My butterflies never last long. Today was a horrible day. I saw her at school. It didnt end well.

today i had some issues with my parents, i was upset over something stupid (just the very principal made me quite angry and down) then I go rant to my mother about it and she ends up making me look bad and this makes me very stressed.....i don't think i can confide in my parents anymore (we have had several distrusting incidents). Tommarow is sunday, dont get me wrong i love God but church makes me feel guilty and bad about myself its a emotional rollercoster sunday is...
-Zane

Lately ive been...pretty down.Ive been crying a lot as well, I feel alone and just bad all the time ive relapsed with my problems too...I wanna go back to being fixed again....I also might of adopted another problem or two...idk if nail biting is one...I most likely wont be in chat because my Pc is on an Tv and i dont want my parents to walk in and find out about my problems...I'm going to try to post very often on here also...I ran out of paper in my last diary, everything I feel most likely will...