Song/Quote of the day!

[Kintsukuroi.]

Emptiness, it's all around me
I tried to catch my breath
I'm barely surviving
And I can't go on and I come undone
And there's nothing left in me

[Kindred]

Human nature is on a loop,
Spare me a moment to regroup

[Avox.]

Carmina Burana: O Fortuna

[Storyteller.]

well there's no way out of this
so let's stay in.
every storm that comes
also comes to an end.
oh, resistance is useless,
just two kids stupid and fearless.
like a bullet shooting the lovesick
there's only one way down this road.

[Eternal]

This is the last time I'm asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time I'm asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye

And all the times I let you in
Just for you to go again

Oh, Tina's losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music, hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery and a new nose
Every calorie is a war
And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

[Kintsukuroi.]

'Cause I don't wanna feel a thing
No, no no no
Broken in two
Strung out on you
I've gotta numb the fire flowing through my veins
Oh, with sweet novocaine
Red river of wine won't drown you
No amount of time could wash you away

[Storyteller.]

We should go to sleep now.
You should stay the night.
I'll be up to watch the world
around us live and die.
Lying on the grass now,
dancing for the stars.
Maybe one will look on down
and tell us who we are.
We might fall,
we might fall,
we might fall...

[Most Likely]

"And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."

[Calaer]

This is Gospel~Panic! At The Disco.

[Storyteller.]

tell me are you crazy
and did you mind the cold?
tell me are you comfortable
if comfortable at all?

[Calaer]

Remembering Sunday by All Time Low.

[Eternal]

I couldn't stop at the red light
Stop at the red light
I couldn't stop at the red light
You're a car crash
And I can't look away

I came along for the ride
Went wicked with the clutch
Happened so fast and it hurt so much
You're a car crash
And I can't look away

[Coffee.]

I pushed my fingers through the earth,
returned this flower to the dirt,
so it could live. I walked away now.

[Eternal]

Am I trying to forget you or just cover you up?
I only miss you late at night when I can't sleep
And get way too honest, I've lost you, so I've got nothing to lose

[Coffee.]

Do you recall, not long ago
we would walk on the sidewalk.
Innocent, remember?
All we did was care for each other.

Blow a kiss
fire a gun
All we need is someone to lean on.

[obelus]

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

[Kintsukuroi.]

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.

[Storyteller.]

i can tell from your eyes
you've never been by the riverside.

[Astrophile.]

When you're all alone, by yourself, do you like you?

[hocus pocus]

Won't you turn my soul into a raging fire?

[Kintsukuroi.]

I can't make reality connect
I push till I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up,
Why we still singin' these lullabys?
I'll run in circles till I crash
One day these steps will be my last
But if we want to wake up,
Why we still singin' these lullabys?

[blurryface]

if you must wait
wait for them here in my arms
as i shake

if you must weep
do it right here in my bed
as i sleep

if you must mourn, my love
mourn with the moon
and the stars up above

if you must mourn
dont do it alone

if you must leave
leave as though fire burns
under your feet

if you must speak
speak every word
as though it were unique

if you must die, sweetheart
die knowing your life
was my life's best part

if you must die
remember your life

if you must fight
fight with yourself and your thoughts
in the night

if you must work
work to leave some part of you
on this earth

if you must live, darling one

just live
just live
just live

[Storyteller.]

and that's denial number four.

[hocus pocus]

Please don't wake me from this high.
I've become comfortably numb.

[Eternal]

Don't say that it's not fair
That you're not the person you wanna be
'Cause Oh, you'll be the end of me

I know I wasn't perfect, but I kept trying
Till I forgot why I stayed
Oh, you'll be the end of me

[hocus pocus]

I can't bear the thought of one more day
I think I finally understand what it means to be lost

....

Can't keep pretending everything's going to be alright
With the whole world falling down on me

Cross the oceans in my mind
Find the strength to say goodbye
In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands

....

Everything that we believed in was a lie

[Storyteller.]

fail safe trigger
lock down call
wipe the dry clean slate
quick, sound the alarm

[hocus pocus]

I was not prepared for you to leave me
This is misery
Are you still there?
I wanna scream
Is this a dream?

Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for
What do I stand for?
What do I stand for?
Most nights I don't know anymore.

[hocus pocus]

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.

I can't fight the monster.

[Eternal]

You've gotta take it on your own from here
It's getting pathetic and I'm almost done here
You've gotta take it on your own from here
It's getting pathetic and I'm almost done here

[Kintsukuroi.]

Looked in the bathroom stall
Your back against the wall.
Cold tiles beneath your knees,
Your body broke your fall.
Spitting into your own reflection gazing back
Inside your porcelain fists, your palms begin to crack.

[Twinge]

What does it mean to you?
For me it's something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again.
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad.

[hocus pocus]

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby like I did before.

[Kintsukuroi.]

The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're
Too numb to feel

[Eternal]

I still think of you
And all the shit you put me through
And I know you were wrong

Abusive words cover me like dust
I waited to know for sure
You only give what was lost

Dark clouds follow you around
Your own worst enemy
You only picked me up to bring me down
Down, down, down, down

[hocus pocus]

We all act like we see right through it,
When we all know we're addicted to it.
Counting down the minutes til my heartbeat stops,
Fooling myself is a full time job.

[Calaer]

East to West, Casting Crowns