Song/Quote of the day!

[Ral.]

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase,

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have,
All of me.

[blurryface]

If you love me, let me go.
If you love me, let me go.
Cause these words are knives
and often leave scars
the fear of falling apart
and truth be told i. never. was. yours.

oh, the fear, the fear of falling a p a r t...

[Ral.]

I can't believe that so much time was spent on my own,
Just trying to figure it out all alone,
Don't show emotion, let this go.

I can pretend that everything is still okay,
Until you rightfully say what you said,
The night you left me here for dead.

[Konohana Sakuya]

"The heroine of this story is you."
-Black Swan BGA (DJ Max Technika 3)

[Ral.]

You can lie with me,
With your tiny feet,
When you're half asleep,
I'll leave you be.
Right in front of me,
For a couple weeks,
So I can keep you safe.

[blurryface]

now you say, "we're better off that way."
now I saw the moon divorce the sky...

is this what it's like?

[mindflower]

Don't Be Afraid, You're Already Dead

[Ral.]

They ask me am I okay,
They ask me if I'm happy,
Are they asking me that because of the shit that's been thrown at me.
Or am I just a little snappy,
And they genuinely care.
Doody, most of my life its just been me and you there,
and I continuosly stare at pictures of you,
I never gotta say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do.
Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me,
What the fuck good does that do me now.

[blurryface]

tell me that you need me cause i love you so much
tell me that you love me cause i need you so much
tell me that you need me cause i love you so much
say you'll never leave me cause i need you so much

don't go, i can't do this my own.
save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.
i can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
don't go.

[mindflower]

Gargoyles, standing at front of your gate,
Trying to tell me to wait,
But I cant wait to see you.
So I run like I'm mad,
To heaven's door.
I don't wanna be bad,
I wont cheat you no more.

Roses, Bel Air, take me there,
I've been waiting to meet you.
Palm trees in the light,
I can see, late at night.
Darling I'm waiting to greet you.
Come to me baby.

Spotlight, bad baby, you've got a flare
For the violent-est kind of love anywhere out there.
Mon Amour, sweet child of mine, you're divine.
Didn't anyone ever tell you it's okay to shine?

Roses, Bel Air, take me there,
I've been waiting to meet you,
Palm trees in the light,
I can see, late at night.
Darling I'm waiting to greet you,
Come to me baby.

Don't be afraid of me,
Don't be ashamed.
Walk in the way of my soft resurrection.
I know the roses, I've counted so,
I know your name.
Lead me to war with your brilliant direction.

Roses, Bel Air, take me there,
I've been waiting to meet you.
Palm trees in the light,
I can see, late at night.
Darling I'm waiting to greet you,
Come to me baby.

Roses, Bel Air, take me there,
I've been waiting to meet you.
Grenadine, sunshine,
Can it fade inside of mine?
Darling I'm waiting to greet you,
Come to me baby.

[Storyteller.]

can i clear my conscience
if i'm different from the rest?

[Ral.]

I can't seem to fight these feelings.
I'm caught in the middle of this,
and my wounds are not healing.
I'm stuck in between my parents,
I wish I had someone to talk to,
someone I could confide in.

[mindflower]

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right?
If I took my life tonight,
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
and I'm contemplating suicide

I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way

[craz33me]

Give me love- Ed Sheran

[Ral.]

It's in our nature to kill ourselves.
It's in our nature to kill each other.
It's in our nature to kill, kill, kill.

[better-than-ecstasy]

"Savin' Me" Nickelback
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you

Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you

These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And all I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'

And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

[Ral.]

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor,
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is gonna get it,
Here's the setting,
Fashion magazines line the walls now,
The walls line the bullet holes.

[mindflower]

Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt

Fear the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
We're dead,
We know just who we are

We are the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
We're dead,
We know just who we are

Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt

We are the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
We're dead,
We know just who we are

Some children died the other day
We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith
You should have seen the ratings that day

[Coffee.]

I just can't keep hanging on
to you and me.

[The Only Exception]

"Amsterdam"

I'm sorry, mother... I'm sorry, I let you down
Well, these days I'm fine - No these days I tend to lie
I'll take the West train, just by the side of Amsterdam
Just by my left brain, just by the side of the Tin man

I'm sorry, brother... I'm sorry, I let cha down
Well, these days you're fine - No these days you tend to lie
You'll take the West train, just by the side of Amsterdam
Just by your left brain, just by the side of the Tin man

Your time will come if you wait for it, if you wait for it
It's hard, believe me... I've tried
But I keep coming up short

I'm sorry, lover... You're sorry; I bring you down
Well, these days I try and these days I tend to lie
Kinda thought I was a mystery and then I thought I wasn't meant to be
You said yourself fantastically, "Congratulations you were all alone"

Your time will come if you wait for it, if you wait for it
It's hard, believe me... I've tried
Your time will come if you wait for it, if you wait for it
It's hard, believe me... I've tried

But the rain won't fall for the both of us
The sun won't shine on the both of us
Believe me when I say, that I wouldn't have it any other way

Your time will come if you wait for it, if you wait for it
It's hard, believe me... I've tried
But I won't wait much longer 'cause these walls they're crashing down
And I won't wait much longer 'cause these walls they're crashing down
And I keep coming up short

This song speaks volumes to me, and I don't even know why. I just love it.

[Storyteller.]

I'm not above apologies,
but I don't ask permission;
got a lot of imperfections
but I don't count my ambition in 'em.

[hocus pocus]

"Human" by Christina Perri

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
'Till I've had enough

Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

[Ral.]

We wait for it, to find you, to find you.
But the truth is far behind you now.
Time to say it out loud:

What are you so scared of?
Judgements not unfair.
It's what we've learned to see.

What are you afraid of?
This is not unheard of.
Nothing's how it wasn't always meant to be, always meant to be.

[DanTheMan :P]

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. - Marilyn Monroe

I love her because she was always portrayed as the dumb blonde, probably the origin of the stereotype. But she was extremely intelligent, her iq being reportedly around that of Einstein's. Society lost a great person when she comitted suicide.

[Ral.]

Hung in your room, swaying, hoping only that you'll see.
All by myself, I'm alone in such poor company.
The deeper I think, the deeper I seem to sink, I can't stop the insects that are feeding,
pull the needles from beneath my skin. I broke myself, shattered, tied a bow around every piece.
You'll love the eyes. Have they always shown so vacantly? The more I show the less you'll want to know.
I can't stop the insects that are feeding, pull the needles from beneath my skin.
Now I'm on display. I am becoming. Hurt myself today. It's all for you.
Do you like what I'm becoming? Cut myself today. It's all for you.
I part the night, flashing, approaching as I watch you flee.
Pushed through your panes. Seems I've landed quite uncomfortably.
But as I pass through souls of broken glass I can't stop the insects that are feeding.
Pull the needles from beneath my skin.

[Eternal]

I am afraid of myself and the darkness that's rising inside of my heart
So I hope I can trust you
Because I know I can't trust myself
Open my eyes remove anything in the way
Please be all I need
Be everything

[Ral.]

Yeah, it's been a ride,
I guess I had to, go to that place, to get to this one,
Now some of you, might still be in that place,
If you're trying to get out, just follow me,
I'll get you there.

[mindflower]

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'll be the one, if you want me to.
Anywhere, I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I am feeling so small.
It was over my head
I know nothing at all.
And I will stumble and fall.
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
Anywhere, I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I will swallow my pride.
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
And anywhere, I would have followed you.
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.
Say something...

[i_like_black]

I REACH TO THE SKY
AND CALL OUT YOUR NAME
AND IF I COULD TRADE
I WOULD

It's not fair that you're going to die.

[Ral.]

Now I can live with all my demons, we all get along,
And they whisper in my ear “we’re safe, there’s always something wrong”,
And if it looks like Armageddon’s coming down today,
I’ll kick back a bottle of that poison, it’s made for you and me,
Come on, let’s go.

[Konohana Sakuya]

I'm so happy, that I've found you.

[Storyteller.]

You
don't
understand.

[Coffee.]

Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
to feel a little love.

[hocus pocus]

"Haunted" by Kelly Clarkson

Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise

Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Where are you?
Where are you?

You were smiling

[Kindred]

"The person you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger"

This line kills me and I have no idea why at all, plus I really love the song so I can't stop listening to it xD

[Eternal]

The room keeps spinning faster, I'm drifting off to sleep.
Hope it's seen beyond these walls, you're suffocating me.
Why can't you see what three little words have done to me?
I never knew I was alone, you turned your back, you broke this home.
Took me so long to find the answers, and your reasons why.
I just wanted things to be alright, or at least for just tonight.

[mindflower]

Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.
From the perfect start to the finish line.

And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong.

We are the reckless,
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.

And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone.
We're setting fire to our insides for fun.
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home,
It was a flood that wrecked this home.
And you caused it

Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette,
A lifeless face that you'll soon forget,
My eyes are damp from the words you left,
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.

And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one,
'Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun,
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
But I'm forever missing him.
And you caused it

[Ambedo.]

You always wanted the best around
So you messed around
On the blessed ground
We stood on

Well it's now or never

I don't wanna hurt forever
I don't wanna keep on feeling
I just wanna say what we both know
I don't wanna hurt forever
I don't wanna keep on feeling
I just wanna say what we both know
I'm letting you let go

[Ambedo.]

Yes, there are two today

I waited for you
I'm a photograph on your floor
That you found in your bedroom
Now you wish you could ignore

All my desperate words fall
I'm the sound of a dead language, I know
I waited for you
I'm everything you were before

I'm shooting arrows and I wear your pin
But there's nothing left here to believe in

So run for your life now
Maybe you won't, you wanna stay here
Live underground, we need to get out
The going is good
We gotta turn off the lights
We gotta run for the woods now

You and I, we lie awake at night
You, you and I, we lie awake at night

I've waited for this
I'm the letter that you never sent
I'm just a shot at forgiveness
All the words now taken back

In every way I need you
Pull me through every memory you thread
I waited for this
It's every wound I won't forget

You made your move
Now it's mine again
Can I give you something to believe in


So run for your life now
Maybe you won't, you wanna stay here
Live underground, we need to get out
The going is good
We gotta turn off the lights
We gotta run for the woods now

You and I, we lie awake at night
You, you and I, we lie awake at night

Run away, run away
But don't go till you've heard every word I've said
Run away, run away
But just know I will be two steps ahead

You, you and I


So run for your life now
Maybe you won't, you wanna stay here
Live underground, we need to get out
The going is good
We gotta turn off the lights
We gotta run for the woods now

You and I
You, you and I
Run for your life now
You and I, we lie awake at night

[Storyteller.]

What kind of world makes us believe
that every princess will be loved?
And what if it's not true?