Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Help me

[Shauniex]

I'm so fucking scared. Tomorrow 8 have surgery on my throat I'm afraid I'm gonna die. I hope I aren't rude to the surgeons vy telling everyone fuck you all. I'm down. I'm anxious. 🥺 I don't think I can do this. I'm scared to go under, I'm having a breathing tube down my throat to help me sleep and when I went for a check up the lady was like open your mouth I did and she said you have a small mouth and I'm scared it will pierce a hole inside my throat. I am so anxious 😟

[Astro04]

Hi! hope this helps!

I will tell you what I had.

When I was 15, I was operated for varicocele.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Varicocele
Not a good thing, at long If I wasn't get operated, I won't have any children's in the future, because it will cause premature infertility.
Every fear is now disappeared, even I'm still too scared by needles.
But! You won't literally feel nothing! Because during the operation you will be totally sedated. For you it was just a sleep and oh! It's done now!

[Shauniex]

Originally Posted by Astro04

Hi! hope this helps!

I will tell you what I had.

When I was 15, I was operated for varicocele.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Varicocele
Not a good thing, at long If I wasn't get operated, I won't have any children's in the future, because it will cause premature infertility.
Every fear is now disappeared, even I'm still too scared by needles.
But! You won't literally feel nothing! Because during the operation you will be totally sedated. For you it was just a sleep and oh! It's done now!

Hey!
That sounds scary! Are you all healed now? Well, maybe not 'healed' but okay health wise? Thank you, I'm here now and nerves are not as bad as they were before coming into the hospital!!

[Shauniex]

I'm out so glad to be out lol

I'm happy to hear the surgery went well! I'm so sorry you never got any supportive response yesterday before you went under anesthesia. Surgery brings about anxiety and fear for a lot of people, so you aren't alone! There are always the pre-op appointments with your surgeon, or someone who will be present or are knowledgeable about the procedure taking place; I would seriously recommend composing a list of questions and concerns you have so you're better prepared. These people will be happy to address any question or concern you might have — there is nothing 'wrong' or 'stupid' when your life is being put in other people's hands for a short period.

I hope recovery goes smoothly for you.

[Shauniex]

Originally Posted by Stardust.

I'm happy to hear the surgery went well! I'm so sorry you never got any supportive response yesterday before you went under anesthesia. Surgery brings about anxiety and fear for a lot of people, so you aren't alone! There are always the pre-op appointments with your surgeon, or someone who will be present or are knowledgeable about the procedure taking place; I would seriously recommend composing a list of questions and concerns you have so you're better prepared. These people will be happy to address any question or concern you might have — there is nothing 'wrong' or 'stupid' when your life is being put in other people's hands for a short period.

I hope recovery goes smoothly for you.

At first I was scared, but then I was fine!!

[Shauniex]

I'm still in so much pain I've had so much pain relief 😪

[Shauniex]

So upset 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[Astro04]

Everything will go normally! You can't understand what's happening. When you will wake up, all is already done.

[Shauniex]

Originally Posted by Astro04

Everything will go normally! You can't understand what's happening. When you will wake up, all is already done.

All done. I was bloody anxious though I kept saying no no no no

[Astro04]

See? It was only the first moment! How do you feel now?

[Shauniex]

Originally Posted by Astro04

See? It was only the first moment! How do you feel now?

It was fine hru?