Ugh Again

Everything is PISSING ME OFF! I feel like I'm a fucking bother and that I should just disappear. I mean, whatever. I don't know how to feel today. I can't cut because I don't want to be sent to Rivercrest again, so all I have is me just crying my fucking eyes out for no reason.
I'm tired, I'm in pain, and for the first time in like ever I'm pissed that my boyfriend won't text me back right away. I know I shouldn't be mad because he is with family and has his own life, but damnit I just want attention for like 5 minutes.
My brothers keep making fun of me and they don't seem to understand how I feel. My mom is always looking over my shoulder and will not give me personal space and shit like that. She says that teenagers 'have no rights'. Like wow, thanks mom. Guess I'm just property. And I'm not saying that to exaggerate. She has also said that we are just property until I turn 18, then I can do whatever I please.
And my dad is getting his first house, but we are sharing it with his girlfriend and her sons. Her sons don't communicate with me, only my brothers. Kind of make me feel like shit.

That is all for now.