Triggering (SH): Doctor

[WhisperingSilence]

I ended up down A/E due to s/h wanted it looked at was worried I had gauged a too deeper hole and thiught it was infected. They took my details etc and are sending my Dr a letter. Will my Dr phone home ??

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I don't think the doctors will call home since you're above 18 years old. They would only probably call home if you only gave them a home phone number and not your cell phone number. If you gave them only your cell phone number, then they will only contact you through your cell phone number since they don't have your home phone number.

[WhisperingSilence]

Ah right okay thanks. Also is it possible that I've caught some sort of bug from being at the A/E coz last night I kept waking up in sweats and shivers or would that have come on sooner if I had caught something maybe I've just worried myself silly ?

[WhisperingSilence]

Okay I've been to the Drs and I have asked that when the letter comes that if my DR is to contact me - can he contact me on my mobile/cell phone number as I dont want my parents knowing. They said that it is okay. I've also got myself on the cancellation list - so that if there is a cancellation which there usually is I can see the DR - I've also asked to be phoned on my mobile phone/cell phone if there is a cancellation and they're going to phone me. I've gained back the control. When I see my main DR I'm going to ask that if he referrs me which he most likely will - for them to contact me on my mobile and make appointments with me that way as I do not want letters coming threw the door from counselling teams. I feel in control again. And I'm now on a course of anti-biotics.

[Philomath]

Hey,

I'm glad you were able to get things sorted out so that you get directly contacted without your parents being notifyed.
Hopefully this goes well for you.

[WhisperingSilence]

I've lost the control I gained back another site I use has refferred me to safe gaurding. So I literally feel as though I have no control over what happens to me its just like one thing after another and I just want this week over with! I've figured the best thing to do right now is just try and like distract myself the best I can, I'm also going to talk to my karate instructor when I'm next at karate and like let them know whats going on, the other site I use the one thats referred me is asking for my details, and I'm not sure if I should give them to them or not. Everything just feels like its gotten really out of control and I feel like theres no control and then its back to wanting to cut to get some control but I know cutting isn't going to help but its what I want to do............

[WhisperingSilence]

I've told mum about the self harming to an extent i told her it was an insect bite that i've just like picked at, shes seen the wound. and she knows im going to be seeing the DR. I'm control of this. I'm gaining back the control