grieving

[falcon93]

Grieving

I feel like something’s missing.
I feel like there’s a hole in my heart and the love is slowly pouring
This is so hard, I feel no connection.
After he died it was like a volcano, the lava was slowly piling up and then there was an explosion.

Grieving has no explanation
And there is no easy solution
Grief has no structure
And that is just torture

I wish I could just move on.
I wish this grieving shit could be over by the crack of don.
I can’t focus on school or homework at all.
Once someone you love dies your positivity is surely to fall

My grandma isn’t doing too good.
So by her side is where I stood
I went to the condo of which my granddad died
I thought to myself and I denied.
I wanted to cry but I had to be strong
I wish I could talk to the grieving devil in my head and say so long.

It is this that is making me lose my sanity.
My heart and soul are in pure agony.
Grieving makes me so mad I want to kick it in the ass.
I wish it was as easy to get rid of as cutting a piece of grass.

I feel like I can’t cry in front of anyone I’m related to and I don’t why
I just want this shit to pass by.
Greif took my appetite
And I want us to reunite.

Grieving sucks like stepping into a wad of gum
It’s making me feel so glum.
Grieving has turned out the lights.
And it feels like a bunch of bug bites.

Grieving is socially unacceptable.
Grieving is truly unbelievable.
I feel like no one gets how bad it is.
They just say gee whiz.

Grieving is so stupid all it does is make me cry.
When I’m not crying physically I’m crying mentally and it feels so bad to lie.
I’m crying inside.
And all I want is my Granddad beside.

I just want to be together.
When I’m not I feel under the weather.
I know he wouldn’t want me to be sad.
All this shit is just making me so mad.

When this grieving shit is over he and I will both be glad.
This shit aint rad
I hate being in this position.
I just wish there could be a resurrection.