Triggering: My story

[Em0bxy]

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When I was 10 years old I was sexually abused by one of my teachers. He groped me, and slid his fingers closer to my ykw (idk if that's considered attempted rape). I told my parents a few weeks as these things continued to happen. Long story short in July of 2024 I ended up in a mental hospital because of him. The cops finally found out and so did DCF...nothing was done. A year later, this year, I went into his classroom with my bffl and he told me I'd be okay. I was sexually harrassed while I was in the classroom. He kept looking me up and down and staring at my boobs and vj area, though nobody believed me when I reported it again. This staff still works at my school

My best friend in fourth grade once told me to "close my eyes" after she asked if she could do something to me. She kissed me. This happened for about a month. She'd try to convince me to get naked in front of her or masturbate in front of her. When I wouldn't she'd come over and push me down and start kissing me. She once put her fingers on my vj(Idk if this is considered attempted rape either)

I told my parents about both of these situations, the first one they did stuff about, but the song one they did nothing about. The one question I HATE the most in terms of sexual assault situations is: "What were you wearing?" AND GUESS WHAT THE STATE POLICE ASKED ME!? You wanna know what I was wearing?
Leggings, sweatpants, shorts, skirts, dresses, t-shirts, long sleeve shirts. For situations that happened for weeks I was wearing almost my whole wardrobe. Like I was wearing normal 10 year old and 9 year old clothing. Like bitch shut the fuck upppppp....

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That is so awful and I am sorry nothing was done when you reported these incidents. It definitely doesn't have to do with what you were wearing. You were a child, what you're wearing shouldn't have mattered. It doesn't matter when you're an adult either because nobody deserves to be assaulted, but especially when you're a child. The important thing to remember is these incidents were absolutely NOT your fault and you are not a bad person for having experienced them. I'd limit contact with these people as much as possible and go no-contact when you can. If you still have to be around that teacher maybe you can ask to switch classes so you don't have to deal with him like that.