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poem about my DXM addiction... -
January 7th 2011, 09:10 AM
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Everytime I try to leave you I fail and crawl back to your door. You're my bad influence. My favorite mistake. I've given up everything for you. I've lied to my friends, family and myself. I thought you would make everything better. I still hope you will and that's why I still want you. I need you. Without you I don't know what I can do with my life. You are my drug; my life; my love. No matter how much torture and pain I put myself through for you, no matter how much you ruin my life, I still can't bring myself to give you up and let you go.
Everthing I see seems to be a lie. And everything you see in me you think is the truth. But, really all you see is what I'm masking the real me with. You never see me cry. Because I'll never let you. And you'll never see me die because I feel like I already have in a way.
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