Song/Quote of the day!

[mindflower]

I know, I've seen you when I wake up
A daydream recurring, that I cannot stop
You are heavy on the heart, and you're heavy on my mind
The silence between us leaves me walking blind
When you hold me still, my heart weights a ton
Trying not to get greedy, that's not easily done

You hold your life together
But you're up and over the line
In dark times and forever
I know that you'll be fine
Oh, wild one

You are always on my mind
And you're always in my head
You tell me stories that I can't forget
But then you walk away and leave before the dawn
Another year, without you, gone
Oh, wild one

They say, "Oh dear child, he's a wild one, he's okay"
They say, "It's all or nothing for him, he's gonna stray"
Are you wiser than the old man, are you drunker than she is?
Are you living it up, speak of the love you miss?
Are you holding on to fast thoughts, drowning out the past?
Will you turn around, come back at last?

You hold your life together,
But you're up and over the line
In dark times and forever
I know that you'll be fine
Oh, wild one

You are always on my mind
And you're always in my head
You tell me stories that I can't forget
But then you walk away, leave before the dawn
Another year, without you, gone
Oh, wild one

Halo, over you
Over my wild one
Forever
Halo, over you
Over my wild one
Forever and ever
You are always on my mind
And you're always in my head
You tell me stories that I can't forget
But then you walk away, leave before the dawn
Another year, without you, gone
Oh, my wild one
They say, "Oh dear child, he's a wild one, he's okay"
They say, "Oh dear child, he's a wild one, he's just gonna stray"

Halo, over you
You're on my mind forever

[blurryface]

brick by brick by brick
these walls begin to cave in.

[CrusadingAvenger]

"That's The Way It Is" By Celine Dion

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way, yeah

So don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

That's the way it is
That's the way it is, babe
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is.

[DanTheMan :P]

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I have sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness

[Coffee.]

You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
and you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy...

[Ral.]

I know that You can tell,
When I start to let my hope fade away.
I need to catch myself,
Open my ears to hear You calling my name.
Been fighting way too long,
But I hear Your voice,
You had me all along.

[hocus pocus]

It's so loud inside my head
With words I should've said
As I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I've never said

The l o n g e r I stand here
The louder the silence

[Konohana Sakuya]

Ristaccia - Epic of Zektbach

[~fallenangelsflyagain~]

Scars are souvenirs you'll never lose,
the past is never far,
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there,
Did you get to be a star?

[Konohana Sakuya]

Those days we spent casually are bidding farewell to us
As we lose those irreplaceable days
The rain hides the sun, stealing away its light
I am troubled as I lost what I believed in

I won’t forget those days that I spent with everyone precious to me,
Never more, will I be alone even in the darkness
I will find it, that precious thing that I lost
Never more, because I’m sure your voice will guide me

I don’t know when but I really have forgotten,
Those important words that I once believed in when I was young
In the world I can’t wake up from I searched for them,
I finally found them, they were deep in my heart all along

[hocus pocus]

Everyday is one
more
inch of a s l o w blade
Sinking in
Vision fading,
Suffocating
inside my own skin

[Storyteller.]

Ships are launching from my chest;
some have names but most do not.
If you find one, please let me know
what piece I've lost.

[Eternal]

Maybe you're right, maybe this is all that I can be
But what if it's you, and it wasn't me?
What do you want from me?

[savealife723]

It isn't me that brings the shine to your eyes.
It isn't me you want to kiss goodnight.
It isn't me that you want to lay beside.
It isn't me.

[hocus pocus]

I'm fighting a stranger in my eyes,
and I know that only one of us will survive.
If I can't save us, I have to save myself.
I can't stay here, in this place.
I'm slowly freaking out, I'm slowly freaking out.

[Konohana Sakuya]

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all.

[blurryface]

you have no idea how unproductive it is to
in and out of you as often as I do
and lately I've been feeling gray
but today I'm alright
no thanks to you

[Ambedo.]

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow to no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear
You were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought, we used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back
Can we get this back
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear
You were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought, we used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back
Can we get this back
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear
You were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought, we used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back
Can we get this back
To how it used to be

[better-than-ecstasy]

"Art teaches you the philosophy of life, and if you can't learn it from art, you can't learn it at all. It shows you that there is no perfection. There is light, and there is shadow. Everything is in half tint."-William Morris Hunt

[Storyteller.]

so we're calling out answers we don't know
calling on friends we thought we'd lost
we all have to see what we've become
waiting on chances so far gone
hoping our answers light the dark
praying someday soon we'll understand
as we search for the promised land

[Konohana Sakuya]

You shout it out,
But I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium
I am titanium

Stone-hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone-hard as bulletproof glass

You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium

[DedeTHESeed]

I have a mix of:

~ Numb by Linkin Park
~ A Place For My Head by Linkin Park
~ Adam's song by Blink 182
~ What I've done by Linkin Park
~ Stay Together For The Kids by Blink182

[hocus pocus]

Show me what I'm looking for.

[mindflower]

Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.

The ball drops and fireworks. Resolutions are made.
People scream and people kiss and is it possible to change?
Is it really truly possible to leave the past behind?

Welcome to Midnight.

Another year comes to a close. Another year begins.
With a moment in between.
Why the fuss?
Why the fame and fireworks?
Is it more than hype? More than something else to sell us?
Is there something to this holiday? Something true inside it?
Because isn't there something inside us that aches for change...
Dreams it to be possible...
To let go.
To hold on.
To leave it behind.
To start again.
To be new.
Is it possible?

If you're reading this, if there's air in your lungs, then you're alive today tonight right now.
And who can know how long we have here...
And is it a gift? Was it ever a gift? Did that ever feel true or could that one day feel true?
Are there things to fight to live for?
Moments and people... Weddings and children and all your different dreams...
Love...
Is your life more than just your own?
And are there broken things you were made to fight to fix?
Broken families, broken friends... Injustice.
Will you move for things that matter?

Wouldn't it be nice if change took just a moment?
Wouldn't it be nice if it were that easy?
Midnight and we're new. Midnight and the past erased. Midnight and we're free.

It seems to come slow. It seems to be a surgery.
Forgiveness. Healing. Sobriety. Letting go. Starting over.
It seems to happen slowly over time.
One day at a time, the choice made new each morning.
Will you fight?
Will you fight to be healthy?
Will you fight to be free?
Will you fight for your story?
Will you fight to get the help you need?

Change takes more than a moment, but maybe there's also something to this celebration of a moment, something to the way it speaks to us, something to the way we fear it, and dream it to be true. Maybe it's the most honest moment of the year.

It's possible to change.

Welcome to Midnight.

Here's to the possibilities.

-Jamie Tworkowski (founder of To Write Love On Her Arms)

[Jovial.]

I know you're hurting
Feels like you're learning
'Bout life the hard way
And it ain't working

Seems like forever
That you've been falling
It's time to move on
You're life is calling, yeah

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

Cause I know how hard it can get
But you gotta lift
You gotta lift

*stay strong*

[Catharsis.]

Here I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings

There you stood
Holding me
Waiting for me to notice you

But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

The warmth of your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are I love you
And I have to believe in you

[hocus pocus]

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
But I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

[Konohana Sakuya]

Just as a wake up, this morning I had one person on my mind.
Yes, it was you.
I had my hair cut, so you would notice me and ask me about my new style.
I wear my favourite pleated skirt and place hairclips so nicely when
I step outside to tell myself, “Today is the day you’ll see me in a new way.”

Melting, I'm melting when I think of you.
But it’s impossible for me to say that I love you.
And still I'm melting, I can’t look into your eyes.
I promise truly that deep down inside of me.
That you’re the one my heart is meant for.
Forever more.

The forecast was a lie and now I am standing all alone in this storming downpour.
I found my umbrella, but sighed quietly.
“Why both to stay dry out here any more?”
At least that was before, I heard your voice and turned to see
When you said, “Will you share it with me?”
I couldn't stop my smile from showing through.
As I fall even more in love with you.

Melting, oh I'm finding it hard to breathe.
I trembled when I felt your hand, oh my heart’s racing.
And now you’re here with me, with this umbrella in the rain.
I want to be the one that you will hold forever.
You’re so close beside me, don’t you know?

I pray to God, “Oh please, let this moment last for the two of us.”
Yet I feel so happy that I could cry.

La, la, la, la…
Melting, our time of parting has arrived.
So will we meet again or will we truly say goodbye?
Though I am melting, I know I can’t stay with you.
So I’ll keep praying you’ll never forget me.
Then maybe someday you’ll return to say that I love you.

[nothereanymore]

There's nothing left to say now
There's nothing left to say now
I'm giving up, giving up
Hey, hey
Giving up now
Giving up, giving up
Hey, hey
Giving up now

[hocus pocus]

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show.
I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control.

[Spellbound]

Tuxedo waiters, black tie
White table cloths and red wine
We've been planning this night,
Looking forward to it for some time
Now honey I know you love getting dressed up
And you know I love showing you off
But watching your baby blue eyes dancin' in the candle light glow
All I can think about is getting you home

Walking through the front door
Seeing that black dress hit the floor
Honey there's sure ain't nothing like you loving me all night long
And all I can think about is getting you home

I don't need you this menu, no I don't
I already know just what I want
Did I hear you right? Did you tell me
"Go pay the waiter and let's leave"
Now I can tell by that look in your eyes and your hand drawing hearts on mine
that our night out of the house ain't gonna last too long
when all you can think about is gettin' me home

[Laurasaurus]

Staring at the bottom of your glass,
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last,
But dreams come slow and they go so fast.

You see her when you close your eyes.
Maybe one day you'll understand why,
Everything you touch, surely dies.

Staring at the ceiling in the dark,
Same old empty feeling in your heart,
Because love comes slow and it goes so fast.

Well you see her when you fall asleep,
But never to touch and never to keep,
Because you loved her too much and you dive too deep.

[Storyteller.]

I’m not sure who could solve this problem
of a disappearing girl...

[mindflower]

People say that you can’t run away from your problems…well yeah they just weren’t running fast enough.

[Spellbound]

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be

[hocus pocus]

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Ral.]

Haven't posted here in a while, so here goes:

Well I've got a thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade it might be too sharp.
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard.
But I may snap when I move close,
But you won't see me fall apart,
Cause I've got an elastic heart.
I've got an elastic heart,
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart.

[mindflower]

I don't have to leave anymore
What I have is right here
Spend my nights and days before
Searching the world for what's right here

Underneath and unexplored
Islands and cities I have looked
Here I saw
Something I couldn't over look

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore

See what I've done
That bridge is on fire
Going back to where I've been
I'm froze by desire
No need to leave

Where would I be
IF this were to go under
It's a risk I'd take
I'm froze by desire
As if a choice I'd make

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore

So now I'll never explore

[hocus pocus]

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

[Laurasaurus]

They say we're crazy.

It's who we are.
Doesn't matter if we've gone too far.
Doesn't matter if it's all okay.
Doesn't matter if it's not our day.
Because it's who we are.