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Food, it's after me!
Posted July 10th 2011 at 12:49 PM by Troubled_Heart
I've eaten too much today, way too many calories, I can feel the fat building up inside. Need to burn it off, need to exersize and move and make it get out, stop the weight.
I've put on weight since Monday, don't know what to do, too tired to exersize, just want to curl up in a ball and sleep, musn't stop moving though! I had too much last night, chocolate and booze = weight gain!
Must do something, think I need to cut, musn't let myself do it! Musn't let myself give in! Will run later, must run later, run further than I've ever ran before!
But what if it's too late? What if I've wasted everything I was working for? I'm a failure, I must not eat, I will not eat, please don't let me eat!
I've put on weight since Monday, don't know what to do, too tired to exersize, just want to curl up in a ball and sleep, musn't stop moving though! I had too much last night, chocolate and booze = weight gain!
Must do something, think I need to cut, musn't let myself do it! Musn't let myself give in! Will run later, must run later, run further than I've ever ran before!
But what if it's too late? What if I've wasted everything I was working for? I'm a failure, I must not eat, I will not eat, please don't let me eat!
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Sweetheart you don't need to lose weight and even if you really want to starving yourself won't help. Just eat healthily and small meals regually.
I'm proud of you for not cutting and you honestly don't need to. You deserve so much better. Stay strong beautiful <3
I love you <3Posted July 10th 2011 at 05:32 PM by Anatidaephobia
