Song/Quote of the day!

[Jack Lowden]

Oh well
Apparently nothing
You don't see me
You don't see me at all

[oldaccount]

How long until it starts to do me in?

[Jack Lowden]

I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life

[Wildflower ♥]

Where did I go just oh so wrong?

[oldaccount]

She's pulling her weapon to her side, loading it full of her goodbyes, holding an enemy across the line.

[Eternal]

I wasn't happy.
I wasn't happy where I was.

What is life without a purpose?
What is purpose without love?
I pray my children will forgive me, though I bade the river flood.
I have washed my hands a thousand times but still can see the blood.

I am here to beg forgiveness for this mess.
I know I tore two worlds apart but I can't change the way I felt.
Love swept in like a storm and ripped the hinges from the doors.
Love poured in like a flood,
I couldn't stop it anymore.
I will not be drowned.

Lover, come and hold me, I am terribly afraid.
While you're shouting at the stars,
My scars are not fading away.

Darling, I was begging heaven
make them disappear
But I didn't get an answer or at least one I could hear.
Now, I am thinking of the past and how we both said vows and lied
and I am wondering how we trust ourselves to say a second time.

[Jack Lowden]

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay, destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr. Brightside

[oldaccount]

Here I go... Scream my lungs out!

[Tegan]

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

[Eternal]

I'm not the one that you want,
I'll only let you down.
And I'm pretty sure that you've caught on.

I think it's every time I walk into a room
A silence so sudden that I seem to hear it
Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade.
And how long could you hang on to a word?

Or maybe it's all eyes on him
in love with ego and intention
the eyes that are just begging me for more.
This is gone and I can see it
Your head is full of words that don't mean anything.

I'll keep this feeling in my heart
But when you look in my eyes, you will know the truth.
If that's how you feel, then what's there to do?

[mindflower]

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I’ve opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

[better-than-ecstasy]

Sara Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn’t been well, since the day that she fell
And the bruise just won’t go away
So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
And flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door
And says will you please come with me
Sara Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white, something’s not right
But we’re gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten, it won’t come back again
With the therapy we’re gonna try
It’s just been approved, it’s the strongest there is
And I think that we caught it in time
And Sara Beth closes her eyes.
Chorus:
And she dreams she’s dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair
Sara Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take
A bald headed girl to the prom
For just this morning, right here on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn’t deny
And Sara Beth closes her eyes
Chorus:
And she dreams she’s dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair
Bridge
It’s quarter to seven, that boy’s at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this morning where his hair had all been
Softly she touches just skin
And they go dancing, around and around
Without any cares
And her very first true love is holding her close
And for a moment she isn’t scared

[oldaccount]

I know my place. You don't know me.

[Wildflower ♥]

Now "Only The Good Die Young" stops me in my tracks
And everytime I hear that song
I go back, I go back

[Storyteller.]

Every single night,
the same arrangement:
I go out and fight the fight.
Still I always feel this
strange estrangement.
Nothing here is real,
nothing here is right.
I've been making shows
of trading blows,
just hoping no one knows
that I've been going
through the motions,
walking through the part.
Nothing seems to
penetrate my heart.
I was always brave
and kind of righteous;
now I find I'm wavering.
Crawl out of your grave;
you find this fight just
doesn't mean a thing.
She ain't got that swing.
Thanks for noticing.
She does pretty well
with fiends from hell
but lately, we can tell
that she's just going
through the motions
(going through the motions),
faking it somehow.
She's not even half the girl she - ow.
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my
life's endeavour?
How can I repay -
- Whatever.
I don't want to be
going through the motions,
losing all my drive.
I can't even see
if this is really me
and I just want to be alive.

[Moxie.]

This is wrong
I should be gone
Yet here we lay
'Cause I can't stay away

Roses bloom
In your dirty room
I come to play
'Cause I can't stay away
No I can't stay away-ay

I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
No I can't stay a- I can't stay away

I was numb
For you I come
Night and day
And I can't stay away
No I can't stay away

I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
No I can't stay a- I can't stay away

I wish I could
Leave and never return
Baby, I know I should
But for you I'd burn

Stay away
'Cause I can't stay away-ay

I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
No I can't stay a- I can't stay away

I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away

[Magical Forest.]

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside,you're in ruins

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins

Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died,you're in ruins

[Obliviate]

Shake it out - Florence and the Machine

It's always darkest before the dawn

[Bibliophile]

Tonight you're letting go, under the burning glow
We're too young to hold this all on our own
All that came and went riding them by the winds
Blowing through the trees, she could feel it on her skin
Walking the lost streets, no one ever shares
Cry yourself to sleep, waiting on a little prayer
Bags are by the door, hearts are on the floor
There's a bottle of tears on the dresser drawer

Nobody knows the trouble we've seen
Nobody knows the price of this dream
And nobody knows what it took to believe
Nobody

She wants to be free

[oldaccount]

Depressions like a big fur coat. Its made of dead things but it keeps me warm...

[WashoutThePain]

Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck
Some nights, I call it a draw
Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle
Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh
What do I stand for? What do I stand for?
Most nights, I don't know anymore...
oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh
oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh

This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for?
Why don't we break the rules already?
I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white
I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style

And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight
She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am
Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I? mmm... mmm...

Well, Some nights, I wish that this all would end
Cause I could use some friends for a change
And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again
Some nights, I always win, I always win...

[Jack Lowden]

So take me & let me in
Don't break me & shut me out

[Wildflower ♥]

But at the ECC they taught me right,
so I'll be rockin' on to Kindergarden now

[oldaccount]

Had enough its time for something real; don't respect the words you're speaking... gone too far... a clone...

[Jack Lowden]

"Memory" by Sugarcult
This may never start
We could fall apart
& I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
Tearing out my heart
I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappeared
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
We could fall apart
& I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?

Can I be your memory?

[Eternal]

She said I'm out of place and asked me what I'm doing here
From the look in her eyes I knew it was clear,
That I was gonna be in for the ride of my life
I'd better hold on if I want to survive because,
This could take the best of me

So listen up, listen up, so we both know
The seconds pass, while you're gone time moves so slow
I didn't want it to end up like this
But I don't wait, I always just let it go

I swore I'd never come back to this place now
Unless you're ready for me to leave again
I swore I'd never step foot inside this house
Unless you're ready for me to stay around

[Wildflower ♥]

Everyday, you save my life

[oldaccount]

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fellapart. What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time...

[Storyteller.]

So is it true?
Are they better than you?
Are you playing it cool?
Lips sealed, holding back the truth.

So hard to make it through
that past always catches up with you.
So afraid of what you'll do
when no one's there to help you choose.

And if you ever decide to speak the truth now
when they cast the first stone
they will cast them at you,
they will cast them at you.

Alone in a crowded room,
forever beaming out at you,
laid down so they can dance all over you.
You only have everything to lose.

At home, it all casts you,
and that mask you wear is wearing you.
You've found a new romance.
You only have everything to lose.

A certain charm
you do not possess.
I know you can't confess
who feels sick of your distress.

Some things will never change.
Deep under the ground, you'll make your way.
The choice has just been made.
Sit back and ****ing pray.

...

[Wildflower ♥]

We all bleed red, all taste rain, all fall down, lose our way,
We all say words we regret, we all cry tears we all bleed red,
Sometimes we’re strong, sometimes we’re weak; sometimes we’re hurt
It cuts deep; we live this life breath to breath; we’re all the same
We all bleed red

[oldaccount]

No, no more sorrow... I've paid for your mistakes.

[Eternal]

Three sleepless nights
This isn't how its supposed to be.
But you're so good at taking your time to get back to me.
I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.

It scares me to think,
that you could find takers other than me
and better than me.

But your head is elsewhere,
and I’m talking enough for both of us.
When will you see it's not so easy for me?

You’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
And I thought that you said things were improving.

I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?

How can you take all these days
and throw them away
as I sit here waiting for you?

[mindflower]

Let the rain wash away,
all the pain of yesterday

[mindflower]

And right now
I have you, for a moment I can tell I've got you
Cuz your lips don't move
Something is happening
Cuz your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you

[S.T.A.L.K.E.R. Kent]

"I get so sick that I can hardly speak, but with my head full of pills I try to go back to sleep. When you're sad but you force up a grin anyway it's hard not to feel fake, but I struggle so hard for each breath that I take."
from Penning the Penultimate by The Velvet Teen

[Storyteller.]

There are a few new leaves on my backyard tree,
and I never want to trip you up with honesty
but I guess the burden of the truth was greater than me.

[Agony]

Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.

Grieving for you,
I'm not grieving for you.
Nothing real love can't undo,
And though I may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.

Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
The humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see us through in death.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.

I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you.

And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

Like you by Evanescence

[Jack Lowden]

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

[Kindred]

Please let me take you from out of the darkness and into the light,
Because I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out[
Because you're not done; you're far too young
And the best is yet to come.

[oldaccount]

Rebirthing now, I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me, for the first time now I came alive somehow.