Do I have an eating disorder?

[nodeletenoproblem!]

I'm not too sure about this... I barely eat ever. And I try to avoid it at all costs. I feel like my stomach is fat, even though everyone always tells me how skinny I am. I can't look at myself in the mirror because I just feel ugly. I'm afraid to eat in front of people. And I can't order food at a restaurant for myself. There's never a "Baby do these jeans make me look fat?" with me, because I can't take the compliment if my boyfriend says that I'm not fat.
I like eating, a lot. I just never have the motivation to eat, and I'm afraid to gain weight. And yet, I'm also afraid of losing weight.

[Fictional]

It sounds to me like anorexia nervosa, but as I'm not a doctor, I'm unqualified to make a diagnosis. I'd recomend going to your GP and talking to them about it.

You migth also find this site helpful: http://www.something-fishy.org/

[taylalatbh.]

All I had to do was read the first sentence to realise that you have some issue with eating. I would highly recommend you speak to a doctor or a professional about your issues with food before it gets worse and you get ill.

You will struggle to get better without professional help so I advise that you look into it as soon as possible.

Take care.