L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N.

Fell over today...
More to say me and a friend ran into each other and I ended up on the floor :P
It's not that we randomly felt like running into each other, we were playing netball and both of us playing centre wanted to win
Well yeah, we were desperate to get the ball and we ran into each other in the process...
Well, I'm the smaller one and thus ended on the floor...
Kinda embaressing, they were like 'omg look at your leg... Are you ok? Are you sure you're ok? Do you need to sit out?'
I was like nah... it's no biggy, which is true... It's just a graze on my leg and elbow :P I'm used to much worse... Not that they know that!
Have to admit I find it a bit triggering... I've already started to scratch at it... It's just an excuse I suppose though, a way I can SH without it being obvious and without anyone thinking anything of it, no secrecy, no nothing.
I don't even feel depressed, I'm quite happy because the fit ICT teacher said he 'likes my honesty' which made me happy And I might have him as a teacher if my school offers ICT A-Level after the petition And I'm good... And he talks to us like friends Which is so cool
Guess I'm just a freak... It's ridiculas... I want to cause myself pain, make it hurt more without any reason to, not even feeling down, just want pain...