hii im looking for friends and want to talk to yall
 

IVE BEEN WRITING A BLOG FOR 30 MINUTES AND IT DISSAPIRED AAAAAAAAAAAA

but ill start again and do it shorter cause you will wont read it anyway or maybe ill write it other day

if somebody wants to write with me about theirs experience i will be really happy

ive been struggling for the past 5 years or maybe longer

im starting 16 month of being clean and for the past like 3 months i really cant stop thinking about doing it again. I had 2 dreams about a perfect, not even bleeding wound with fat out (probably because thats the deepest i went)

i always wanted to go as deep as edited . im taking meds for my OCD but i think its not workihng anymore and i should go to therapy but im scared it wont work for me because all of my therapists i had(2) didnt really helped me. I still kind of want to try.

Im looking forward for the respondes, i really want to talk to you all<3

Re: hii im looking for friends and want to talk to yall
 

Hi, it’s normal to have dream about self harm. I have had them a few times and while these dreams can be distressing and triggering remember that it is only a dream.

Have you spoke to a therapist or councillor about the dreams etc as that may help, also they may be able to give you some coping techniques and strategies for those moments when you want to self harm. I find keeping a box of fidget toys helps me a lot as if my hands are occupied with a fidget toys etc I am less likely to self harm.

Re: hii im looking for friends and want to talk to yall
 

ohh i have to try it, it sounds helpfull.
i havent talked about it to anyone and i also dont have any therapist at the moment but i want to get one finally:p

Re: hii im looking for friends and want to talk to yall