Song/Quote of the day!

[mindflower]

Here in this world I’m awaked with mistakes
But it's love that keeps fueling me
Fueling me

Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes
Would you show them to me?
I know I’m not that perfect
But you stay awhile
Baby, then you will see

Miles away I can still feel you
Lay your head down on my embrace
My embrace
Far away

Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes
Would you show them to me?
I know I’m not that perfect
But you stay awhile
Baby, then you will see

Don’t give up, baby
I know that it's shaky
Just let love consume us
Consume us…

Here in this world I’m awaked with mistakes
But it's love that keeps fueling me
Fueling me to love you

Miles away I can still feel you
Lay your head down on my embrace
Be not afraid to love me

[Astrophile.]

Stop right now,
You'll only let me down

[hocus pocus]

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Astrophile.]

It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along...

[mindflower]

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

[Astrophile.]

Well, sometimes it's just easier to let yourself drown.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[hocus pocus]

How are you ever going to find your way out?

[Twinge]

Bring what's yours, I'll take what's mine
And meet you on the other side
We'll leave a sign so anyone can find us
A better place, a sweeter time
We won't need any wings to fly
A place beyond the sun

[hocus pocus]

Just once in my life
I think it'd be nice
(Just to lose control, just once)

[Kintsukuroi.]

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

[Storyteller.]

now aren't you a sad little soul?
wouldn't you love to be whole?
if you don't know who you are,
you're never gonna get that far.

[nothereanymore]

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface...
Consuming...
Confusing...

[LittleBitLost]

"Alcohol, oh alcohol, I love you in my brains.
Acohol, oh alcohol, I never want you again."

GBH - Alcohol

[Kintsukuroi.]

Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

[mindflower]

I've lost the plot again
Tell your friends to sharpen their teeth
There's a few quid to be made...
And my soul's a sorry state
So come on down, you're empty lovers.
Worms come out of the woodwork
And the snakes start to sing.

Do you feel the chill,
Clawing at the back of your neck?
I start to spill.
Did you really think that you could fix me?
They'll sell your bones for another roll.
Well sharpen your teeth.
Tell yourself that it's just business.
Worms come out of the woodwork.
Leeches crawl from out of the dirt
Rats come out of the holes they call home,
I fall apart.
And the snakes start to sing.

Don't say I'm better off dead,
'Cause heaven's full and hell won't have me.
Won't you make some room in your bed?
Oh, well you could lock me up in your heart,
And throw away the key.
Won't you take me out of my head?

I'm just a would've been, could've been,
Should've been, never was and never ever will be.
Well, sharpen your teeth.
Tell yourself that it's just business.
Would've been, could've been,
Should've been, never was, and never ever will be.
Worms come out of the woodwork,
And the snakes start to sing.

Worms come out of the woodwork.
Leeches crawl from out of the dirt
Rats come out of the holes they call home,
I fall apart.
And the snakes start to sing.

If you can't soar with the eagles,
Then don't fly with the flock.
Are you still getting high?
Did you catch your own reflection,
In the knife my mother held?
Or the hell in my father's eyes?

If you can't soar with the eagles,
Then don't fly with the flock.
Are you still getting by?
Was I your knight in shining armour?
Or the apple of your eye?
Or just a step, a fucking step to climb?

[Astrophile.]

It's not a walk in the park to love each other
but when our fingers interlock,
you can't deny, you can't deny; it's worth it <3

[Kintsukuroi.]

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights

[hocus pocus]

I've completely lost myself and I don't even mind
I can't say no to you

[Twinge]

In this happiness I'm so damn lonely.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy

[Kintsukuroi.]

You've got the strength within
And don't give up there's so much more to see
So many things beyond your wildest dreams
They'll make you stop you if you just believe

[hocus pocus]

I'm waking up,
I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age
I'm radioactive

[Storyteller.]

and i’ve been tearing at the seams
or at least that’s what it seems to feel like
you couldn’t stitch this if you tried

[luckiicloverxx]

Love Me Again by John Newman

[nothereanymore]

Let me go.

[Kintsukuroi.]

This hunger grows inside me like a tumor,
The dizziness just compliments
This failure of a girl.
I’m settled now,
This show of mine consumes me.

[hocus pocus]

And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life

[Eternal]

You feel it all around yourself
You know it's yours and no one else
You feel the thought of love again
It's all alright
In spite of all the things you did
We'll work it out

[Astrophile.]

I feel like I'm dead, but breathing
I know because my heart is beating

[friendlycat]

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland

[Kintsukuroi.]

You say you were wrong, to ever leave me alone
Now you're sorry, you're lonesome and scared
And you say you'd be happy, if you could just come back home
Well here's a quarter, call someone who cares

Call someone who'll listen and might give a damn
Maybe one of your sorted affairs
But don't you come 'round here handin' me none of your lines
Here's a quarter, call someone who cares

you're not coming back into my life,ever.

[hocus pocus]

Wake me from this dream!

[Twinge]

The Gift you give to me

No one knows

[Astrophile.]

Wearing shoes that don't quite fit
You lose yourself bit by bit
Completely alone now

[Azure.]

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Kintsukuroi.]

Triggering?







I don't remember when I got cold
It was when he would lay into me
Told that your worthless from five years old
Is it part of your destiny
He's standing next to me
I cannot breath
When will I have the guts to leave?
Runaway from all that is sacred
Escaping the shadow over me
Runaway, you'll never make it
It's all that a child believes

[Storyteller.]

well this side of mortality
is scaring me to death.

[hocus pocus]

I'm so hungry, how can I stay here?
Starving
For what I hold so dear

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?