I can't get out of my addiction.

[JenniferxMarie]

I feel addicted to every thing I try, I feel addicted to everything I haven't tried.
I love drinking (heavily), doing pot, and taking speed and taking any other kind of drugs i can get my hands on.
Me and best friend are really into drugs, its like I will get a text wan't some shrooms?
and of course my answer was yes, pay me back when your mom pays you.
I honestly don't know how to stop
we even planned to go on a cocaine binge to lose weight.
I really feel like we are going to kill ourselves one of these times.
I mean like honestly I am the drinker who drinks till I black out, she doesn't drink but does drugs. and I don't know how to get out of all this mess.

[peaceSRC]

So why do you do it then? If you know every drug you're going to try is going to end up in ruining you and your life why do you feel like it's worth it? It's not at all. Use your common sense here. You know what it's going to do to you in the long run, so don't do it or limit yourself. You can stop, you just don't want to. If you want to get away from this, then tell people to not tell you whenever they have coke or shrooms or whatnot. Stay away from those people for a while. Other than that, surround yourself with people who don't do as much drugs or who don't do them at all. Just for a little while anyway.

[Bumbalo]

Check yourself into the nearest rehabilitation clinic.
Take it from someone who has experienced rehab both willing, and forced.
It's a lot better when you aren't forced to go.
And it's a lot better before you get into legal trouble over it.

There is nothing worse than losing your freedom.
Cherish it.