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Fucking up relationships as well as myself

Posted May 28th 2012 at 01:58 PM by Troubled_Heart

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I'm the biggest fuck-up ever.
I hate what I'm doing.
Breaking everyone.

I do love him.
I mean, I'm pretty much only still here for him.

But I love her too.
She's beautiful and understands me.

What have I done?
I've fucked it up with him.
I kissed her.
I fucking kissed her and then said she could be my girlfriend.

I'm a two-timing bitch.

He was, is the best thing that had happened to me.
She's so supportive and caring and actually local.

I want them both.
I'm going to end up with neither.

And it feels like 1 isn't enough.

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