random night time thoughts.

so , i've been thinking alot and i honestly miss the past. i dont know what part about the past i miss the most. being close to certin people . or just not being as depressed. everything is different than when i was younger. the world around me is changing so fast i can hardly even capture whats even going on anymore.
my heads always ina daze. i dont realize things i normallly would. i can feeel my depression slowly coming back and its hurting. i dont like this feeling.
i dont know who to turn to anymore. theres not many people. all because of the stupid media turing this world into some weird place where i dont belong.
im a strange child i am told , i am different , i am unique. i am so many other things. thats all i hear. i just want to be anna. the person who i am. not nobody else.
i dont see what everyone else sees. its different. i look at the world different and nobody understands it. i dont know anymore.
i basically just wrote this to get some things off my mind before i go to bed.
goodnight i guess.
ill be back whenever :|