Song/Quote of the day!

[abandonedships]

Here in this world I'm awaked with mistakes but it's love that keeps fueling me, fueling me.

Pretty little lady with your swollen eyes would you show them to me?
I know I'm not that perfect, but just stay a while, baby then you will see.

Miles away I can still feel you lay your head down on my embrace, my embrace. Far away.

Pretty little lady with your swollen eyes would you show them to me?
I know I'm not that perfect, but just stay a while, baby then you will see.

Don't give up baby, I know that it's shaky, just let love consume us, 'sume us.

Here in this world I'm awaked with mistakes but it's love that keeps fueling me, fueling me to love you.

Miles away I can still feel you lay your head down on my embrace. Be not afraid to love me.

Pretty little lady with your swollen eyes would you show them to me?
I know I'm not that perfect, but just stay a while, baby then you will see.

[blurryface]

"That's what everyone says, but... with all due respect, miss... I'm not the one hanging off the back of a ship here..." -Jack Dawson to Rose DeWitt Bukater, Titanic

[Eternal]

You know that hope you're holding to?
It looks an awful lot like fear.
Now you're so quick to fall on failure
And so quick to raise your voice
Like, if I can't find a mistake to blame
We didn't have a choice
Oh, but you had an option
I was your chance to feel complete
But when I leaned in close to you
You kissed your fear instead of me

You had my heart on your sleeve
You had a chance to breathe
But boy, you wouldn't let your fear recede
So I moved on.
Oh, and it's too late to change your mind
Now you got scared, boy, and I got gone.
Now you failed and there's no way to turn back time
You had your chance boy,
I tried.

My girl, you must understand that fear is not some product that I made
It crept unwelcome in my head unwelcomed
The day they had her torn away
It changed me.

Now at the end of every day I lie awake at night and wait to feel
The wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged
And hear my beaten heart exclaim
Still I refuse to let her go.
So we escape to our mistakes
For they wait patiently for us.
Oh, how they always wait for me
If my fear has kept me here
Only my fear can set me free
And I'm sorry dear
But don't you dare speak another word
How could I risk holding your heart in me
While still in love with her?
You were wrong.

[Jovial.]

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m
alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

[ForgetMeNot9]

I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees.

[Jovial.]

Sucess within the mirror
makes the the body paralytic
Let me guess you feel
you've lost your sense of hope
and you feel that no one's present
when your struggling to cope.

[Storyteller.]

If I had a dollar bill for every time I’ve been wrong,
I’d be a self-made millionaire and you’d still be gone.
So hand me down my best dress shoes and my best dress shirt,
'cause I’m going out in style to cover the hurt.
And all I wanna do all day is spend it in bed,
but that’s bad for the body and even worse for my head.
So I’ll try and find a place where no one will ask me a thing;
it’ll help to forget and help me to sing...

[Jovial.]

Sometimes life brings more pain than we can bare alone
When hope is gone and I have no strength to Stand on my own
Nothing helps theres nothin that I can do
You surround me and show me I belong to You

[theinfatuatedpanda]

I'm on the right track baby, I was born this way!

[craz33me]

West, on a plane bound west
I see her stretching out below
Land, blessed mother land
The place where I was born

Scars, yeah she’s got her scars
Sometimes it starts to worry me
Cause lose, I don’t wanna lose
Sight of who we are

From the mountains high
To the wave crashed coast
There’s a way to find
Better days I know

It’s been a long hard ride
Got a ways to go
But this is still the place
That we all call home

Free, nothing feels like free
Though it sometimes means we don’t get along
Cause same, no we're not the same
But that’s what makes us strong

From the mountains high
To the wave crashed coast
There’s a way to find
Better days I know

It’s been a long hard ride
Got a ways to go
But this is still the place
That we all call home

Brave, gotta call it brave
To chase that dream across the sea
Names, and they signed their names
For something they believed

Red, how the blood ran red
And we laid our dead in sacred ground
Just think, wonder what they think
If they could see us now

It’s been a long hard ride
Got a ways to go
But this is still the place
That we all call home

It’s been a long hard ride
And I won’t lose hope
This is still the place
That we all call home

[Stargazed.]

I'm a lightweight
Better be careful what you say
With every word I'm blown away
You're in control of my heart

I'm a lightweight
Easy to fall, easy to break
With every move my whole world shakes
Keep me from falling apart

[Eternal]

I plead to change my life,
just before I dream,
and wake to realize,
that change is inside me.

[Jovial.]

What's the use in trying
when you know your going to fail
my love if you obey my rules
I'll see that you prevail

[Jack Lowden]

Now & then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way, reading into every word you say, you said that you could let it go
& I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[better-than-ecstasy]

"Changed" -Rascal Flatts

I came up out of the water
Raised my hands up to the Father
Gave it all to Him that day
felt a new wind kiss my face

Walked away eyes wide open
Could finally see where I was going
It didn't matter where I'd been
I'm not the same man I was then

I got off track I made mistakes
Backslid my way to that place
Where souls get lost, lines get crossed
And the pain wont go away
I hit my knees now here I stand
There I was now here I am
Here I am, changed

I got a lot of 'hey im sorry's'
For things I've done
Man that was not me
I wish that I could take it all back
I just want to tell 'em that
Tell 'em that

I got off track I made mistakes
Backslid my way back to that place
Where souls get lost, lines get crossed
And the pain wont go away
I hit my knees now here I stand
There I was now here I am
Here i am

I'm changed for the better
For smiles thats bitter
I'm even starting to forgive myself
Yes I am

I hit my knees now here I stand
There I was now here I am
Here I am, here I am
I'm changed

I'm changed for the better
Thank God I changed

[Magical Forest.]

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper

[Haylee.]

TRIGGERING

She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it there's nothing
There is only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
Found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip, just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes
Found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

Curled up she's on the floor
Relief left her she had hoped for something more
From it (hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping and He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...

The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse

[Eternal]

You still cross my mind from time to time.
And I mostly smile.
Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why
So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen,
Trying to figure out what my head thinks,
But my head just ain't what it used to be.
And then again, what's the point anyway?

You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak,
You were too afraid to speak and I could never understand.
I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me, and I swear,
That not a single force on earth could stop the trembling of my hand.
And I remember how you smiled through the smoke
In a crowded little coffeehouse and laughed at all my jokes.
And I remember the way that you dressed and,
How we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat

And I bet if I had to do it all again, I'd feel the same pain.
It must be true what people say, that only time can heal the pain.
And every single day I feel it fade away, but -
I still remember how the distance tricked us,
And lead us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured.
I still remember how we held so strong to this,
Though we had never really settled on a way out.
I still remember the silence,
and how we'd always find a way to turn and run to our mistakes.
I still remember how it all came back together just to fall apart again.

I held your name inside my heart, but it got buried in my fear.
It tore the wiring of my brain; I did my best to keep it clear.
So, dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head.
And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead.
If I can't love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend.
And I will lay a bed before you; keep you safe until the end.

[Chris]

It's the rule of life: Everything you've always waited for comes the very second you stop looking for it.

[Coffee.]

Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take.

[Jack Lowden]

"Brick By Boring Brick" by Paramore
She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste & smell of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
& We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
& We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her & the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick & the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
& We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
& We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
& I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh even in the dark
& That's where I want to be, yeah

Well go get your shovel
& We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
& We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

[Shigure]

"Whispers In The Dark"
Skillet

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is
A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus]
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear the whispers in the dark
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear the whispers in the dark
Whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses

I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus x2]
Whispers in the dark [x3]

[better-than-ecstasy]

one...touching one. reaching out. touching me. touching you.....sweet caroline

[blurryface]

I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever...
I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.

[Eternal]

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry
"I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

[Haylee.]

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills...
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust...
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home...

And I built a home
For you
For me

Until you disappeared
From me
From you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust...

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's knees

By the cracks of his skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
Held on as tightly as you held onto me
Held on as tightly as you held onto me...

And, I built a home
For you
For me

Until you disappeared
From me
From you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

[ForgetMeNot9]

So don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard. And don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine but they can't take what's ours. They can't take what's ours. The stakes are high, the waters rough, and this love is ours.

[Storyteller.]

Tell me where our time went
and if it was time well spent.
Just don't let me fall asleep,
feeling empty again.

'Cause I fear I might break,
and I fear I can't take it.
Tonight I'll lie awake,
feeling empty;
I can feel the pressure -
it's getting closer now.
We're better off without you...

[better-than-ecstasy]

"The Outside"


I didn't know what I would find
When I went looking for a reason, I know
I didn't read between the lines
And, baby, I've got nowhere to go
I tried to take the road less traveled by
But nothing seems to work the first few times
Am I right?

[Chorus:]

So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside

You saw me there, but never knew
I would give it all up to be
A part of this, a part of you
And now it's all too late so you see
You could've helped if you had wanted to
But no one notices until it's too
Late to do anything

[Repeat Chorus]

So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this ain't the best view
On the outside looking in
I've been a lot of lonely places
I've never been on the outside

Alive Again
Matt Maher


I woke up in darkness
Surrounded by silence
Oh where, where have I gone?

I woke to reality losing its grip on me
Oh where, where have I gone?
'Cause I can see the light
Before I see the sunrise

You called and You shouted
Broke through my deafness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again

You shattered my darkness
Washed away my blindness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again

Late have I loved You
You waited for me, I searched for You
What took me so long?

I was looking outside
As if Love would ever want to hide
I'm finding I was wrong
'Cause I can feel the wind
Before it hits my skin

You called and You shouted
Broke through my deafness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again

You shattered my darkness
Washed away my blindness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again

'Cause I want You,
Yes I want You I need You, and I'll do
Whatever I have to just to get through
'Cause I love You,
Yeah I love You

You called and You shouted
Broke through my deafness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again

You shattered my darkness
Washed away my blindness
Now I'm breathing in and breathing out
I'm alive again

[Jack Lowden]

"Broken" by Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting but I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name, I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning, you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, is there healing
In your name, I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
& I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be okay

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

[better-than-ecstasy]

It's the boy you never told I like you
It's the girl you let get away
It's the one you saw that day on the train
But you freaked out and walked away
It's the plane you wanna catch to Vegas
Things you swear you'll do before you die
It's the city you love that waits for you
But you're too damn scared to fly

[Chorus]
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight


It's the time that you totally screwed up
Still you're trying get it out your brain
It's the fight you had when you didn't make up
It's the past that you're dying to change
It's all the money the you're saving
While the good life passes by
It's all the dreams that never came true
'cause you're too damn scared to try

[Chorus]
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight

[Bridge]
It's a mad mad world, gotta make an escape
It's a perfect world, when you go all the way
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight

So let's go go go go
All the way, yeah let's go go go go
Night and day, from the floor to the rafters
People raise your glasses
We could dance forever

[Chorus]
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight

[Bridge]
It's a mad mad world, gotta make an escape
It's a perfect world, when you go all the way
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight

[Eternal]

These ears don’t deserve the things
You’ve been feeding them
It’s no wonder that you’ve never done a thing
I wish you’d never talk at all

These walls talk more than we ever will.
I could get used to this world,
Standing oh so still.
So hedge my bets and stand my ground
I'll never talk at all.

Cause sometimes, sometimes.
Hate can be so beautiful.

Oh please, oh please just let me be.
Accused, accused of everything.
Oh please, oh please just let me bleed.
Abused, abused left with nothing.
I can see through your hate.
Your words twist our fate.
With you it’s never easy.
Oh please, oh please just let me be.
Accused, accused of everything.

[blurryface]

Here's the mission: to go omniscient.

[Jovial.]

Let's talk this over
It's not like were dead
Was it something I did
Was it something you said
Don't leave me hangin.

[Jack Lowden]

& You can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

[The.adorable.1]

I'm waiting by the phone
waiting for you to call me up and tell me i'm not alone

[better-than-ecstasy]

whoa, i'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall
jump then fall into me

[Eternal]

These nightmares
I’m falling in my sleep
and I can’t fight myself from falling so elusively out of this dream
And I can’t help but scream
I’m so lost in searching, looking for you
But I’ll be damned if I can find you

This is so much harder than it seems
These past few nights I can’t get you out of my dreams

To the rhythm of our broken hearts
You and me we are the only ones
Can’t count on anyone we’re all alone
With the rhythm of our lonely hearts

These nightmares
well they all have a theme
We get broken down in moments
so helpless when I’m so far from you
And my muscles scream
I can’t stand when I can’t hold you nightly
gripping my love for you tightly

I just want you to know
I never asked you to understand
Please just think of what it means to me

[Jack Lowden]

She never slows down
She doesn't know why but she knows that
When she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long & she fears
If she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down