please kill me

[Thinking]

please kill me

please kill me

please kill me

please kill me

please kill me

Hi there, Ivan. Thank you for posting. I hope we can help in some way.

You are obviously in a lot of pain and I am sorry you are experiencing this. Intense suicidal ideation is it's own brand of hell and it's terrible to experience. I dearly hope you are able to overcome this, even though it may take some time. Would you feel comfortable going into more detail about what's troubling you? Do you have a doctor or therapist/counselor you can talk to? If we have more information maybe we can provide you some resources or better insight as to how to cope with these thoughts and feelings.

[TH Anonymous]

[SIZE="a"]Your life is very, very important. I know you are going through a lot, but you deserve better than to feel this way. Your life is worth more than you know, and there're so many positive experiences, so many memories for you to make. Life is a journey...

Live life to the fullest and remember, things can only get better. I know this, because I too know what it's like to go through the roughest seas, the thorniest shrubs. But the happiness you'll experience once you overcome all this and experience the true joys of life itself is something words can't describe.

You can do this. You are so, so precious and wonderful. Life will treat you with care, kindness and compassion.. so do the same to yourself.

You are worth all the love in the world![/size]