I am feeling crushed by life and school

[Micheal2003]

I am 14 turning 15 this june .Life is crushing me in a way.I just feel like the homework is too much for me .My parents are doctors and want me to got the university, I live and Poland which is hard atleast for me . I would love to be either a farmer in Australia/France or a US marine as this would give a purpose I am doing really at English and other things but I have horrendous marks at school , I feel like school and life is a brick on my chest a 50 kg one jmmonilisng me and forcing me to learn things I have.How can I cope and make my dreams come true?

[organizedchaos]

Hey Micheal!

I think the best place to start is to just do some research on all of the things that sound interesting to you as a career to pursue in the future. Try talking to your guidance counselor at school too. You're still really young and have plenty of time to figure out what to do with your life.

I went through a similar phase when I was 13 and realized I had no clue what I wanted to do with my life and flipped out. I went on a googling rampage for a couple of weeks looking up the job descriptions and requirements for anything that sounded slightly interesting. It ended up making me feel so much better though by just helping me narrow down the options a little. Hope this helps, and good luck!