's not gonna change

[Kintsukuroi.]

The house was awake
With shadows and monsters
The hallways they echoed and groaned

I sat alone, in bed 'til the morning
I'm crying, "They're coming for me"
And I tried to hold these secrets inside me
My mind's like a deadly disease

I'm bigger than my body
I'm colder than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones.
...
I paced around for hours, on empty
I jumped at the slightest of sounds
And I couldn't stand the person inside me
I turned all the mirrors around
...
I'm well acquainted
With villains that live in my bed
They beg me to write them
So they'll never die when I'm dead

[daisy_jam]

Isn't it weird. Isn't it strange.
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes
Isn't it hard. Standing in the rain.
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
You feel all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it strange how we all get a little bit weird sometimes.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin.
So you don't stand out. But you don't fit in. Weird.
Sitting on the side waiting for a sign, hoping that my luck will change.
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same.
When you live in a cookie cutter world if you're different you can't win.
So you don't stand out but you don't fit in. Weird.
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird
Strange, how we all get a little bit
Strange, 'cause we're all just a little bit weird sometimes.

[Storyteller.]

if oceans are deep enough to drown in
and lightning may shoot me down
we're hoping that we were only children
it's war and i'm bolder now

[Calaer]

This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go

~Good Charlotte

[daisy_jam]

You the only person alive who holds the key to your healin'
So you take it and you run with it
And keep going even when your sun's hidden
Because the time we spent in darkness when the rain come
Is where we often find the light soon as the pain's done
There ain't no material things in the world
That can change the fact that you feel alone
Despite the fact that it gets hard,
You take it all and you still go
Take the sun and you still grow,
Lose the light and you still glow
I been there, I'm still here and I know how you feel, so

[blurryface]

and all the kids cried out
PLEASE STOP YOU'RE SCARING ME
i can't help this awful energy
god damn right, you should be scared of me

WHO IS IN CONTROL?

[Astrophile.]

I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Sipping from a highball glass
Let the world fade away

[daisy_jam]

haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

[Calaer]

"One of God’s greatest gifts to us is the joy of trying again, for no failure ever need be final."
—Thomas S. Monson,

[Jack Lowden]

I AM ALIVE IN EVERYTHING I TOUCH

[Kintsukuroi.]

You can stand beside the madness like a falling tear
You can hold onto the sadness like a souvenir
Or you can close your eyes and see your life
Like the air

You can tap into the strength you never knew you had
You can breathe into your faith no matter where you’re at
Just close your eyes and change your life
Like the air

Like the air you can
Rise from the rubble with your mind, you can hover
You can rise like the tide, like the heat in the summer
Yes, I know there are those who will wanna bring you down
But you can rise with your mind and make your higher power proud
You can rise
Like the air you can rise

The earth can pull you down with all its gravity
And the measure of your worth is sometimes hard to see
So just hold on, when the night is done
Like the sun

...

So even when your bones feel like weights
And it’s hard to lift the smile on your perfect face
You can still find a peaceful place
Close your eyes until you're floating up in outer space
It’ll be alright, they’re just jealous of your highs

[Storyteller.]

I know my disposition gets confusing.
My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state.
That's why you wanna come out and play with me.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Some days I don't know if I am wrong or right
Your mind is playing tricks on you, my dear

[blurryface]

hope youre dead cause how could you sleep at a time like this

[Kintsukuroi.]

There are demons that are screaming
And I'm trying not to feed 'em

[Astrophile.]

It's no secret that the both of us are running out of time,
so hello from the other side.

[Toxic Mermaid]

"Shouldn't [he] know there's no such thing as a plus one to a friend's attempted suicide weekend thing? It's not a fucking bar mitzvah."

[Toxic Mermaid]

“It was a mistake," you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.”

[Nightblood.]

“How can you do the right thing when you can't figure out what that is? When all you have before you are choices in various shades of wrong?”

[Astrophile.]

I've been sleepwalking,
Been wandering all night
Trying to take what's lost and broke and make it right.
I've been sleepwalking,
too close to the fire
But it's the only place that I can hold you tight...

...In this burning house.

[Nightblood.]

Just give me a chance,
She said as I packed my things,
But I already did 4 times, don't you remember?
I won't blow it again,
She said with her fingers crossed,
But she forgot about the mirror behind her.
I'm done with plastic promises.

Please don't tell me that we're fine,
I got too much on my mind,
Isn't this too plain to see? Maybe.
Cause we've lost too much to gain,
We were dancing in the rain,
Tell me what am I to do,
With a double dose of you?

[iambatman]

Father, father, tell me, where have you been?
It been hell without having you here.
I've been missing you so bad, and you don't seem to care.
~Sleeping With Sirens~
~A trophy fathers trophy son~

[Coffee.]

I didn't want to save you
I didn't want to save you
I set our house on fire to watch it burn
but I couldn't just leave you.

[chrismarten]

“Whatever the struggle, continue the climb. It may be only one step to the summit.” - Diane Westlake
I liked this.

[Storyteller.]

hey, you know i'll run away for a couple years
just to prove i’ve never been free...

[remedy]

Katatonia - Buildings

Think of the days when I had too much of the things we found.
Resistance died down, fell on frozen soil.

Bleed a little for a different day.
Going deeper to come away.

On the concrete sky I saw the buildings rise
But keep our lights in shadow still.
In the wind's eye where our reflection dies.
Glass shrines of muted will.

Dead is the time that I see from here on out this burial ground.
One more down and buildings recoil.

On the concrete sky I saw the buildings rise
But keep our lights in shadow still.
In the wind's eye where our reflection dies.
Glass shrines of muted will.

On the concrete sky I saw the buildings rise
But keep our lights in the shadow still

Really nice song! Sometimes sounds really mystical...

[Toxic Mermaid]

I want you to fall apart like I did
You to hurt for all of this
All the pain you put me through
I wanna hear you say
I don't deserve you

[Pein]

The road to success is a very lonely road. You’re not gonna see too many friends. It’s only you with your shadow. Once you get there, many people will love you, also many people will hate you. Because your success is a huge spotlight, shining on their failures

[PeaceSoundsNice]

"How will I stop? When will I start learning? Will I come clean and say that I'm wrong? I'm the best kind of mess."
-Mess by Get Scared

[Astrophile.]

Baby I'm fading
Oh I could use a little saving