Food Addiction
 

I know it's somewhat ridiculous. But it's getting worse every day. I grew up with a mom who was weight-obsessed, yet she grew up with a heavy italian family so she ate a lot. My parents owned a resturant, they know how to cook, I know how to cook. So this is all I do. I eat even though I hate myself for doing it. When I get bored, upset, or pissed off I eat.

I hate my body. I feel like a failure because I know that I'm fat. And my boyfriend is such a sweetheart and he tells me he loves the way that I look. But I know he's lying. No one could love this.

Re: Food Addiction
 

Wow you just completely described how I feel :(
I'm "addicted to food" too. I'm sorry to hear you're struggling :(
If you feel you may have an eating disorder, you should try posting in that thread, they are relly helpful over there. I'm here if you need a buddy!
*hugs!*