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Palmolive October 4th 2015 08:48 AM

Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
 
I think about the last days you were here,
Always screaming in our ears,
The pain you were in was terrifying,
I tried to help but you were dying,

The day you went we all sat and cried,
Losing you was like losing my life,
My best friend you were and I felt so helpless,
The morning you committed suicide,

Two days later you stopped fighting for your life,
Your heart stopped beating and we all died inside,
The tears would run for hours and hours,
As I sat and tried to take my own life,

Now I talk to you and write you letters,
Because deep inside, you're still alive with me,
I will never forget your sweet and pretty smile,
Because I now know you're with me,
Where ever I may be.

I'll pray for you once,
I'll pray for you again,
That you're being looked after,
Somewhere up in heaven.

Sophrosyne October 4th 2015 09:47 AM

Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
 
This is so sad! It hit me so hard.

¯|_(ツ)_|¯ October 4th 2015 02:54 PM

Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
 
This definitely was really sad but also really well written. :hug: Stay strong!

DeletedAccount11 October 4th 2015 07:53 PM

Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
 
Sad but powerful. The fact that you think about her and write poems about her shows you care for her so much; I imagine she feels cared for and loved where she is. :hug:

Not_here October 4th 2015 08:13 PM

Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
 
This is really sad but it also showed you have lots of strength and there's a sense of fighting in her honor despite the pain.
This may be one of my favorites by you
Stay strong :hug:

Kintsukuroi. October 5th 2015 04:47 AM

Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
 
This is really nicely written and so emotional. :hug: I hope you're doing okay.


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