Non-PG13: I want college to start.

[Jordioa18]

Summer sucks. Apart from my job, I have not much to do and I only get behind the laptop for the rest of the damn day. My sister is a bit mad at this and it seems like she wants to accentuate my mistakes.

I just fucking hate summer, I hate the place I live in, the reason I'm "addicted" is because I want time to pass quick so I can go to college so I can make new friends and have a better social life! Goddamn! And no, I don't want to fucking go on vacation to Turkey or Spain because I screwed up last vacation and I don't want to miss my friends that I do have contact with too much. (The friends I do have real life contact with are 15 minutes away driving and I don't want to put a burden on my mother)

Just fucking end summer earlier so I can be less "addicted" and help myself, please.

[mindflower]

Jordi kid, everything is gonna be okay!

I mean, take a look at all of the (pardon my language) shit you've been through!? You're so much stronger than you're giving yourself credit for, and I swear things are going so much better than you think they are. Maybe in America college works differently, but it is so hard to get into one here, and you did that, you gave yourself that honor and privilege and, just adding this in, you're gonna meet a ton of people there, some that might be closer or have the same interests at you, this world is full of some great people, and you'll meet someone who you can really give yourself to

Summer has kind of sucked, yeah. Not gonna sugar coat that one, but you know what? I don't have to bother sugar coating what a great guy you are, and how many people you're making proud. Just hang in there, okay? Things have gotten better since your past dealt out crap, and things are only gonna get better from here

If you need to talk, just message me or kik me or snapchat me, you know how that works

Tay

[RiseFromTheAshes]

I know what you mean. This summer I was supposed to get a job but that didn't end up happening so I've been doing basically nothing since April and I hate it. The lack of routine sucks. I can't wait until university starts so I can have something worthwhile to do. I haven't seen my boyfriend since April either so I want school to start so I can spend time with him again. At least summer is almost over!

[Adam the Fish]

Hey Jordi,

It sounds like you're having a bit of a "hiatus" and can't think of much to do, really. You shouldn't, though, be made to feel like a "burden" - please do try to avoid thinking of yourself as such, because I'm sure you're not.
I think you've been given some very good words of encouragement, and I'm certain you'll have a brilliant time once college does actually start. That's something you can look forward to.

In the meantime, if you can find some things to (using the Internet is one, but there are probably a few other things you can spend your time on if you'd like to), you'd hopefully find that the time passes more quickly. And since this is an ideal plug, it took me ages to master this - it's fairly simple, you might enjoy it.

Try to enjoy your time off, and then you'll have a great time in college.