Triggering (Suicide): Heaven. (trig death and grieving)

[Palmolive]

I think about the last days you were here,
Always screaming in our ears,
The pain you were in was terrifying,
I tried to help but you were dying,

The day you went we all sat and cried,
Losing you was like losing my life,
My best friend you were and I felt so helpless,
The morning you committed suicide,

Two days later you stopped fighting for your life,
Your heart stopped beating and we all died inside,
The tears would run for hours and hours,
As I sat and tried to take my own life,

Now I talk to you and write you letters,
Because deep inside, you're still alive with me,
I will never forget your sweet and pretty smile,
Because I now know you're with me,
Where ever I may be.

I'll pray for you once,
I'll pray for you again,
That you're being looked after,
Somewhere up in heaven.

[Sophrosyne]

This is so sad! It hit me so hard.

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

This definitely was really sad but also really well written. Stay strong!

Sad but powerful. The fact that you think about her and write poems about her shows you care for her so much; I imagine she feels cared for and loved where she is.

[Not_here]

This is really sad but it also showed you have lots of strength and there's a sense of fighting in her honor despite the pain.
This may be one of my favorites by you
Stay strong

[Kintsukuroi.]

This is really nicely written and so emotional. I hope you're doing okay.