Song/Quote of the day!

[Kintsukuroi.]

I wish I could turn back the hands of time
I wish that I can take the pain
This pain and suffering out of your life
Now I'm here in memories
Of how things how used to be
Can't hold these tears from falling from my eyes
Can't hold this hurting inside

[Chai.]

My heart wants to beat like the wings of the birds
that rise from the lake to the trees
My heart wants to sigh like a chime that flies
from a church on a breeze
To laugh like a brook when it trips and falls over
stones on its way
To sing through the night like a lark who is learning to pray

[Coffee.]

I can take so much
til I've had enough.
cuz I'm only human

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Have you ever been so lonely,
No one there to hold?
Pull me in or disown me,
And then climb inside.
My arms are open wide.
Have a look inside.

It is not that I am scared to learn,
Why I'm empty inside.
hold my hand or show some concern,
If I live or die.
My eyes are open wide.
Help me look inside.

I hear the water drip from the faucet.
It's sweetly falling in tune.
I'm gently closing the closet.
I fall to the floor,
and crawl to my room.
The thought of ending it soon...
Just let me sleep in my room.

Hear me cry! cry! cry!
I hear a knock at the front door.
Don't come in!
I try to look at you
But I can't stop shaking.
Leave me alone. Just go away.
Mother I'm so scared.

Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone,
They're wrapped around me and you.
All is quiet but the drop of a gun.
I want to belong...to someone...
But maybe life's not for everyone

[obelus]

"Every day is a fashion show and the world is your runway." - Coco Chanel

[~Creative Disaster~]

I've got a right be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown

I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

~Joss Stone

[Most Likely]

Action is better than passivity. In the game we're playing, victory is impossible to achieve. But some defeats still remain better than the others.


From 1984

[Avox.]

Hold On - Good Charlotte

[Most Likely]

Death to the living,
The flame has no living heart

In the order, of life, they know you there
As you saw it, your plan, a real shot in the dark

Came a little, too late, it's over.

[Chai.]

I'm too tired of this life
(I just wanna die)
All I need is my big sleep
(I just wanna die)

[Em.]

What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead

Save me from myself, don't let me drown

And i can't take one more moment of this silence
the lonliness is haunting me
I'm not okay and it's not alright

[Astrophile.]

it's not your fault, love.
You didn't know, you didn't know.

[blurryface]

i take my love and take it, take it easy on you
but i'm not making any promises to you
too many war wounds and not, not enough wars
too many rounds in the ring and no settled scores

[Most Likely]

No compassion, nothing matters
My resistance is waning
Like a flower in the basement,
Waiting for a lonely death

[hocus pocus]

Nobody is going to hold your hand and guide you through,
it's up for you to understand.

[Kintsukuroi.]

The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're
Too numb to feel

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

What if i died tomorrow?
would you miss me here?
What if i cried tomorrow?
Would you shed your tears?

[Chai.]

We don't want to tell our dreams,
We want to show them.

[AutumnSuperior]

"A burst of colour" by last hope

[obelus]

"This too shall pass." - Hakim Sanai.

[hocus pocus]

It's easier to run
replacing all this pain with something numb
it's so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
from deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
no one can ever see

Wounds so deep they never show
they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they've played

[Most Likely]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qalGezr76o

I might just replay the entire Silent Hill 2... there's no such games anymore. Priceless little gem.

[Jack Lowden]

I keep forgetting when the earth turned slowly
So I just waited til the lights come on again
I lost my place but I can't stop this story
I've found my way, but until then
I'm only spinning

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

I never learned to count my blessings
I choose instead to dwell in my disasters
I walk on down the hill through grass, grown tall and brown
And still its hard somehow to let go of my pain
On past the busted back of that old and rusted Cadillac
That sinks into this field, collecting rain
Will I always feel this way
So empty, so estranged

[Eternal]

She said the devil will want you back
And you'll never find love in an open hand
Shut your eyes, so you see under
And know you'll always have this if you stay this man

[Coffee.]

So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong
there's a point we pass in which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.

[Chai.]

There's a sad sort of clanging from the clock in the hall
And the bells in the steeple too.
And up in the nursery an absurd little bird
Is popping up to say, "Cuckoo" (Cuckoo, cuckoo)
Regretfully they tell us but firmly they compel us
To say goodbye to you.

[Kintsukuroi.]

I pray - for someone to understand
Cause I'm lost inside this labyrinth
Of thoughts that never end
And I pray - as people pass me by
That they won't see the tears I cry
The tears I cry

I'm a prisoner with my own key
Don't we all just wish to be free?
Still we're waiting for the chance
Although we hold it right in our hands

[obelus]

"You can not have a positive life and a negative mind." - Joyce Meyer

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I wish that I could disappear
Unzip my skin and leave it here
So I could be no one again
And never let nobody
I'd let nobody
I'd never let nobody in

[Laurasaurus]

We started a fire,
That was never supposed to burn out.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

[Coffee.]

in a moment
you were everything to me.
in this moment
we're living in a heartbreak dream

[blurryface]

There might as well be blood stains on this carpet floor
He's laying face down wondering what fighting back is for.
Don't even give 'em a chance to knock you down,
Don't even give 'em a chance to knock you down,
And I'll be singing' when I turn around,
La la la la la la

[Coffee.]

cuz if you want to keep me
you gotta
gotta
gotta gotta
gotta
love me harder

[Storyteller.]

it comes in waves, i close my eyes,
hold my breath and let it bury me,
i'm not okay and it's not all right,
won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?

[Chai.]

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired lonely place

[Twinge]

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks 'till I'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in

[hocus pocus]

I'm afraid I won't make it out alive.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Fuck this hurts, I wont lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I won't be satisfied