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Posted December 23rd 2011 at 04:49 PM by Troubled_Heart
Not sure what to think!
I haven't cut... That's a good thing right?
But I was sad.
Lonely.
Afraid.
I needed to do something.
I'm screwed my stomach up to say the least.
I sat there scratching away.
Parts of it bled.
And I feel like I've let myself down.
It was either 3 or 4 months
months!
And I go do this.
I don't know whether to keep counting.
It wasn't with a blade.
I was meant to keep my nail blunt anyway.
Don't know wht I didn't.
Forgot.
Want nothing more than to cut.
Wish my blade wasn't blunt.
Could easy get a sharp one.
Need to.
Don't know how to stop myself.
Alternatives stopped working.
Just want more pain
Want to get rid of the feeling
slip back into routine
maybe feel good now and then?
I haven't cut... That's a good thing right?
But I was sad.
Lonely.
Afraid.
I needed to do something.
I'm screwed my stomach up to say the least.
I sat there scratching away.
Parts of it bled.
And I feel like I've let myself down.
It was either 3 or 4 months
months!
And I go do this.
I don't know whether to keep counting.
It wasn't with a blade.
I was meant to keep my nail blunt anyway.
Don't know wht I didn't.
Forgot.
Want nothing more than to cut.
Wish my blade wasn't blunt.
Could easy get a sharp one.
Need to.
Don't know how to stop myself.
Alternatives stopped working.
Just want more pain
Want to get rid of the feeling
slip back into routine
maybe feel good now and then?
Total Comments 2
Comments
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You don't need it lovely. You've gone so long, you're better than this!<3Posted December 23rd 2011 at 08:05 PM by blumemusik♫
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Hey,
You don't need self-harm, you are doing so well; and I know things are tough for you right now, it'll get better. Sometimes we have slip-ups and that's okay. If you need anything, feel free to message me anytime, okay?
Take care. xPosted December 24th 2011 at 03:58 PM by Unknown10
