I'd have to agree with Shelby. The only way to really know would be to go see a Doctor. I'm really sorry your struggling with this.. I have in the past too. Being overweight, with an
ED. A lot of people assume eating disorders are only with people who are underweight, which isn't true.
Feel free to message me if you want to talk about this more.. But again, definatley consider seeing a doctor.. There is a healthy way to lose weight (unless you have a different undiagnosed medical problem like Insulin Resistance, Hypothyroidism, or PCOS or something that makes it hard..) that doesn't involve eating less than what your body needs.
You can do anything you set your mind to, and I hope you realize that and find the strength you need to get through this. Because you can. Everything will be alright. I promise. (:
-Ashley.