Tell your self harm how you feel like
 

Tell your self harm how you feel instead of bringing out your feeligns through self harm. Just a idea I recently Got

You make me feel stupid and guilty, telling me that Im useless and ugly . So I urge to see myself bleed. Im tired of feeling addicted to you. i dont need you. But you are so beutiful looking and appetizing like a forbidden fruit.

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I hate myself because of you. But I can't stop.

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I can't believe I have let you stay in my life for all of these years. You stupid stupid waste of f**king time! You're only there to gain fake 'sympathy' from people. You're only there to try and convince me that there's something wrong with me.
There's nothing wrong with me! Stop telling me how inevitable it is that I will always come back to you. You lost your novelty years ago, you stopped helping years ago and I can't remember the last time I thought you were 'worth it'.

Yet here you remain. Popping into my head just when you see a moment of weakness, of anger, of fear. Leave me be. You don't belong to me any more - that was the old me. I'm a grown up now - this wasn't supposed to happen.

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You should stay away now. Once, you could control me, manipulate me, but not any more.
I wish you'd just disappear and save the world a lot of trouble.

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We said goodbye a long time ago.

Sometimes, I feel you trying to creep back in, especially when times get rough. You're sneaky, really, or at least you try to be- a little thought here, a little thought there, as the idea of you tries to snake its way into my mind.

But I'll wait up for you. In the middle of the night, when it's quiet, and you try to sneak in through the door, the cracks in the windows. Because I will always hear you coming. And when you do, I'll have tea and a warm fire for you, and I'll welcome you in and ask you why you are dropping in.

And I'll do it to remind you that I love you. No matter what. Because that's how we beat it, you and I. With love.

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When I'm down, you help me get right back up.
You make me feel good for a while, but then make me feel guilty, and horrible.
I ask myself why would I want to feel guilty and horrible, but then I keep on doing it.
You make me feel addicted, and like I am useless.
Why are you still in my life, and why do you want to be in my life?
I don't understand you sometimes.
You've been in my life for 6 whole years now, and 25 days has gone by since I gave in.
I'm trying to let you go forever, please stay away.
I don't need you, you're wrong for me.

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I hate you, but I need you. But no matter how much I need you, I need to let you go now. You've been there for me so many times and I thought you were helping, but in the end, you only hurt me so much more. And you hurt more people than just myself. So stop saying you're my friend, stop begging me to return to you. Stop trying to tempt me with your empty promises that are nothing but a collection of lies. You were never there for me, and you're making me hurt the few that truly care about me- the ones I'm trying so desperately to stay strong for. Just leave me alone!

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You said that you're me.

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I hate you. You've killed me. I am dead because of you. I am ugly because of you. All you do is cause pain & f**k me over. But yet, I miss you. Why do you have so much control over me?

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I hate that I need you. I came to you to finally have some kind of control in my life and you offered me that. You offered me safety and release and calmness. But you turned around and stabbed me in the back. You took away that control because now you control me. You replaced safety, release, and calmness with hate, guilt, and desperation. You became my friend at only 10 years old. I was only a child looking for a way to deal with everything and you came and broke me. You made me obsessed with control and manipulation. You made me afraid to trust anyone. You made my own mind my worst enemy. You took any shred of self-confidence I had left and stomped it into the ground. You made the time from when I was 10 to 12 years old easier. You did help, I won't lie. But ever since then you've made my life Hell. Ill never forget when my mom found out about you. The look on her face when she saw everything is etched into my memories and I would do anything to forget that day. But here I am, 2 years after that and you found your way back to me. I've lied and pushed people I love away from me because of you. Some nights I feel like there's nothing left of me for someone to care about and I get the worst empty feeling throughout my entire body. The day you get out of my life for good and I can say you didn't drag me down with you, will be the sweetest victory I'll ever have, and believe me, that day is going to come.

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Dear self harm.
You make me feel like a failure, you make me feel free, you make me feel like I can breathe, you make me feel out of control, you make me feel alive, you make me feel like theres nothing else I can do to stop thinking but to hurt myself, you make me feel like you're taking over my life. you make me feel like I have to hide everything about myself from my family and friends, you make me feel alone.
Self harm I hate you but at the same time I cant stop turning to you and the blades.

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Intentional Bump - Saves me venting.

Self harm:
You are the monster under my bed, you're my darkest secret and I hate you. I hate you so much but I need you. You hurt everyone that gets close to me and I'll never forget the things you have made me do.

~Jack.