Eating disorder/boyfriends/life please help:(

[iloveyou5]

I don know what to do anymore, Im pretty sure I have an eating disorder cause I eat very very small amounts at a time but then some days I can't stop eating at all. I also hate eating in front of people and if I do o make sure I eat really healthy or really slowly. i want to tell someone I just don't know how to tell someone or what to do. I want to get help but I don't k ow how to get it and i don't know who to get it from. I'm thinking about puking up my meals now, well only some that are really big or unhealthy. Cause I want help just don't wan to gain weight.

My boyfriend Also left and joined the army and he's back now but that absolutly killed me. I'm in love with my bf and I know there's an age differnce and everything but I still do. He's home now and is acting okay but he's always really stressed out. I know this may sound silly but I've never met my bf it's online but please don't judge me. He's cheated on me a few times and I know that's bad and everything but we have gone threw a lot to give up now. But he's really a great guy.

I just don't know what to do anymore; I'm thinking diet pills more excersie and just going crazy and losing weight. Idk I'm so stressed out I can't think straight anymore. So please can someone just give me some advice?

[Nightblood.]

If you really think you might have one, I'd suggest seeing a doctor. It's the absolute best thing you can do for yourself.
But next time, this would probably fit better under the ED forum

[Casey.]

Hey there,

The best thing to do would be to see your doctor. You can also try talking to a counselor at school, as they can help you, or help you find help. Starving yourself, purging, diet pills...none of that is the answer. I know how stressful life can be, but there are much healthier ways to dealing with stress, and talking is one of those ways. Let someone know what's going on, you don't have to do this alone.