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[Eternal]

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay

Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste

This truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces

And you
You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

Don't lie

You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone

You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

[hocus pocus]

Ohhh, dig my shallow grave,

It's not me you'll save.

[Laurasaurus]

My heart is still,
leaving its footsteps behind,
hoping you'll find me.

And I disappeared,
'cause I was afraid that the lights,
they would just blind me.

And I know I said let me alone,
But my heart left its footsteps,
Written in stone.

[Ral.]

I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?

[hocus pocus]

"Haunted" by Evanescence

Long lost words w h i s p e r slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you, I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me, watching me

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you... loving you
I won't let you pull me down

[hocus pocus]

Your heart pounding in my head.

[Storyteller.]

distance, mark of distance
your burden is your brilliance
there's a vessel, a hidden vessel in the stone

difference, not indifference
your passion marks you different
and you wrestle, and how you wrestle to come to know

the whispering light
the truth is awful quiet
like it's whispering at night
can tell you how to
break the fever
with light
the truth is awful quiet
like whispering in light
can tell you how to...

[Ral.]

Tonight, this fight,
Between my head and my heart,
It's getting heavy now.
So I'm just, just begging,
Just begging for a breakdown.
Sometime real soon,
Cause I don't know what else is there left to do?

[Storyteller.]

it's a goddamn joke how we can hurt even in the sun

[Ral.]

I sleep with my hands across my chest,
And I dream of you with someone else.

[Astrophile.]

Hear me out,
There's so much more to life than what you're feeling now
Someday you'll look back on all these days
And all this pain is gonna be invisible
Oh, invisible

So your confidence is quiet
To them quiet looks like weakness
But you don't have to fight it
'Cause you're strong enough to win without a war
Every heart has a rhythm
Let yours beat out so loudly
That everyone can hear it
Yeah, I promise you don't need to hide it anymore
Oh, and never be afraid of doing something different
Dare to be something more

[mindflower]

I'm Never Changing Who I Am

[hocus pocus]

I won't be held down by who I used to be

She means nothing to me

[hocus pocus]

Here you go again

Doubting yourself

For no good reason,

You're listening to someone else

[Storyteller.]

sun's come up
and there's no one else around
meet me in the shadows
won't you tell me what you found?
you've got everything to lose
yeah i'm waiting on you

[Ral.]

I will try, to fix you.

[hocus pocus]

Don't need your hand this time,

I'll save myself

[Laurasaurus]

I dance with myself,
I drunk myself down.

Found people to love,
Left people to drown.

I'm not scared to jump,
I'm not scared to fall.

If there was nowhere to land,
I wouldn't be scared at all.


Sometimes I wish for falling,
Wish for the release.

Wish for falling through the air,
To give me some relief.

Because falling's not the problem,
When I'm falling I'm at peace.

It's only when I hit the ground,
It causes all the grief.

[hocus pocus]

In my field of paper flowers,

And candy clouds of lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me

[Ral.]

How could I know,
That everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
And I know the spark inside your eyes,
was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

Now pleading this kills it, still bleeding.
My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing.

[hocus pocus]

You don't remember me.

But I, remember you.

I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.

But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do..

[Storyteller.]

i was there in the clouds when you came around
tell me why every high has a come down

[Laurasaurus]

Oh, you're in my veins,
And I cannot get you out.

Oh, you're all I taste,
At night inside of my mouth.

Oh, you run away,
'Cause I am not what you found.

[hocus pocus]

I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me

[Jovial.]

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
Can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you

[Eternal]

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Darling, I forgive you after all,
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

[Catharsis.]

Libraries gave us power
Then work came and made us free
What price now for a shallow piece of dignity

[Storyteller.]

wouldn't you rather be broken than boring too?

[Awakening]

I used to have a home

A place I started from
A place to call my own
Bright lights and late nights

The devil took me on a midnight ride
Left me out in the desert on my own
Now I feel alone

I need a hand
To help me find my way back home

I'm a drifter out on a dead end road
Trying to find my way back home

To get to you, oh to get to you

Lord I've been gone for far too long
Headed to places I don't belong
And I've got to get back home to you

[hocus pocus]

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Ral.]

Even when I'm feeling down every now and then I still crack a smile,
Light up you face all it takes is a smile to brighten your day,
And no matter how hard things get I'm gonna hold this smile for a while,
Yeah!It's been a while every man, every women, every child crack a smile.
And even if you got no job you know what?
Crack a smile on you're face,
And even if you new born just dropped and it's a shock,
Keep on smiling away,
And even if you've just lost your best friend,
Crack a smile in their name.
Nah, don't be afraid it's a shame,
People don't smile these days.

[hocus pocus]

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

[Ryanviola]

Rihanna's song Love the way you Lie!!

[Storyteller.]

say it once, tell me twice
are you certain i'm all right?

[hocus pocus]

Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

[Awakening]

Here I stand, all alone, tonight
And I wish I was strong enough to breathe
Without you in my life
And I wish I was anyone but me

So I'll start to pretend I'm okay
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
One thing is crystal clear
That I'm the one wishing I was someone else
Anyone but me tonight

[mindflower]

Some people watch, some people pray
But even lights can fade away
Some people hope, some people pay
But why we have to stay

Cause even here, we're scared to bruise
Or any misery you choose
You like to watch, we like to use
And we were born to lose

I choose defeat, I walk away
And leave this place for sane today
Some like to sleep, we like to play
Just look at all that pain

You want the heart and to be saved
But even good guys still get paid
So watch your back and keep the blade
I think it got you laid

So fake your death, oh it's your blame
And leave the lights on when you stay
Take off your clothes and dream and fade
Come on and feel that shame

I choose defeat, I walk away
And leave this place for sane today
We like to sleep, we like to play
Just look at all that pain

Just look at all that pain

Just look at all that pain
Just look at all that pain
Just give me all that pain
Just give me all that pain
Just give me all that pain

I choose defeat, I walk away
And leave this place for sane today
Some like to sleep, we like to play
Just look at all that pain

"Fake Your Death"- Final song of My Chemical Romance

[Awakening]

You can build a life and have it broken down,
You can choose a path and get turned around,
You can hate yourself and fall in love again,
As for me, I've lost friends, lost lovers,
But I've still got my soul.

On a journey through my head,
I stumble on a mess
Where bad things from my past are buried, not dead.

They haunt me like ghosts,
Begging me to let them go.
But they make me who I am,
And I wouldn't change anything.

[hocus pocus]

I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge

The nightmare I built my own world to escape

[mindflower]

I knew you before
Took a lifetime to forget
But as my eyes meet yours
I take all I can get
Lay light up the shadows of my heart
Return stolen works of art
Yeah, you can’t discern this moment, great

But I still remember you
In that big, old, white Suburban
And although you look right past me
With disregard
The first won't happen twice

But gazing still at the ground
More alone than I was then
I have searched your eyes
But they don’t comprehend
I crawl back into the shadows of my heart
And just sit there in the dark
Where you don’t require the love you’ll still take

And although I’ve since moved on
And I’ve been in love a few times
There’s still a piece of me
That holds on to you
‘Cause the first won’t happen twice
Won’t happen twice
It won’t happen twice

I remember you
In that big, old, white Suburban
And although you look right past me
With disregard
And although I’ve since moved on
And I’ve been in love a few times
There’s still a piece of me
That can’t let go of you
‘Cause the first won’t happen twice