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I've told many of my friends that I'm done with serious relationships. They have done nothing but bring heartache and pain into my life. I've quit looking for serious things and now I just want a fling or two. I know... this sounds terrible, but it is now scary to think of being serious with someone. I mean, I could pour out my heart and soul to one person, then they go and shatter them.
Being vulnerable is such a terrifying thing. I've been vulnerable to so many people that they...
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Ugh. Sometimes High School can be a pain in the butt. It is barely the what, 5th day of school and I already have a lot on my plate. First my "best friend" asked me out, then goes and breaks up with me because his dad threatened to come up to the school and do it himself, then I find out that he is talking to other girls. Like, what happened to "I love you" and "I wanna hold you until we grow old together." Like, come on! Don't say things to definitely do not mean....
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Today is food day for most of the students in school. In World Geography, we are studying Asia. Last semester we studied the region around South America. We also had a food day. I made frijoles (beans), since my country was Mexico. They were really good in my opinion, but no one ate them, which kind of sucked.
Today I made Beef Stir Fry, since the country I was assigned is China. I'm excited because it is super yummy, but kind of worried that no one will like it and that I will be left with...
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Oof.
Um... So yeah, first blog entry. I don't really know what to put.
Well, a few of the volunteers said that blogging could be a way for me to express how I feel since I am limited on where to write/post.
Today I feel okay. I saw him today and gave him a note, which made me happy. He held my hand tightly and that gave me butterflies. I had to leave to get to class, though. I self-harmed again.
I wish I didn't, but I did. Last night and this morning. I hope...
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