Triggering (Substances): F*** Addiction (also non-PG13 language)

[Tigereyes]

Addiction is the fucking devil. It destroys everything. It hurts you, but worse than you, it hurts everyone you care about and everyone who cares about you. Fuck addiction. Fuck drugs. Fuck meth. Fuck opiates for leading you to meth. Or just straight to death. Addiction has taken over my best friend and it's going to take over me. They told me if they get worse I have to leave for me own good. But I don't think I can. It's impossible for me caring. It's impossible for me to leave the one person who somehow still cares about me after everything that's happened. Everyone else left a long fucking time ago. And no one else is going to be there. Fuck everything. Fuck addiction for destroying lives.

[.Brittany.]

Hi Tigereyes,

I completely agree about addiction being a devil. It feels like when you're struggling with an addiction that you have a devil in your head the entire time. I have struggled/currently struggling with addiction, and I feel like I am fighting the devil. I have had friends and relatives fighting addiction and a couple of them have won the battle.

I see it says addiction is taking over you and your best friend, I highly recommend that you both try and get into see an addiction counselor until things start getting back under control.

We are all here for you, let us know if there's anything we can help you with.

Stay strong,
Brittany

Hey there,

I am really sorry you are struggling with all of this. Addiction is definitely the devil. Is there anyway for you and your friend to see an addiction counselor? It might help give the two of you support while dealing with all of this.