Song/Quote of the day!

[Ral.]

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

[blurryface]

All of their bodies around me, I hear their voices inside
The battle's over; this war has been won
Visions haunt me in my dreams, visions of what I've done
So much bloodshed, now am I worthy to come home?

I've been knee-deep in water, it's time to be set free
So devastated, the damage has been done
So violated, like I've been raped and left for dead
I'm lyin' naked, I'm lyin' naked on the floor

this is the last time I... raise a fist to fight.
Reach out your hands to me and let's just disappear.

My God, forgive me for all of the bodies I've taken in battle
Oh, God, don't forsake me (all's fair in love and war)

I will stand right by your side.
I have made it through the fight.
Now I'm coming home...
Now I'm coming home...

[Ral.]

Another day alone,
Another night,
Another knife,
I guess I'm on my own,
The lights are on,
My eyes are closed,
And no one understands,
The dark I'm dealing with,
And all the people in my life,
Are way too blind to see the vice.

All these scars,
All these scars,
From the war against ourselves,
The war against ourselves,
All these scars,
All these scars,
From the war against ourselves,
I'm livin in a hell,
It's what is real.

[craz33me]

When you say you love me, know I love you more.
When you say you need me, know I need you more.
Boy I adore you. Boy I adore you. <3

[Ral.]

Well, I know the feeling,
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge.
And there ain't no healing,
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge.
I'm telling you that, it's never that bad,
Take it from someone who's been where you're at.
Laid out on the floor,
And you're not sure you can take this anymore.

So just give it one more try to a lullaby,
And turn this up on the radio.
If you can hear me now,
I'm reaching out,
To let you know that you're not alone.
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell,
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone.
So just close your eyes,
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby,
Your very own lullaby.

[blurryface]

were you honest when you said, "I could never leave your bed"?
Wake me up and let me know you're alive.
And will you fall in love again? Is the scent slowly spreadin'?
I've been answering machines all night.

She could make hell feel
just
like
home

[craz33me]

We're meant to be in Holy matrimony. God knew exactly what he was doing when he led me to you. <3

[Coffee.]

If I'm really a winner,
where do these demons come from?

[Ral.]

Again, feel like shit, so sorry but:

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know.
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

[blurryface]

i think i saw you in my sleep, darling
i think i saw you in my dreams
you were stitching up the seams on
every broken promise that your body couldn't keep
i think i saw you in my sleep

i think i saw you in my sleep, darling
i think i saw you in my dreams
you were stitching up the seams on
every broken promise that your body couldn't keep
i think i saw you in my sleep

i thought i heard the door open
i thought i heard the door open but i only heard it close
i thought i heard a plane crashing
but now i think it was your passion snapping

i think you saw me confronting my fear
it went up with the bottle and went down with the beer and
i think you ought to stay away from here
there are ghosts in the walls and they climb in your head through your ear

i think i saw you in my sleep, lover
i think i saw you in my dreams
you were stitching up the seams on
every mangled promise that your body couldn't keep
i think i saw you in my sleep

[mindflower]

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best </3

[Ral.]

Hey,
The walls keep coming down but I’ll stand brave,
Love is just an empty word you say,
I found loyalty and it was pain.

And you hate,
God keeps coming down cause you’re afraid,
Lucifer just might be your middle name,
You’re the only angel that got away.

And we’re all alone now,
With nothing to stand in our way,
Don’t swear that it’s over if love is our secret,
I know you won’t keep it.

We’re taking this easy,
Cause darling, that’s what dreams are made of,
This story is probably made up,
So why don’t you go back to sleep?

[mindflower]

You don’t want me, no
You don’t need me
Like I want you, oh
Like I need you

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

You can’t see me, no
Like I see you
I can’t have you, no
Like you have me

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

Love
Love
Love

You can’t feel me, no
Like I feel you
I can’t steal you, no
Like you stole me

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

La la la la
La la la la

[blurryface]

I finally found her but I haven't got a piece of her yet
And I wanna tell you, by the way, I think I ruined your body...
She said, "I love you but you're difficult"
Words I've heard so many times before but those words don't mean a...
Never meant a thing before you

I think I found her but I haven't found my way to her yet
And I wanna tell you, by the way, I think I ruined your body
And I wanna tell her that I love her but
I just don't know, I just don't know, oh this is terrible

You sounded sober when you told me to come over
I can tell it in the sound of your voice
I know I better be careful.
She said, "I never wanna let you go"
She told me to

Now let me tell you how these steps go:
step one: tell me what have I done
step two: you know you better be real
step three: never be like me

[Eternal]

I know I’ve only ever tried a handful of times
to sever this thing torturing me.
It never got me anywhere, with anyone.
No friendship or hobby, no lover’s bed worked.
But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough,
and it is my fault.

[Ral.]

every time I see your face, I wake.
And it brings me to tears.
We hadn't spoken in years.

We were close when we were young and naive.
We grew up and we learned other things.
You'll always be sweet 16.

And you will always be perfect,
you'll always be beautiful.
Our hearts, will never forget you.
You didn't belong here,
and it's become so clear why heaven called your name.

I miss you, and it still feels like I know you.
I've got pictures of us side by side to show you.
But it feels like I owe you so much more.

And you will always be perfect,
you'll always be beautiful.
Our hearts, will never forget you.
You didn't belong here,
and it's become so clear why heaven called you name.

And it just doesn't seem right, was it really your time?
Are we dreaming?
We'll never let go of you.
Wish you were here, but it's becoming clear,
that Earth's just not the place for an angel like you.

For an angel like you.

You meant so much to so many.
I'm not quite sure how to do justice to you
if they're ready to say goodbye.
I know I'm not.

You made the news and the paper for days and days,
but it hardly seems fair.
The whole world should know your name.
I want them to know your name.

And you will always be perfect,
you'll always be beautiful.
Our hearts, will never forget you.
You didn't belong here,
and it's become so clear why heaven called your name.

And it just doesn't seem right, was it really your time?
Are we dreaming?
We'll never let go of you.
Wish you were here, but it's becoming clear,
that Earth's just not the place for an angel like you.

And now we, must let you move forward.
Our love lies with you.
Our souls fly with you, Amelia.

[nothereanymore]

This heart, it beats, beats for only you.
My heart is yours.

[Ral.]

This is gospel for the fallen ones,
locked away in permanent slumber,
Assembling their philosophy,
from pieces of broken memories.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
This is the beat of my heart.

Gnashing teeth and criminal tongues,
conspire against the odds,
but they haven't seen the best of us yet.

If you love me, let me go,
If you love me, let me go,

Cause these words are nice enough to leave scars,
for fear of falling apart,
And truth be told I never was yours,
for fear for fear of falling apart.

[Storyteller.]

Living on the small chance
luck would save the last dance
for an underrated writer, overrated rapper,
undecided major on an unrelated matter
one day I'd like to say what all the tug-o'-war was for...

[Ral.]

Your days, you say they're way too long,
And your nights, you can't sleep at all.
Hold on.
And you're not sure what you're waiting for,
But you don't want to no more.
You're not sure what you're looking for,
But you don't want to no more.

But we all bleed the same way as you do,
And we all have the same things to go through.

Hold on, if you feel like letting go,
Hold on, it gets better than you know.
Don't stop looking you're one step closer,
Don't stop searching it's not over.
Hold on.

[Coffee.]

Do you spend your days counting the hours you're awake?
and when night covers the sky you find yourself doing the same?
There's a burden you've been bearing in spite of all your prayers.

[Jovial.]

In the space between the words
In the silence of your eyes
In the hands that know the touch
It's the way I feel inside
Here we are
Dancing cross this floor together
With ever step I take I seem to want you
More then ever

[Ral.]

Little lady, your mind you've made up,
Your injuries you can't hide with make-up,
You need some medical advice, you make up,
A little lie to say just,
In case the doc opens his eyes and don't decide to play dumb,
With any luck you'll see the same dude who stitched your top lip,
Last year when your pimp just lost it,
He wouldn't recognise you if you stared him in the face anyway,
'Cause all the heroin is making you age,
But your a heroine for taking the strain of being a prostitute and punching bag,
The funds you have left go where your from using Moneygram,
Mother had to get you out the motherland to study,
That was all she struggled to have a single daughter with the upper hand,
Little does she know your never coming back,
She put you in her brother's hand only for him to formulate another plan,
He's the fucking cause of your appalling state this summer,
Fancy that, you came to London to get pimped by your Uncle, damn.

She's just under the upper hand,
Goes mad for a couple grams,
And she don't wanna go outside, tonight.
'Cause in the pipe she'll fly to the motherland and,
Sell love to another man,
It's too cold outside, for angels to fly,
Now an angel will die, covered in white,
With closed eyes and hoping for a better life,
This time, we'll fade out tonight,
Straight down the line.

[Finbar McBride]

At times I’ve shouted out unprovoked, at the world and you,
Just to see if the people around me react.
Sometimes I think they’re all acting,
At times I’m scared that I’m acting too. Like,
My movements or stage directions?
Was that a change in topic or a beat in a scene?
Have I been taking my emotional cues from a script I wrote at sixteen?

Maybe I just think about it all so much
That the fear stays close to all the ghosts I’ve touched.
Makes me question
Was it love or just lust?
Caked in blood or old rust?
I don’t know.

[Eternal]

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment
For the rest of our lives

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have

[mindflower]

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words, so sing along for me, baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us - not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words, so sing along for me, baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now, remember you now

How does he feel, how does he kiss?
How does he taste while he's on your lips?
With no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss?
Sleep alone tonight

I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you
Let's sleep alone tonight
I know you want me to want you, I want to
With no one here just by your side
But I can't forget you
Sleep alone tonight
So when this is over don't blow your composure

I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to

[blurryface]

If it's the end of the world, you and me should spend the rest of it in love.

[Storyteller.]

a dark world aches for a splash of the sun.

[Ral.]

All the pain I thought I knew,
All the thoughts lead back to you,
Back to what was never said,
Back and forth inside my head,
I can't handle this confusion,
I'm unable; come and take me away.

I feel like I am all alone,
All by myself I need to get around this,
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you,
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand,
Cause no one understands.

[Finbar McBride]

'Cause there ain't nothing like your smile,
Your legs and those eyes.
I will beg and steal and borrow
To keep you safe your whole life.

And I don't mind,
If we take our time,
'Cause I'm all yours
If you're all mine.

[Storyteller.]

I've got this music in my head,
I've got this hole in my chest,
I've got this bird in my hands
that looks like it's been crushed to death.

[Eternal]

You hid your skeletons when I had shown you mine
You woke the devil that I thought you'd left behind
I saw the evidence, the crimson soaking through
Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose

And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall
You held it all and I was by your side, powerless

I watched you fall apart and chased you to the end.
I'm left with emptiness that words cannot defend
You'll never know what I became because of you
Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose

[Ral.]

You are too beautiful,
Your heart wants something more,
Those shades of blue on that face of yours,
Hides that smile that beats in your chest.

[Jack Lowden]

What can you do with a girl like that?
Taking everything giving nothing back
Stuck between her legs when she sets her trap
What can you do with a girl like that?

It's like a curse that's she's put on me
Sweaty hands, shaking knees
Tell her that I want her to move too fast
That's what you do with a girl like that

[blurryface]

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
through the keyholes I watch you
dress
kiss
and tell

l o o s e
l i p s
s i n k
s h i p s

[Ral.]

Like soldiers,
March on,
If we can make it through the night we'll see the sun,
March on, march on.

[mindflower]

Well she lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles are all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Ba da ba ba da ba ba da

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your heart brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
We'll bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

[Ral.]

I may seem crazy,
Or painfully shy,
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden,
If you would just look me in the eye.
I feel alone here and cold here,
Though I don't want to die.
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside.

[blurryface]

now we're doomed to organizing walk-in closets like tombs.

[Storyteller.]

Take away this apathy
and bury it before it buries me.