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I don't even want to try
Posted August 18th 2013 at 03:35 AM by YoungK9
I give up, everything.I fail at everything, there's nothing I'm good at. I don't know why I'm even here, I have no purpose.
I just make drama,act like b*tch(sorry for the language),& I don't act my age.I make people feel horrible by telling them things.
My younger sister always controls me,she acts like my mom. I tell her to stop she doesn't. She is always telling me about my apperance-&- how I "need" to wear the right clothing.She is only 11 years old.
I'm to hard myself I know,& I'm negative. I try to be positive,but I can't, I don't see anything good about myself.
Ugg, I'm just so freakin depressed right now.
Thinking about suicide again. I just want to successfully kill myself. I wish I could just take bottle of pills & peacefully drift away,& never be awake again.
The thought of purposely making failed suicide attempt,sounds so good.So people notice I'm not doing this as joke,& they take me seriously.
I just make drama,act like b*tch(sorry for the language),& I don't act my age.I make people feel horrible by telling them things.
My younger sister always controls me,she acts like my mom. I tell her to stop she doesn't. She is always telling me about my apperance-&- how I "need" to wear the right clothing.She is only 11 years old.
I'm to hard myself I know,& I'm negative. I try to be positive,but I can't, I don't see anything good about myself.
Ugg, I'm just so freakin depressed right now.
Thinking about suicide again. I just want to successfully kill myself. I wish I could just take bottle of pills & peacefully drift away,& never be awake again.
The thought of purposely making failed suicide attempt,sounds so good.So people notice I'm not doing this as joke,& they take me seriously.
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