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Helplessy Hopeless
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:41 PM
Faith, there is so much that is great about you!!!
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:42 PM
I don't know what I feel for people anymore. I'm just completely numb!
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:49 PM
But your friends arent numb. Their worried and scared and frightened. They dont want to lose you. I dont know who you are Faith but I feel alot like you. I want to know you and be your friend. Dont give up on life because death seems easier. Nothing worth having is ever easy to get.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:51 PM
I had the one thing I wanted in life, then it left so...there's just no point.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:52 PM
And what did you want? Tell me. I want to know.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:55 PM
You can't know.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 12:58 PM
And why cant I? Do you think I wont get it or I'll just judge you? Its too late either way. I asked already.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:05 PM
I really don't feel comfortable telling you.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:07 PM
So now your feeling?
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:08 PM
No, I just really don't want to tell someone I don't know.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Helplessy Hopeless
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:11 PM
Faith you don't have to tell...just fiight please...fight the lie that leaving will make everything better!!!
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:12 PM
It isn't a lie! I know it may in a small way affect you but after that I'll be forgotten.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:14 PM
But yet your letting everyone who looks at this thread know how crappy you feel without any explanation. Honestly, the fact that your even talking to me is interesting to me. I, unlike you, am worthless.
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Helplessy Hopeless
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:15 PM
not a small way!!! I wasn't going to come back to TH and I was thinking about killing myself, I didn't tell Cody that because I knew how he felt and I didn't want him to worry about me when you already worried him so much!!! I will never forget you!!!
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:18 PM
You don't react that way because someone from the internet just goes. It isn't right. You stay and talk to Cody and others because you're loved and cared about.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:19 PM
So are you.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:20 PM
No I'm not. I'm a selfish worthless bitch which makes it's impossible for people to give a damn about me!
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:23 PM
But they do! They Do, they do, they do!!! Im a complete stranger but I still give a damn about whether you live or die!
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:25 PM
No you don't, no one does. There's nothing good to care about.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:26 PM
YES I DO!!!!!! If I didnt why would I still be talking to you!?
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:28 PM
I don't have a friggin' clue!
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:30 PM
Heres a clue: Your life is important to me. Everyones is. Well except mine. But dont be like me!
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:37 PM
My life isn't important enough to make someone feel suicidal!
God I just wish I was never born.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:38 PM
I give a damn Cody does and everyone else on here who posted does!!!! You can't tell me how I feel, because I know that I care about you and love you, and I know how I felt that night and if you give up why can't I?
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:40 PM
Come now you cant talk like that. I'll never get my wings if you do.
And I decide how important your life is to me. You cant stop that.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:40 PM
I'm not meant to be part of the cause if you left!
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:47 PM
Faith, I do care about you. You are so important to me and Siera and everyone else. We all care about you so much. You are as far from worthless as you can possibly get
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:49 PM
Listen to them. They sound like they know what there saying.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:50 PM
All I am saying is if you can leave and stop fighting, why can't I, why can't everyone on this site just stop and give up?
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:51 PM
Tried giving up. Bastards outsmarted me.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 01:56 PM
They won't because TH is all one big family...I'm just not part of it.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:00 PM
YES YOU ARE!!!
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:01 PM
Your here arent you?
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:02 PM
You are to part of it!!!
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:04 PM
Well I'm not an important part so it doesn't matter that much.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:08 PM
Still matterss. And every part is important.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:17 PM
It matters a lot to me!!!
I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.PM or VM me if you need me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to or to just listen. I also have most messangers if you want to talk on one of those.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:22 PM
I just can't stay that's the bottom line. It may mess you people up, it may not but I need my escape.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:24 PM
Death is no escape from anything. You'll still be here and it wont be plesant.
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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 25th 2009, 02:39 PM
You don't know what death is or what happens after it.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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