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[Kintsukuroi.]

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming

[Eternal]

Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

[hocus pocus]

Originally Posted by Lexify.

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming

The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

[obelus]

Never feel too good in crowds,
With folks around, when they're playing
The anthems of rape culture loud,
Crude and proud creatures baying
All I've ever done is hide

[Kintsukuroi.]

I can't make reality connect
I push till I have nothing left
But if we want to wake up,
Why we still singin' these lullabys?
I'll run in circles till I crash
One day these steps will be my last
But if we want to wake up,
Why we still singin' these lullabys?

[Storyteller.]

for the darkness, she will come,
oh and you will have nowhere left to run.

[CandleLights]

Nirvana- Come As Your Are

Come as you are, as you were, as I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up, the choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as and old memoria.

[Kintsukuroi.]

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Calaer]

Love Interruption-Jack White

I want love to: forget that you offended me,
Or how you have defended me when everybody tore me down

[Kintsukuroi.]

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over

[hocus pocus]

Where there is desire, there is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned

[Calaer]

45 Shinedown.

[Most Likely]

Breathing by Yellowcard

[Not_here]

No more elders passin' without my kids askin'
Papa who's tombstones are those in the yard
Family gotta stay close all of us gotta stay close
Ache'n for acres for buildin' a nation
Ain't about dependin' on government spendin'
Especially when the government's got a plan of their own
Separate from me, separate from you
Separate from most, in-sync with a few

[hocus pocus]

Could you love somebody like that?
Could you attract someone like that?
Could you go where people can't see someone like me,
Could you do that?

Would you face me
Make me listen to the truth even if it breaks me
You can judge me, love me
If you're hating me
Do it honestly

All I see are stepford-like lives
Needles and knives
Beautiful lies
Bringing out the green in your eyes
A perfect disguise for envy and pride

[Kintsukuroi.]

Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my mind.

[Eternal]

Here you are now
Calling me up
But I don't know what to say
I've been picking up the pieces of the mess you made
People like you always want back the love they pushed aside
But people like me are gone forever
When you say goodbye

Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Man, why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in
Stay, hey, now you say you want it
Back, now that it's just too late
Well could've been easy, all you had to do was stay

Let me remind you, this was what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this

[Calaer]

Wendy we can get away
I promise if you’re with me, say the word and we’ll find a way
I can be your lost boy, your last chance
Your "everything better" plan
Oh, somewhere in Neverland

Somewhere in Neverland~All Time Low <3

[Kintsukuroi.]

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause I feel you, I feel you near me

H e a l i n g comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back.

[hocus pocus]

So let mercy come and wash a w a y
What I've done


I'll face myself to cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
Put to rest what you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come and wash a w a y
What I've done

[nothereanymore]

You cut me out
and dragged me down
pulled me all the way to the bottom.
I've done for you
til black and blue
what no one else would do for the fallen...

One day
when nothing ever feels the same
just like every other time before...
(you hit the wall
lost it all)
Find a way
to wake you from this bed you made
even though I know you want me to...
I'm never giving up on you.
So don't give up on me...

[Most Likely]

Inside the Fire by Disturbed

[Astrophile.]

Throw your burdens all away.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence.
Who are we mistaken?

[Calaer]

I know I'm often told
That there's a pot of gold
But I don't see no fucking rainbow and my coffee's cold
I know I should be grateful
I know I'm good and able
But I don't have the strength to get up from the kitchen table...
...but when you take a punch
Don't you ever forget
Why you get up and you put one foot in front of the next

Hey, Asshole ~Watsky

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I feel like there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider my hesitation

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright

I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now I'll express my situation

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning bright
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning

There's nothing ever wrong, but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I crossed the line, it's not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new, some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason

The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning bright
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning

I feel like there is no need for conversation

[Kintsukuroi.]

In times like these
We need to be strong
We need to carry on
We need to get along hold on
And right what's wrong

In times like these
We need to find a way
To make a better day
Keep my feet on the ground turning 'round
Come what may

[hocus pocus]

I'm so hungry, how can I stay here?
Starving, for what I hold so dear
Like a hurricane, it takes everything from me
Wake me from this dream

[Chai.]

Scream with the voice of an angel!
Lie in the eyes of the gospel!
Smile in the face of your victims!
Smile for me!
This is my last request to you!
Hold my breath!
I was clutching onto disaster!
Hold my breath!

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I got a candle
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors
And no rooms

Under a windowsill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within the doorway
Without a sound

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'm far beyond gone

I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me

The hardest question to answer
Is why

Why

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

Someone save me
Someone save me
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me

[Eternal]

I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
I just want something I can never have

[Kintsukuroi.]

The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're
Too numb to feel

There's a pedestal across the room
And if I try to climb again
This time the fall is fatal
Now, I don't deserve such an easy exit
So maybe my
Spine can snap on impact and I'll
have to crawl away.

[Calaer]

Many places I have been
Many sorrows I have seen
But I don't regret
Nor will I forget
All who took that road with me

Billy Boyd~The Last Goodbye.

[Kintsukuroi.]

What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own?
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you're really all alone?
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods
While you're hiding in the trees

[Eternal]

The first step is always truth.
That's my first suggestion to you.
I can do my best if you'd get some rest.
Then you tell me just what you do.

I want to help you.
I want to bring you back to life,
but your sad sick brain knows one damn thing
And god it comes out every night.

Your choices, they're hard to make.
You make this harder everyday.
I'm sure I'm leaving, no more deceiving, or fumbling for word to say.
I gave you everything I had.
I loved you till the death.
That hearts going to beat, you're able to breathe, but surely you're dead to me.

[GuardianofSecrets]

"Only the strongest will survive
Lead me heaven when we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all."
-Blow me away by Breaking Benjamin

[Calaer]

The world is grey, the mountains old,
The forge's fire is ashen-cold;
No harp is wrung, no hammer falls:
The darkness dwells in Durin's halls;
The shadow lies upon his tomb
In Moria, in Khazad-dûm.
But still the sunken stars appear
In dark and windless Mirrormere;
There lies his crown in water deep,
Till Durin wakes again from sleep.

Song of Durin.

[Nightblood.]

"Now, let’s see. After you decide that I’m depressed, or whatever, you’ll put me on meds, right? And I know hundreds of people on them and they’re all doing just fine. Really. I’ll go back to work on my new anti-depressants. I’ll have dinner with my parents, persuade them I’m back to being the normal one who never gives them any trouble. And one day some guy will ask me to marry him. He’ll be nice enough. That’ll make my parents very happy. The first year we’ll make love all the time, and in the second and third less and less. But just as we’re getting sick of each other, I’ll get pregnant. Taking care of kids, holding onto jobs, paying mortgages… It’ll keep us on an even keel for a while. Then about ten years into it he’ll have an affair because I’m too busy and I’m too tired. And I’ll find out. I’ll threaten to kill him, his mistress, myself. We’ll get past it. A few years later he’ll have another one. This time I’m just going to pretend that I don’t know because somehow kicking up a fuss just doesn’t seem worth the trouble this time. And I’ll live out the rest of my days sometimes wishing my kids could have the life that I never had. Other times secretly pleased they’re turning into repeats of me. I’m fine. Really."

[Most Likely]

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers?
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me
So many seeds have been sown in the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly
If I had died, I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

[Kintsukuroi.]

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.

It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright.
Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.